The Rain 2( The webs i weave)

Oh What a mess i have made
of my life I have lived in
a web of my lies and along
came a spider to sit down
beside me to feast on my
heart the fly

so tangled in the webs i
weave so lost in time cobwebs
are the only tears i can weep
Oh what a mess i have made of my
life and its just the fucking
rain that washes me away to the
side.

no sun in my sky blotted out by
the darkness i have made so come
and light the darkness in my eyes
i tear my eyes out just to see
i tore my heart open just to bleed
i lose myself in the webs i have
weaved i kill myself just to listen
to you scream.

What a mess i have made i fell in
love with this bitterness that i
now call home and my eyes are as
absent as my soul my heart is as
black as it is cold though it
stopped beating years ago it
slowly starts to break

this is a curse i can't bare to
take so please just come and let
me go and take this life from my
fucking chest and suck the essence
from myvery breath

please just come and let me go
i tear my eyes out just to see
i tore my heart out just to bleed
i lose myself in the webs i have
weaved i will kill myself just to
listen to you scream