Cannot Make Up My Mind ©

I’ll likely suffer, until I die.
Revived for vengeance on the reasons I cry.
A torpid heart, from years of grief.

A final end, or much relief?

To and fro- Fear. Belief
(Cannot make up my mind.)
Hope for joy, and dreams that shine
are consumed by the fire of that heart of mine
That heart that’s blind.

Give in or strive?
Live or die?
Darkness or light?

Cannot make up my mind