A look in to my life(about me)

I started out playing the streets when i was really young....Mine and my brothers frist arrest at the age of 6..... i watched my cossin get hit by a car tat yeear too....i picked up partying and cutting.i just gave up on life....when i turned 1415 i seen my grandpa have a heartattack right beside me....a few mounths later on mothers day iwe waalked in the hospital when my grandmother flat lined....My life came to a halt i tryed to do everything i could do to cope i started cutting,drinking,smoking,and doing drugs....in like  january of  last year i got arrested for possion of alchol as a minor.....10 monthes later i started hanging with the wrong crowd that was selling meth...and they bullied me into holding their meth and i was high/drunk so i couldnt really argue and i got aressted with 5.6 grams of meth and like 6 grams of weed and a pipe...my feinace left me because i got introuble and ive had shity luck with girls sience then....i still pray for the end....