Trying to be strong

You want to know what
is really wrong with me?
Then dig deeper in my heart
that is full of black art
and you will see your
own world war...

But did I show my pains?
All I did was to act sane,
acted like I'm so fine;
The happiest girl
that gives it a whirl
while I knew that
my world is falling apart..

I'm being strong
for a lifelong
even if every token
of my body is broken.
Don't pity me,
because it bring me down,
all I need for you
is to act like I'm ok;
That is what I need..

I knew that my fake smile
wouldn't trick you but that is my style;
Please go with that flow..
I don't want to have fame
because I am ashamed
of my pains...

I've been waiting
for this for so
long,
all I need for you
is to believe that
I am strong!