Check, please.

When you fall in love and everything works
nobody leaves and nobody gets hurt
I think it must be too much to ask
to love and to be loved back
he came and went so fast my head spun
stayed long enough to leave me undone
how come all the so called 'nice guys'
always take off at a run?

I'm not overreacting, I'm just asking
if someone could explain please
how this all went so wretchedly
I mean do you even miss me?

Check please, I've grown tired of your service
and I don't think that I deserve this
to be so sad just because you're sad
and we can't have what we thought we had
so next time before you don't call
it's okay, I'll take nothing at all.

I wasn't good at being honest
but you said "deep breaths, babe, you got this"
together we cut open my chest
honestly I wish I'd never been honest
but it's too late for that sort of thinking
I'm stuck on this ship and it's fast sinking
time to swim until I find land or I die
who ever said I can't find the bright side?

I'm not overreacting, I'm just asking
if someone could explain please
how this all went so wretchedly
did you try to humiliate me?

Check please, I've grown tired of your service
and I don't think that I deserve this
to be so sad just because you're sad
and we can't have what we thought we had
so next time before you don't call
it's okay, I'll take nothing at all.

consider this something I'll consider later on
consider me anything that's got to be moving on.
nights I've been drinking, I'll write it on my hand
to remind myself before I go and call you back again

Check please, I've grown tired of your service
and I don't think that I deserve this
to be so sad just because you're sad
and we can't have what we thought we had
so next time before you don't call
it's okay, I'll take nothing at all.

I'm not overreacting, I'm just asking
do you even miss me?