Submissions by u53l355 (The_Real_Grifta)

I remember a time before sex , alcohol and responsibility .
I remember being a super hero flying thru the sky as I jumped on the trampoline.
I remember my biggest fear was only the bullies but the escape was going home.
I remember wanting to be a grown up .

Be careful what you wish for ,

I remember my first kiss
I remember the butterfly's in my stomach
I remember feeling like I had something to live for.

Now I remember my regrets , every mistake I made

I remember heartbreak , stress and financial ache

I...

Spending time alone
Although I am never alone
A backlit screen illuminates my face
My shadow on the wall behind me
Reflecting every movement I make
A sign that I'm still here
Maybe it's the only sign left of my existence
Apart from the comments I've left on the wall
To put the screen away is to be truly alone
Worried about never being able to meet my soul mate , new friends or any form of human interaction
What am I missing ?
Am I alone ?

No motivation , no goals in life , feel like I'm a waste of oxygen .
...

You may see the fire in her eyes , burning at you as you come home late from another night of drinking . She knows something isn’t right because you are killing your self slowly by filling your body with alcohol and narcotics. Never forget tho she is the one who will pull you out of the fire , Hold her close and don’t let her go , don’t be like me where i gave up on the one person I ever loved because i found myself caged and alone with a life prison sentence in my own mind . Hold her close and don’t let her go , she has dealt with your bull shit for years , your self centered life style but...

Right mother fucker man i’m glad your dead
Went out with a bang like a shot to the head
I guess it's fitting to your life's cause
Can't quick save start again or even try pause
You never read the terms and conditions properly did you ?
Signed up for this shit while time will now burn through !
No one ever gave a shit or tried to give damn
Expected you to fix everything someone hold my hand
Damn it , you didn't even plan it!
I bet you went out like the loser freak hermit !
That you are , fine wine and rich cigars
Wishing you could...