Submissions by that_emo_kid

here i stand on the twenty seventh floor
looking over the edge realizing no ones coming though the door
i have been stopped everytime before
so i stop and think of the ones i adore
I've taken so many pills but i still need more
too long have i battled in this bloody war
i take my final step for i am loved no more

i stare out my window into the rain
i have nothing to do and i'm feeling the pain
i've lost count of how many days have past
i'm sitting here wondering which will be my last
death is so certain and life is such a mystery
because of bad decisions now you are history
i'm having great trouble coping with your death
the pain is getting worse with each and every breath
you should have called me to drive you home
instead of getting drunk and driving all alone
now i wonder if you were thinking of me
was i your last thought or was it the tree
if you had...

stress and anger build
as my control starts to slip
grab a blade slice the flesh
and watch the crimson drip
i watch the red nectar
as it begins to flow
my anxiety level drops
and i let the feelings go
the bleeding begins to stop
soon it will scar
was this the first time
i'd have to say no by far
people always ask me
why it is i do what i do
and i simply tell them
so everyone can see the pain i've been through