Submissions by wolfiegirltala (Kizu-chan)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm somewhat of an armature poet, I mostly do free verse. Most of my poetry is dark and depressing. I've done my share when it comes to experience, but as I said before, I'm still gathering teh knowledges.
DARK POEM
Published
15th Oct 2012 6:14am
15th Oct 2012 6:14am
Nothingness
Sometimes if feels as if I'm walking on air
Nothing but black darkness below me
Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone
Like I'm the only one in the world
Sometimes I feel like there is no one to protect me
So I have to protect myself
By shutting myself from the world
So I can't be hurt again
Its hard to let people in
Even those close to me
Even though I want to scream it to the world
I also want to bottle it up inside
So no one can see it
So I can feel a sharp pain, not the dull one that has nagged me all these years
This sort of pain...
Nothing but black darkness below me
Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone
Like I'm the only one in the world
Sometimes I feel like there is no one to protect me
So I have to protect myself
By shutting myself from the world
So I can't be hurt again
Its hard to let people in
Even those close to me
Even though I want to scream it to the world
I also want to bottle it up inside
So no one can see it
So I can feel a sharp pain, not the dull one that has nagged me all these years
This sort of pain...
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Oct 2012 2:24pm
9th Oct 2012 2:24pm
Numbing Poison
I need this poison sucked out of me
I don't want to die
From this 12 year old snake bite
The poison has slowly been eating me
Mentally, emotionally and ever physically
Its been driving me insane
It hurts just to think about my room
The poison is so strong
My body begs me to get it out
And the only way I know how
Is though tears
Black tears of pain
It hurts to cry so hard
To muffle the sound of agony
I want them to come to my rescue
But then I want to push them away
My emotions are confused with themselves
They don't know...
I don't want to die
From this 12 year old snake bite
The poison has slowly been eating me
Mentally, emotionally and ever physically
Its been driving me insane
It hurts just to think about my room
The poison is so strong
My body begs me to get it out
And the only way I know how
Is though tears
Black tears of pain
It hurts to cry so hard
To muffle the sound of agony
I want them to come to my rescue
But then I want to push them away
My emotions are confused with themselves
They don't know...
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Oct 2012 3:13pm
8th Oct 2012 3:13pm
Its Not Love....Yet
It isn't love yet
But that's okay
I don't have to right away
Do I?
No.
You'd say the same thing.
Your beautiful milk chocolate eyes
Your cute freckle-dotted face
Your multi-colored hair
Your sculpted curves
Your playful laugh
They draw me in so easily
So quickly
But it's still just a strong crush
A potent like-like
I try to pace myself
But you make it hard to resist the temptation
To hold you in my embrace
To kiss your lips so gently
To express my...
But that's okay
I don't have to right away
Do I?
No.
You'd say the same thing.
Your beautiful milk chocolate eyes
Your cute freckle-dotted face
Your multi-colored hair
Your sculpted curves
Your playful laugh
They draw me in so easily
So quickly
But it's still just a strong crush
A potent like-like
I try to pace myself
But you make it hard to resist the temptation
To hold you in my embrace
To kiss your lips so gently
To express my...
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Oct 2012 3:23am
5th Oct 2012 3:23am
Tainted Secrets
Sweet darkness smothers the harsh sunlight
Some embrace it, but others curse at it
Others are just completely confused
Potent anger burns red in my eyes
Waiting to strike down anyone who dares confront me
Itching to sink its fangs into the flesh of those I love
Chilling sorrow forming ice in my heart and soul
Making it harder to feel anything
Preventing my heart from knowing its true self
Pain
Sear pain eats at me
I have to tell them but I don't know how
How to tell them my dark secrets
Darker than a black void itself
...
Some embrace it, but others curse at it
Others are just completely confused
Potent anger burns red in my eyes
Waiting to strike down anyone who dares confront me
Itching to sink its fangs into the flesh of those I love
Chilling sorrow forming ice in my heart and soul
Making it harder to feel anything
Preventing my heart from knowing its true self
Pain
Sear pain eats at me
I have to tell them but I don't know how
How to tell them my dark secrets
Darker than a black void itself
...
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Oct 2012 2:42am
5th Oct 2012 2:42am
Powerless
I cry
But no on seems to see
I scream
And I can't be heard
In this sea of darkness around me
There's no light left to see
Insanity's breath invelops me
Blood filled tears flow from my eyes
The hot burn from my anger floods my body and soul
Confuson takes over
The pain aching in every inch of my body
Yet I'm still alive
How can a worthless being like me be alive?
Sheer luck.
I don't matter to this world
I'm powerless
Worthless
Useless
Emotionless
Heartless
Yet people say that I'm...
But no on seems to see
I scream
And I can't be heard
In this sea of darkness around me
There's no light left to see
Insanity's breath invelops me
Blood filled tears flow from my eyes
The hot burn from my anger floods my body and soul
Confuson takes over
The pain aching in every inch of my body
Yet I'm still alive
How can a worthless being like me be alive?
Sheer luck.
