Penalty

It hurts to say;
But i wish that you would stay.
But i know you're not happy with me;
So don't lie to my face.
But the biggest problem is;
after facing this;
that i still think there's some potential,
even if you drive me mental
cause...
I thought we shined bright!
Cause we never fight!
Thought i was the light!
I thought I was right!
And I know when I'm wrong,
so we could keep moving on...
I thought this was real;
I thought it appealed,
to you.
Well your over it,
and i'm stuck,
I'm glued to you.
It hurts to cry,
but it hurts to hold it in,
So i'll stay in line,
because I've been thinking.
And when your face isn't in my head,
all of the sudden i'm not dreading it.
And when I'm not getting ahead,
of myself,
what's left unsaid it still bothers me...
but not to that degree.
It's the thought of you,
that makes me sick to my stomach.
The thought of us,
that makes me broken,
I've been punished.
What's the penalty? For being in love, for me?
What's the penalty? For thinking i could be?
I thought I could be!
I thought I could see!
Right through you;
it's my destiny.
I thought we shined bright!
Well for once I'm not right...
and what can I do to see?
I don't need you; I just need me?
I know underneath all of the pain;
all of the love;
all of the change;
that you're not too important to me.
Why can't I see?
Why can't I see?
Just another stupid boy,
My heart he destroyed.
Now all i am is annoyed;
I'm not your toy.
What's the penalty for falling in love?
What's the penalty for needing a hug?
What's the penalty for you being my drug?
What's the penalty for looking up above?
What's the penalty for falling in love? (x4)