Instantly Spontanious

It's way too tempting to have something you've never tried before dangling in front of you.
It is just something that is new.
Surprising, arising, deciding and criticizing.
Don't say that I'm rashing for just wanting to try it.
I'm not looking for stupidity I'm looking for an escape.
A world unknown that I want to see, a Narnia in a place unseen.
Breathe in.
And breath out.
Understand you can't be without.
Just inch it closer, let me try it.
I've been through way too much to back out now.