Submissions by thoughtsdie
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My writing has been described as cryptic and ambiguous. I appreciate any interpretations that people may have. Often my notes are full of scrambled thoughts that I try to piece together in poetry.
DARK POEM
Published
16th Apr 2024 11:33pm
16th Apr 2024 11:33pm
Cannibal Consummation
I peel your layers
Undress the skin clothing you
Caress your dripping flesh
Lick nerve sensations
Cleanse you in dirty breath
Devour raw vitality
Pleasure permeates
Don't just cry in release
Scream in painful pleasure!
Lose yourself in my body
As I eat parts of yours for dinner
The object of my affection
Serve me forever
In death we do not part
But spill our putrescent life
For the earth...
Undress the skin clothing you
Caress your dripping flesh
Lick nerve sensations
Cleanse you in dirty breath
Devour raw vitality
Pleasure permeates
Don't just cry in release
Scream in painful pleasure!
Lose yourself in my body
As I eat parts of yours for dinner
The object of my affection
Serve me forever
In death we do not part
But spill our putrescent life
For the earth...
#dark
#evil
#earth #horror
#earth #horror
277 reads
3 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
16th Apr 2024 6:46pm
16th Apr 2024 6:46pm
Savor Death
Trashcans overflow with unfulfilled desire
The scent of sips drowned
How many times could I shatter
Show you every time you’d rather
Death has been grieved in advance
No sips will be cried later
You die more everyday
Decaying in new shapes
I wait for that fateful day
Slurs twist and turn
Broken words churn
Break, use, batter, savor
You’ve always been good at that
The scent of sips drowned
How many times could I shatter
Show you every time you’d rather
Death has been grieved in advance
No sips will be cried later
You die more everyday
Decaying in new shapes
I wait for that fateful day
Slurs twist and turn
Broken words churn
Break, use, batter, savor
You’ve always been good at that
#alcohol
199 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
16th Apr 2024 9:01am
16th Apr 2024 9:01am
Where do you wake up?
I wake up to the end of night
Edges of sun crack through the drapes
An eclipse incinerates dreams
Reality shrouds me in blazing light
This hell continues on
Edges of sun crack through the drapes
An eclipse incinerates dreams
Reality shrouds me in blazing light
This hell continues on
#depression
#hell
214 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
15th Apr 2024 1:10am
15th Apr 2024 1:10am
Abstract Suicide
Jump off the ledge
Dive into the bleeding sea
Sink in warmth
An unrecognizable gore of art
Dilute and dissolve
Dive into the bleeding sea
Sink in warmth
An unrecognizable gore of art
Dilute and dissolve
#suicide
#WritingPoetry
329 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Mar 2024 9:26pm
22nd Mar 2024 9:26pm
For now, only ghosts can see
I salvaged the happiest photo today
It lays crippled at best inside
A promising vision
If you’d like to see then…
My skull only needs to be cracked open!
How despicable it is
To frame misery
Encase these torturous moments
Detain it to eyes of the living
You don’t need a too take a picture
It’s a lot easier to attend the upcoming funeral
And take a good look at my dead body!
For now and ever fantasy
Only ghost can see
Do you dare to walk through me?
...
It lays crippled at best inside
A promising vision
If you’d like to see then…
My skull only needs to be cracked open!
How despicable it is
To frame misery
Encase these torturous moments
Detain it to eyes of the living
You don’t need a too take a picture
It’s a lot easier to attend the upcoming funeral
And take a good look at my dead body!
For now and ever fantasy
Only ghost can see
Do you dare to walk through me?
...
#dark
#death
#frustration
#apathy
#bittersweet
211 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
19th Mar 2024 6:21am
19th Mar 2024 6:21am
Unspoken
She said
It must be nice to wake up looking like that
To not see her face in my reflection
How dare I despise
The sadness held in her eyes
Envious hope unbearable
A glimpse of false vicariousity
Couldn’t say that it’s nice
To wake up another day
Late to my grave
I didn’t say
We see the same things in different greys
Feel the pressure of shades and layers
Beneath our days
It must be nice to wake up looking like that
To not see her face in my reflection
How dare I despise
The sadness held in her eyes
Envious hope unbearable
A glimpse of false vicariousity
Couldn’t say that it’s nice
To wake up another day
Late to my grave
I didn’t say
We see the same things in different greys
Feel the pressure of shades and layers
Beneath our days
#anger
#depression
#hate
#shame
#bittersweet
202 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
10th Mar 2024 9:35am
10th Mar 2024 9:35am
Learning Knots
Some restrict
Others decorative
I find my neck inside
Beautiful constraint
An entrancing exit allured
Help yourself to the drink of air
Gasp and thirst
For nothings eternity
I learn this feeling
Goes with tightening time
The relic of deaths swing
Swaying in rhythm
With the dead trees fall
With the chains whispering creaks
With my pointless struggle to escape
Now still in heaviness
The swing hangs on
Drained of energy
Useless as it is now
I am happy in its...
