Submissions by thoughtsdie
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My writing has been described as cryptic and ambiguous. I appreciate any interpretations that people may have. Often my notes are full of scrambled thoughts that I try to piece together in poetry.
DARK POEM
Published
20th Dec 2023 2:05am
20th Dec 2023 2:05am
Staring Sky
To look up at weeping clouds
Bearing the death of cries
It seeps into my eyes
But these shiny beads aren’t mine
They aren’t threaded from inside
It’s evaporates to the sky
With every sunrise invasion
Shedding void eyes
That echo without demise
I seek foggy mist
Hoping to blur an epiphany
But it’s all too clear
There is nothing left here
But a futile overcast stitching
To keep the ledge of string
From fraying
The needles piercing hole...
Bearing the death of cries
It seeps into my eyes
But these shiny beads aren’t mine
They aren’t threaded from inside
It’s evaporates to the sky
With every sunrise invasion
Shedding void eyes
That echo without demise
I seek foggy mist
Hoping to blur an epiphany
But it’s all too clear
There is nothing left here
But a futile overcast stitching
To keep the ledge of string
From fraying
The needles piercing hole...
#grief
#apathy
#boredom #bittersweet
#boredom #bittersweet
259 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Dec 2023 9:04am
8th Dec 2023 9:04am
Take me away
Tracks
I heard they take you places
And so I walk there
Waiting for a train take me somewhere
Tears leaving me behind
Replaced by an empty stare
Reflecting sights of despair
Along tracks to the middle of no where
I see it so clearly
It’s coming to take me away from here
And I can’t help but hear
The trains screeching weep
It sounds uncomfortably familiar
Oh yeah I remember
It’s taunting from every night
Until I was bound to the tracks
Even if given a knife
There is no will for life ...
I heard they take you places
And so I walk there
Waiting for a train take me somewhere
Tears leaving me behind
Replaced by an empty stare
Reflecting sights of despair
Along tracks to the middle of no where
I see it so clearly
It’s coming to take me away from here
And I can’t help but hear
The trains screeching weep
It sounds uncomfortably familiar
Oh yeah I remember
It’s taunting from every night
Until I was bound to the tracks
Even if given a knife
There is no will for life ...
#depression
#death
#suicide
#FeelingLost
#suffering
585 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
26th Nov 2023 4:24am
26th Nov 2023 4:24am
Leaking Breath
I trace with this dulled edge
A gaping mouth
That bleeds with every breath
Suffocated by its self saving attempts
Scabs overbear gurgled screams
I plead to finish seeping out
For the wrong reasons
Isn't it obvious I didn’t press hard enough?
A gaping mouth
That bleeds with every breath
Suffocated by its self saving attempts
Scabs overbear gurgled screams
I plead to finish seeping out
For the wrong reasons
Isn't it obvious I didn’t press hard enough?
#depression
#regret
#dark
#SelfHarm
#apathy
359 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
25th Oct 2023 7:47am
25th Oct 2023 7:47am
Stairwell
Have I mistaken heaven from hell
And gone down the wrong stairwell
Does one lead to somewhere
Or is it this despair leading me nowhere
I guess with each step
But each lift weighs more heavy
Sore to the soul
One step follows another
Please
I beg on my knees
To these feet
Trip and fall!
Giving my hope
Leaving me hopeless
At last!
Bidding farewell to hopes torture
To be hopeless was at least
An ending of
And gone down the wrong stairwell
Does one lead to somewhere
Or is it this despair leading me nowhere
I guess with each step
But each lift weighs more heavy
Sore to the soul
One step follows another
Please
I beg on my knees
To these feet
Trip and fall!
Giving my hope
Leaving me hopeless
At last!
Bidding farewell to hopes torture
To be hopeless was at least
An ending of
#depression
#emptiness
#apathy
270 reads
2 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
19th Sep 2023 8:50am
19th Sep 2023 8:50am
Spark in Abyss’s Eye
A lightless day away
From a spark
The will shall flint
Only to see in the dark
But at least
A mere glimpse
Of no such eternity
Witnessless to the end of endless
Let’s just hope
It was a coincidence
From a spark
The will shall flint
Only to see in the dark
But at least
A mere glimpse
Of no such eternity
Witnessless to the end of endless
Let’s just hope
It was a coincidence
#depression
#dark
#suicide
#despair
#emptiness
434 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Sep 2023 9:37pm
10th Sep 2023 9:37pm
Scatter to the Wind
Throw me out to the wind
To flow within its guiding glide
A shift in its path strings me along
Over oceans deprived of horizons
No point or reason in our direction
Oh the waves part away
Us having caused this dismay
I yearn for this movement a turn
Maybe now’s a good time
To let the spiraled scatters
Fall
Rid to a place of ever rest
When will this wind blow me it’s last kiss?
To flow within its guiding glide
A shift in its path strings me along
Over oceans deprived of horizons
No point or reason in our direction
Oh the waves part away
Us having caused this dismay
I yearn for this movement a turn
Maybe now’s a good time
To let the spiraled scatters
Fall
Rid to a place of ever rest
When will this wind blow me it’s last kiss?
#depression
#despair
#emptiness
276 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
25th Aug 2023 9:24pm
25th Aug 2023 9:24pm
It’s here that I hate
Boiling cold
A ghost in space
With no face to face
A never ending float
Wandering to nowhere
Nowhere is near
It’s all become clear
What I fear is here
A ghost in space
With no face to face
A never ending float
Wandering to nowhere
Nowhere is near
It’s all become clear
What I fear is here
#depression
#suicide
#despair
#emptiness
#apathy
506 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
24th Aug 2023 5:52pm
24th Aug 2023 5:52pm
Waiting for the Right Moment
#depression
#death
#suicide #emptiness
#suicide #emptiness
324 reads
2 Comments
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