Not a disguise... Just a small lie...

She said to me in a honest voice... "Don't ever leave me".
I replyed.. "I wont, I'll never leave you".
She believed me, when even at that point in time.
I, myself didn't know I was telling a small lie.
Which would hurt her later on.
Even though I was scared to death of losing her.
I couldn't help myself but lie.
No one's perfect, I know I'm not.
I get treated like shit all the time.
But I can't say I've never treated someone like shit before.
When I have...
I've been deserted before.
I've also disappeared on a girl, like I was never even there.
Like I was just in her head.
It's not all my fault though.
I don't plan on how to be charming and suck you in.
I don't mean to catch your eye, every time I pass you by.
I guess, I just do.
Because I'm all those things.
It's impossible to even think, that I would lie.
Right?
It's not a disguise, it's just hard to catch my lies from the truth.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen.
I didn't mean to break your heart.
I guess, you'll think twice next time.
When a boy passes you by, don't let him catch your attention so easliy.
He could be a lair, just like me...