hate u

My body heats up
I get heat flashes
I get heat rush
My heart rate increases
Blood rushes through my veins
N suddenly all I feel 4 u is hatred
In a split second u have troubled my life
You have troubled my soul u took me to a place u knew u could never keep me
U let me have u wen u knew I couldn't keep u
U let me give my heart wen u knew u never wanted it
U gave me ur heart wen u knew I could never keep it
U made me smile wen u knew u could never keep it on my face
Pity u aint even man enough to tell me the truth
I actually hate myself for loving u  
These are the words of a broken heart and in them lays nothing but pure simple pain