Goodbye~

The darkest pits of hell would be better
than the torture I'm put through every day.
It's overbearing. I can't take it anymore. I'm conflicted.
I'm tired of being alive, but scared of dying.
I think I just need to overcome my fear. I could put an end to all this in seconds.
I'm used to things falling apart. This feeling is so severe.
Will it ever go away..?
It's fine. I fuck everything up anyways.
I ruin every relationship I have with someone.
I'm scared of being alone.
I'm scared of being hurt.
It's okay, ill be gone soon..
I'm not scared anymore.