To be free again

To be free again

Why do you keep hurting me?
Was it something I said?
Something I’ve done?
Even now, when I can’t see you
You’re still here
In this room, in my head, in my heart
How come, you can’t face me,
but also can’t leave,
Why are you gone?
but still here?
I know you are near
But yet I feel alone
If you had to close the door,
You could have left a window open,

But you didn’t
You shut me out your heart, out of your world
For you,
I no longer exist
And yet I feel
And yet I cry
But you do not notice
You never did

Why can’t I forget you
Why can’t you just leave
I wish you did
But you never will
Or so I fear
Or so I hope
But I never, never
Will never be free in my soul
Never be free in my heart
As long as you’re here

So maybe, you should just leave
But we both know

You never will