"My Okay Day"

Not  so weak
Can’t believe
I don’t want this no more
I feel relieve
Please go away
I don’t know what to believe
Please don’t stay
……………..
I argue with myself
My emotions have layers like shelves
Why  must this be?
Why can’t you see?
I am broken on the inside
Yet I smile on the outside
Look at me!
I am not mad
I am not sad
I’m just having an “Okay Day”
I must say
Look me in the eyes
Just please don’t sigh
See how dark it is
What can you see with no light?
Perhaps you see me struggle with all my might
…………….
I am different on the outsides
But who cares? Besides
Those who said they do
But who?
Tho I must say
“My Okay Day”
feels weird..