Chaos and confusion

Scattered thoughts,
Mindless deeds,
Uncertain fate
With a soul that pleads.

Careless  wanderings,
Faithless meanderings,
Helpless God,
Endless needs.

Hope for meaning,
In place and time,
When Chaos and confusion
Possess the mind.

Reasons are lost,
When dreams are tossed,
With chaos and confusion,
Obsessed and blind.

Take me now,
Far away
Need some space
To find a day.

Let me row,
Let me grow,
Chaos and confusion
Let me know.

Need to make it
Mind of clay,
Chaos and confusion
Go away.

Teach me everything,
One last wish
Before  you decide to
Diffuse and vanish.