Others decorative
I find my neck inside
Beautiful constraint
An entrancing exit allured
Help yourself to the drink of air
Gasp and thirst
For nothings eternity
I learn this feeling
Goes with tightening time
The relic of deaths swing
Swaying in rhythm
With the dead trees fall
With the chains whispering creaks
With my pointless struggle to escape
Now still in heaviness
The swing hangs on
Drained of energy
Useless as it is now
I am happy in its...
#death
#suicide
249 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
1st Mar 2024 5:55am
1st Mar 2024 5:55am
leap my fateful day
Every four years
A conspicuous day appears
Relieving this calendars turn
My box the last check mark
I leap
Cease to exist on 29ths skip
Death cannot escape
Having entrapped it’s faith
I wait
This moment presented again
Should it be taken
Convenience shouldn’t be a plan
But I made it happen
Remembering will be forgotten
A conspicuous day appears
Relieving this calendars turn
My box the last check mark
I leap
Cease to exist on 29ths skip
Death cannot escape
Having entrapped it’s faith
I wait
This moment presented again
Should it be taken
Convenience shouldn’t be a plan
But I made it happen
Remembering will be forgotten
#suicide
211 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
29th Feb 2024 8:19pm
29th Feb 2024 8:19pm
Arsonist Dream
I watch the world
Fall as ashes
Back onto itself
Smothering the past
Ambling on remains
Shame unavoidable
Footprints walk ahead
Doom already set
My last belonging
An itchy match
Alone
Longing to be scratched
Fall as ashes
Back onto itself
Smothering the past
Ambling on remains
Shame unavoidable
Footprints walk ahead
Doom already set
My last belonging
An itchy match
Alone
Longing to be scratched
#death
#fire
#emptiness #apathy
#emptiness #apathy
228 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Feb 2024 5:39am
23rd Feb 2024 5:39am
Poets Blade
My blood has no taste
Unless served on a steel plate
Sharp enough to chisel fine words
Bringing primal color to this dinner
Paper on a platter
I consume to later vomit
Acids merged with indigestible flavors
Sick poems no one desires
These cravings feel like love
Fleshly layers bear resemblance
To each bite
I take out of my so called life
Unless served on a steel plate
Sharp enough to chisel fine words
Bringing primal color to this dinner
Paper on a platter
I consume to later vomit
Acids merged with indigestible flavors
Sick poems no one desires
These cravings feel like love
Fleshly layers bear resemblance
To each bite
I take out of my so called life
#depression
#SelfHarm
#suicide #temptation
#suicide #temptation
376 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
11th Feb 2024 00:17am
11th Feb 2024 00:17am
Timeless Fall
Regret follows my every breath
Exhales of waste littered at the front gate
My air releases the ignition of hell
Running through wildfire bandits
Freedom awaits the burned soul
I’m not worth stealing for the devil
Time feels unrefined
Seconds and days blur all the same
Melted eyes have sights set on the clock
Unable to reach out
Restrained by its endless tic toc
Concealed anger waits to self destruct
This rage full bomb grows impatient
Ready to detonate all moments played
Time is now...
Exhales of waste littered at the front gate
My air releases the ignition of hell
Running through wildfire bandits
Freedom awaits the burned soul
I’m not worth stealing for the devil
Time feels unrefined
Seconds and days blur all the same
Melted eyes have sights set on the clock
Unable to reach out
Restrained by its endless tic toc
Concealed anger waits to self destruct
This rage full bomb grows impatient
Ready to detonate all moments played
Time is now...
#dark
#hell
#suffering #emptiness
#suffering #emptiness
258 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
5th Feb 2024 00:10am
5th Feb 2024 00:10am
Rise and Shine
Rise and shine
My least favorite line
Get out of bed
I’ll drag it with
Heavy wrinkles indent
Meld with mesh
Create a sludgy mess
I couldn’t bother to clean
Get up!
I’m dead
Wake up!
Not again
They remind everyday
A roll of flesh
A dreaded existence lays
Between folded pages of cloth
Inked blood pours time
Wasted yet remained a stain
A reminder
I know.
They sprinkling salt
In corners of this dump
Wont keep witches
From tossing trash...
My least favorite line
Get out of bed
I’ll drag it with
Heavy wrinkles indent
Meld with mesh
Create a sludgy mess
I couldn’t bother to clean
Get up!
I’m dead
Wake up!
Not again
They remind everyday
A roll of flesh
A dreaded existence lays
Between folded pages of cloth
Inked blood pours time
Wasted yet remained a stain
A reminder
I know.
They sprinkling salt
In corners of this dump
Wont keep witches
From tossing trash...
#depression
#suffering
#disappointment #boredom
#disappointment #boredom
239 reads
2 Comments
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