I don't matter to this world
I'm powerless
Worthless
Useless
Emotionless
Heartless
Yet people say that I'm...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Sep 2012 1:57am
28th Sep 2012 1:57am
Different
Because I am different
I am not...
Loved
Good Enough
A person
Nande, Nande, Nande*?
Why am I not just as good?
Seething eyes
Hated
Stoned
Shunned
All because I don't love the same person you do
I'm a monster in your eyes
An abomination
A stain on your clothes
A piece of shit
A germ on someone's shoe
Nothing better
But everything worse
Nande?
Nande?
Nande?
Why am I a mistake?
Why am I a sin?
Because I am
Different.
...
I am not...
Loved
Good Enough
A person
Nande, Nande, Nande*?
Why am I not just as good?
Seething eyes
Hated
Stoned
Shunned
All because I don't love the same person you do
I'm a monster in your eyes
An abomination
A stain on your clothes
A piece of shit
A germ on someone's shoe
Nothing better
But everything worse
Nande?
Nande?
Nande?
Why am I a mistake?
Why am I a sin?
Because I am
Different.
...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Sep 2012 1:47am
28th Sep 2012 1:47am
Lost and Alone
My voice
Its gone
I don't know where I left it
Or if I will ever find it
My shining soul has decayed
It has lost its sparkle
It doesn't know if it will ever find it's shine again
My eyes have lost thier color, the world becoming so dull
They don't know if they'll ever find their vibrance again
My weak heart has lost its feeling
It doesn't know if it will know love again
My angry blood has gone cold
Frozen in time, no motivation to go on
Numbness taking me into its arms
No emotion
Nothing at all
I do what I can to FEEL something...
Its gone
I don't know where I left it
Or if I will ever find it
My shining soul has decayed
It has lost its sparkle
It doesn't know if it will ever find it's shine again
My eyes have lost thier color, the world becoming so dull
They don't know if they'll ever find their vibrance again
My weak heart has lost its feeling
It doesn't know if it will know love again
My angry blood has gone cold
Frozen in time, no motivation to go on
Numbness taking me into its arms
No emotion
Nothing at all
I do what I can to FEEL something...
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Sep 2012 3:36am
21st Sep 2012 3:36am
Lone War
My pain has caused too much distraction
So I'll say that I'm okay
I'll deny the aid
Even though I need it so desprately
I don't want to cause my sisters world to crumble
I will close my doors
To the ones I love
I'll cry alone
I won't hurt anyone anymore
With my pain
I don't want my sister abandoned
So I will make them abandon me
'll take every new realization
Every new wave of pain
Every new hardship
Alone
I will show no weakness
To anyone but god and myself
I'll cry where no one can see me
I'll scream to my pillow...
So I'll say that I'm okay
I'll deny the aid
Even though I need it so desprately
I don't want to cause my sisters world to crumble
I will close my doors
To the ones I love
I'll cry alone
I won't hurt anyone anymore
With my pain
I don't want my sister abandoned
So I will make them abandon me
'll take every new realization
Every new wave of pain
Every new hardship
Alone
I will show no weakness
To anyone but god and myself
I'll cry where no one can see me
I'll scream to my pillow...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Sep 2012 11:16pm
19th Sep 2012 11:16pm
I Thought Wrong
I thought I deserved better.
I thought we would be forever.
I thought you loved me.
I thought I could make you happy.
I thought I could fight for you.
I thought you cared.
I thought I was worth something to you.
I thought and thought and thought
about what to do for your
on our 6 month anniversary
I thought I could dazzle you
But....
I guess I thought wrong.
I guess all I deserve is a fucking IM break-up.
After all my thoughts....
I realize that I
thought
...
I thought we would be forever.
I thought you loved me.
I thought I could make you happy.
I thought I could fight for you.
I thought you cared.
I thought I was worth something to you.
I thought and thought and thought
about what to do for your
on our 6 month anniversary
I thought I could dazzle you
But....
I guess I thought wrong.
I guess all I deserve is a fucking IM break-up.
After all my thoughts....
I realize that I
thought
...
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Sep 2012 11:00pm
19th Sep 2012 11:00pm
Nonexistant Savior
You don't exist
Why did I ever think for a second
That you did?
Why did I crush my own hopes?
Why did i have hopes at all?
Why do I even feel?
I prayed
and prayed
and prayed
but you never came
You never stopped the tears
You never held me in your arms
You never cooed me to sleep
You just...
Never existed
A nonexistant savior
a feeble dream
a weak hope
a hopless fairytale
I want to believe that you're there
but I can't.
I have no faith left
I wasted it all on a lie
I don't know why I did
But I did...
Why did I ever think for a second
That you did?
Why did I crush my own hopes?
Why did i have hopes at all?
Why do I even feel?
I prayed
and prayed
and prayed
but you never came
You never stopped the tears
You never held me in your arms
You never cooed me to sleep
You just...
Never existed
A nonexistant savior
a feeble dream
a weak hope
a hopless fairytale
I want to believe that you're there
but I can't.
I have no faith left
I wasted it all on a lie
I don't know why I did
But I did...
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