my fate

im drowning in the bottom of a bottle,
pedal to the metal living life at full throttle,
im just running from a man i swore id never be,
just trying to break out and set myself free.

just never want to wake up and face tomorrow,
my demons, showed me my pain, my sorrow,
then they show me that im the one that has to face myself,
so fuck this life and fuck it all prides up on a shelf.

i just cant understand myself so it has to be hard as hell for you,
i need you in my time of need, i need you to show me love too,
dont tare up the soul within me,
for i never want to set the thing free.

someone tell the heavens im ready to escape,
im ready to outrun, ever twisted fate,
this is not what i wanted or what i need,
its just the hunger is inside and the demons need to feed.

i chose to be the creature you see today,
doesnt matter what you do or even what you say,
in the end i made this choice so i wont die ashamed,
but my death will break the bonds and the heavens will be blamed.

its these voices screaming in my head,
tormenting me, pulling me, they really want me dead,
so here comes the tragic truth,
im giving up these feelings and digging in and returning to my roots..................