Submissions by yinyang (Cortney)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
is this really me?!
I may just be sick?
If so, I need some help.
Or beat to death by a metal stick.
I WANT TO KILL!
I WANT TO CAUSE DEATH!
I even watch horror films, and learn the killer's skills.
When I get BEYOND being mad,
I want to kill that certain person.
I go as far as to HOW I'm going to, is that bad?!
Someone, PLEASE, help me.
I fear that I WILL slit someone's innocent throat.
And then that be the cause of my own killing spree.
Is this even normal?
To have SO much rage?
Maybe its just my horomones?
I have no clue......
If so, I need some help.
Or beat to death by a metal stick.
I WANT TO KILL!
I WANT TO CAUSE DEATH!
I even watch horror films, and learn the killer's skills.
When I get BEYOND being mad,
I want to kill that certain person.
I go as far as to HOW I'm going to, is that bad?!
Someone, PLEASE, help me.
I fear that I WILL slit someone's innocent throat.
And then that be the cause of my own killing spree.
Is this even normal?
To have SO much rage?
Maybe its just my horomones?
I have no clue......
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killing
Adrenaline rushes everytime I hit you.
My mind stops working and all I see is black.
SHH! Your life will be over soon.
Just bare this pain as you lay on your back.
See, this is my first kill.
You should feel honored and proud.
This is not just a mission, its also a thrill.
So, please, keep the noise to a minimum, don't be loud.
This axe will sever your head.
These ropes will tie down your hands.
Then once its over, I won't leave you for dead.
I'll stand in amazement and awe like a fan.
For this is MY MASTERPIECE
I...
My mind stops working and all I see is black.
SHH! Your life will be over soon.
Just bare this pain as you lay on your back.
See, this is my first kill.
You should feel honored and proud.
This is not just a mission, its also a thrill.
So, please, keep the noise to a minimum, don't be loud.
This axe will sever your head.
These ropes will tie down your hands.
Then once its over, I won't leave you for dead.
I'll stand in amazement and awe like a fan.
For this is MY MASTERPIECE
I...
1035 reads
6 Comments
if I could
If I could;
I'd give you my eyes so you can see the perfection god created when he created you. My nose, so you can smell the luxurious scents you put off into the air. My hand so you know when you need me, you'll always have my helping hand. My shoulder so when you need it the most, you have one to cry on. My heart, because it beats for and only you. My soul so it will never die, it'll always stay lit from the love I have for you. And finally, my body so I can show you how much I love you. Actions speak louder then words and right now, I'm screaming from the rooftops hoping you'll hear...
I'd give you my eyes so you can see the perfection god created when he created you. My nose, so you can smell the luxurious scents you put off into the air. My hand so you know when you need me, you'll always have my helping hand. My shoulder so when you need it the most, you have one to cry on. My heart, because it beats for and only you. My soul so it will never die, it'll always stay lit from the love I have for you. And finally, my body so I can show you how much I love you. Actions speak louder then words and right now, I'm screaming from the rooftops hoping you'll hear...
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two faced
I hide behind my second face
So no pain can be seen or traced.
Wearing nothing but a smile
And brewing a secret within all the while.
A handful of secrets full of greif and pain.
Enough to drive a therapist insane.
These green eyes now darkened to brown
They changed with my mood, and my frown.
No one truly knows.
Because its the thing I'll never show.
I'm a killer deep down.
I want to kill people.. Enough to fill up a town.
It feeds my soul to take a life.
And homewreck a husband and wife.
That satisifaction of having him...
So no pain can be seen or traced.
Wearing nothing but a smile
And brewing a secret within all the while.
A handful of secrets full of greif and pain.
Enough to drive a therapist insane.
These green eyes now darkened to brown
They changed with my mood, and my frown.
No one truly knows.
Because its the thing I'll never show.
I'm a killer deep down.
I want to kill people.. Enough to fill up a town.
It feeds my soul to take a life.
And homewreck a husband and wife.
That satisifaction of having him...
968 reads
8 Comments
Love(:
Love, that thing I want one day.
That feeling I desire and so need.
Not those words people have to say.
And the bull shit people feed.
I want that tingle in my tummy.. Butterflies.
The heart skipping a beat and sweaty hands.
My heart getting put in knots and ties.
My mind soaring with thoughts of them to a magical land.
Love, that feeling of fitting in.
A sense that I actually belong.
To have that person to make love with and it not be a sin.
Love, it's the thing I'm forelonging.
Not the kind of love that results in...
That feeling I desire and so need.
