Submissions by trying2findMe

Life is empty, dreams are dark and everything I see is negative.
I try to see the positive, but only negative feelings come out.
I live just to make everywhere one else happy all along I am dying inside.
Loneliness keeps me company.
Sadness joins us.
I just don’t care anymore
I want to cry, but why there is no point.
I want to scream, but no one will hear.
So fuc it why should I care?

The journey of ten thousand years began when I met you in our first life time,
I looked into your eyes as we shared the Kemetian stars,
The Ethiopian moon,
The Ta-Seti sun.
The journey of ten thousand years continued in our second life when we met again,
I held your hand as we traveled through the beautiful paradise of Lower Nubia,
Crossed the water over the Nile and sat with the Kushites.
The journey of ten thousand years continued when I found you in my fifth life,
As I protected you my Queen from the invaders coming from the North, West of Asia,
The ones...

I’ve been here before sitting here staring at emptiness.
I’ve been through this battle before all alone.
I’ve seen the tears fall as love unconsciously disappeared.
I’ve been here before fighting for love, only for love not to fight for me.
I’ve been through the pains of uncertainty.
I’ve seen the tears fall as love began to drift into the darkness.
I’ve been here before not giving up.
I’ve been through pains of fighting the world and turning around to see love not there fighting with me.
I’ve seen the tears fall and as I stare in the mirror I see them once...

As the morning comes to an awakening I clear my head only to see there is nothing there.
My Morning is empty my day has started without a simple positive inspiration.
My mind drifts into the negative, because there is no signs of a positive.
Does not calling make it easier to walk away knowing that she doesn’t even have to say Goodbye
Or is she sitting there as I fighting the desire to say “I Love You” through text
The negative begins to take over the light filling any space with darkness
The hope slowly disappears as it is replaced with only fear.

I try to...