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The ghost that wanted to be loved. .
Monday morning, I am lying in my comfortable and warm bed. I don't want to get up as I know that by taking one try to get out of my soft bed I will get all cold. Alarm rings
impatiently, and I know its time for me to get ready for school. The thought I mostly had in my head whenever I was about to prepare for my school, is that it would be an ordinary day at school, full of meaningless and flawless conversations turning round the corners of my class by pointless sentences coming out of students of my group. Things that might never be usefull in my entire life. Thats why there were times I didn't pay any attention in my class but somehow I was one of the best students for every single teacher. .
It was 7:15, I got up, brushed my teeth, quickly took a warm bath to relax my body even more from the following stressful day for me. By opening the bathroom door, fresh air ran gently though my body. All of a sudden, I realised that my bag was missing, I rushed to my bedroom but it was nowhere to be found. A picture run through my head reminding me that my bag was placed in the kitchen as I wanted to make a bowl of cereals. I then run to the kitchen, and laughed at my stupidity as I found it on the chair.
As I was preparing my morning breakfast, something just went wrong. I felt nothing. I'm lost, I'm no longer in my house, not even in my body. Then fresh air spread all over my face, I open my eyes and look down, I'm traveling, not even knowing where. I am not controlling anything, But if I'm not the controler of this acts, who is controlling me?
Far away from my home, from the people I love, from everything. I'm here, I'm here in this abandoned house which I was scared of in my nightmares. I'm finally inside of it, but is there any message that it wants to make an appeal on me? I start exploring it. " Wait, this is my house!" I said excited! A hand touched my shoulder I felt it so warm. I wanted to turn around and see what was it and everything came back to normal again.
My friend sent me a massage and I realised I was already 2 hours late. I then ran to my school, to my class, to those students..
Bursting into my class, "I'm sorry for being late" I yelled. I sat on my chair, and laid my head gently on my desk, thinking of what message was my abandoned house trying to show me. The feeling of someone touching my shoulder, it appeared on me again, I shivered, Looked back at my friend, he was faceless like he saw something frightening. I suddenly felt dizzy. It approached me again that hand. Everything froze in time. I finally turn around and I saw who was touching my shoulder.
Unexpectedly, I saw myself. But I was so old..so powerless..
I dropped down to the ground and slowly a pool of blood appeared around me. I could feel no pain as she said to me, " Its for your own good, I saw what happened to you, I lived your life until now, no one loved us, no one will ever give you that warm and powerful love you were dreaming and planing for so long."
"So we will be the ghosts that wanted to be loved and by taking you now, our presence will be deleted for everyone on this planet's surface." she said crying as she faded away. .
impatiently, and I know its time for me to get ready for school. The thought I mostly had in my head whenever I was about to prepare for my school, is that it would be an ordinary day at school, full of meaningless and flawless conversations turning round the corners of my class by pointless sentences coming out of students of my group. Things that might never be usefull in my entire life. Thats why there were times I didn't pay any attention in my class but somehow I was one of the best students for every single teacher. .
It was 7:15, I got up, brushed my teeth, quickly took a warm bath to relax my body even more from the following stressful day for me. By opening the bathroom door, fresh air ran gently though my body. All of a sudden, I realised that my bag was missing, I rushed to my bedroom but it was nowhere to be found. A picture run through my head reminding me that my bag was placed in the kitchen as I wanted to make a bowl of cereals. I then run to the kitchen, and laughed at my stupidity as I found it on the chair.
As I was preparing my morning breakfast, something just went wrong. I felt nothing. I'm lost, I'm no longer in my house, not even in my body. Then fresh air spread all over my face, I open my eyes and look down, I'm traveling, not even knowing where. I am not controlling anything, But if I'm not the controler of this acts, who is controlling me?
Far away from my home, from the people I love, from everything. I'm here, I'm here in this abandoned house which I was scared of in my nightmares. I'm finally inside of it, but is there any message that it wants to make an appeal on me? I start exploring it. " Wait, this is my house!" I said excited! A hand touched my shoulder I felt it so warm. I wanted to turn around and see what was it and everything came back to normal again.
My friend sent me a massage and I realised I was already 2 hours late. I then ran to my school, to my class, to those students..
Bursting into my class, "I'm sorry for being late" I yelled. I sat on my chair, and laid my head gently on my desk, thinking of what message was my abandoned house trying to show me. The feeling of someone touching my shoulder, it appeared on me again, I shivered, Looked back at my friend, he was faceless like he saw something frightening. I suddenly felt dizzy. It approached me again that hand. Everything froze in time. I finally turn around and I saw who was touching my shoulder.
Unexpectedly, I saw myself. But I was so old..so powerless..
I dropped down to the ground and slowly a pool of blood appeared around me. I could feel no pain as she said to me, " Its for your own good, I saw what happened to you, I lived your life until now, no one loved us, no one will ever give you that warm and powerful love you were dreaming and planing for so long."
"So we will be the ghosts that wanted to be loved and by taking you now, our presence will be deleted for everyone on this planet's surface." she said crying as she faded away. .
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