Not those words people have to say.
And the bull shit people feed.
I want that tingle in my tummy.. Butterflies.
The heart skipping a beat and sweaty hands.
My heart getting put in knots and ties.
My mind soaring with thoughts of them to a magical land.
Love, that feeling of fitting in.
A sense that I actually belong.
To have that person to make love with and it not be a sin.
Love, it's the thing I'm forelonging.
Not the kind of love that results in...
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daddy dearest
Now now, this is no rhyme about the story I'm telling.
Not the best novel out there selling.
Even if it was, daddy dearest wouldn't care.
He'd hold his beer and out in the open, just stare.
I always wondered why he gave me up.
As his only daughter, I wasn't enough?
Never let those loving words slip.
Never wanted to hear me speak, or he'd flip.
He hated my voice.
Like I had a choice?
In choosing how I sounded?
He was always dumbfounded
When it came to giving me my morning beats.
Not a tear dropped at him giving the belts "heat"....
Not the best novel out there selling.
Even if it was, daddy dearest wouldn't care.
He'd hold his beer and out in the open, just stare.
I always wondered why he gave me up.
As his only daughter, I wasn't enough?
Never let those loving words slip.
Never wanted to hear me speak, or he'd flip.
He hated my voice.
Like I had a choice?
In choosing how I sounded?
He was always dumbfounded
When it came to giving me my morning beats.
Not a tear dropped at him giving the belts "heat"....
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her first time
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Q&A
Do you have those big brown eyes?
Oh boy do I.
Those real double d breasts?
Yes.
Those birth giving hips that are hard to find?
Unfortunately, yes, no lie.
Is your ass thick and plump?
You should see it jiggle when I jump.
Are you always horny and ready to fuck?
Yes, and I enjoy the occasional suck. ;)
Then why are you single?
I don't give men that urging tingle..?
Why aren't you so sure of your answer?
Just shut the fuck up and pull down your pants sir.
Oh boy do I.
Those real double d breasts?
Yes.
Those birth giving hips that are hard to find?
Unfortunately, yes, no lie.
Is your ass thick and plump?
You should see it jiggle when I jump.
Are you always horny and ready to fuck?
Yes, and I enjoy the occasional suck. ;)
Then why are you single?
I don't give men that urging tingle..?
Why aren't you so sure of your answer?
Just shut the fuck up and pull down your pants sir.
1033 reads
7 Comments
Black Shadow
The black shadow holds me close.
Whispers promises in my ears.
I feel as if I'm on my tippy-toes.
Tip-toeing around my biggest fears.
To die is what I want and need.
But how I wonder?
The black shadow points to his tasteless seeds.
Pills. I sit and ponder.
To get rid of this pain would be nice.
I cry every night is what it feels.
I begin to play russian roulette with dice.
Whatever number it lands on, I take that many pills.
The black shadow lays me down.
I drift off into a deep sleep.
In my dreams, I begin to drown....
Whispers promises in my ears.
I feel as if I'm on my tippy-toes.
Tip-toeing around my biggest fears.
To die is what I want and need.
But how I wonder?
The black shadow points to his tasteless seeds.
Pills. I sit and ponder.
To get rid of this pain would be nice.
I cry every night is what it feels.
I begin to play russian roulette with dice.
Whatever number it lands on, I take that many pills.
The black shadow lays me down.
I drift off into a deep sleep.
In my dreams, I begin to drown....
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if only you knew
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
I WANT YOU DEAD!!
Your lifeless brown eyes change with your mood.
I FUCKING WANT YOU DEAD I SAID!!
You're a pathetic liar
You hate your pretty little life.
Go burn yourself in your pity fire.
Actually, matter of fact, go slit your fuckin wrists, here's my knife.
You don't deserve your perfect life.
You obviously don't care anymore.
You're triflin'
And a god damn whore.
This is what I see, I'm not cute.
Nor does anyone want me.
I'll wear death as my suit.
Because, again, this is how I feel and see.
I WANT YOU DEAD!!
Your lifeless brown eyes change with your mood.
I FUCKING WANT YOU DEAD I SAID!!
You're a pathetic liar
You hate your pretty little life.
Go burn yourself in your pity fire.
Actually, matter of fact, go slit your fuckin wrists, here's my knife.
You don't deserve your perfect life.
You obviously don't care anymore.
You're triflin'
And a god damn whore.
This is what I see, I'm not cute.
Nor does anyone want me.
I'll wear death as my suit.
Because, again, this is how I feel and see.
803 reads
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unforgetful moments
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6 Comments
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