First Love.

 I think about your brown eyes,
As I drift off into my unknown.
I doubt what I've done,
What I could have done.
My chest tightens and silently pleads,
To hear your voice again.

I remember how we left it,
You watching me from that broken driveway,
As I pulled away on that long forgotten road.
I can still feel tear tracks falling,
And sobs controlling my chest.

I miss the promising words whispered,
I wish for the tight hold.

You were my first love;
You are my first love.

I've tried to make you fade.
But you pop up in my dreams,
My nightmares.

I'm afraid to admit..
I'm still in love with you..