broken smile

have you ever felt so alone,
like its just you on your own,
trying and fighting your pain,
just to keep others happy again.

your happy on the outside,
but only pain and hurt inside,
feel so alone like just me on this seaside,
i just want to run away from it all and hide.

im filled with and pain and sorrow,
dreading the thoughts of another tomorrow,
watching the world pass by out the window,
im just smiling through the pain you know.

people just dont understand my feelings,
from which im just left reeling,
because i put on a happy outside shell,
even though it feels like im trapped in hell.

you see my smile and think im happy,
even though im feeling crappy,
just take me by the hand and ask whats wrong,
because i just cant feel my place, where i want to belong.

hiding my pain through the force fed smile,
you see a smile and i just want to break down and cry,
because unlike my smile which just compiles,
compiles and tries to smile but inside it starts to die.

dont judge a smile it could be broken,
how many smiles have you seen whos pains unspoken,
just because im smiling doesnt mean i mean it by any mile,
laughter is fake but the tears are real, forever on my own i sit with my broken smile.......