Submissions by soullessexpression (I--)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am happily healing as of current. My work comes from raw in the moment materials. I hope my work reaches people who are struggling. Please know you are not alone. I know its rough right now but please keep going. Just keep breathing.
The Act: Reborn

#addiction
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Inhale Exhale

#lust
#erotic
#porn #dirty
#porn #dirty
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Stomach to Stomach
You know
It isn't fair
When the timing is off
You meet your soul face to face
And they become exactly what you feared
Try as you will
But no one is the same
No one is attractive
They just want sex
They don't want to learn your body
They dont need to know where it hurts
They dont know what makes it worth it
But sadly it is not you that I miss
It is the feeling you gave me
The skin to skin contact
The kissing and clawing
As if
They would vanish before my palms
...
It isn't fair
When the timing is off
You meet your soul face to face
And they become exactly what you feared
Try as you will
But no one is the same
No one is attractive
They just want sex
They don't want to learn your body
They dont need to know where it hurts
They dont know what makes it worth it
But sadly it is not you that I miss
It is the feeling you gave me
The skin to skin contact
The kissing and clawing
As if
They would vanish before my palms
...
#anger
#hate
#sex
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My Alone: Pit of the Heart
Please
I am trying
Can you hear me
Your mind. Body. Emotions.
All a soundproof glass
Between help. Between me. You.
You alone
Carry the name
That is etched into my skin
Through pain and promise-
We are never apart
-Here. Now.
I feel so far from you
Us who shared the same
Mentally shattered -womb
Can you hear me
My heart. My pride. My joy.
Brother.
Please hold on-
Please save yourself-
Please live- if not only for...
I am trying
Can you hear me
Your mind. Body. Emotions.
All a soundproof glass
Between help. Between me. You.
You alone
Carry the name
That is etched into my skin
Through pain and promise-
We are never apart
-Here. Now.
I feel so far from you
Us who shared the same
Mentally shattered -womb
Can you hear me
My heart. My pride. My joy.
Brother.
Please hold on-
Please save yourself-
Please live- if not only for...
#suicide
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Death to the Victim
I cannot look at myself
And not see you
I gave so much of myself
To you
That I do not even exsist anymore
No-
You took so much
I became nothing
To you
To everyone involved
And the worst part
You do not believe you did anything wrong
Im sitting here
In massive waves of tears
Of my own skins destruction
In a silent screaming agony
And you played
VICTIM
-for hurting me
Our difference
I did not have to take
For you
To become...
And not see you
I gave so much of myself
To you
That I do not even exsist anymore
No-
You took so much
I became nothing
To you
To everyone involved
And the worst part
You do not believe you did anything wrong
Im sitting here
In massive waves of tears
Of my own skins destruction
In a silent screaming agony
And you played
VICTIM
-for hurting me
Our difference
I did not have to take
For you
To become...
#anger
#love
#abuse
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Burn Me
I never would
I don't desire anyone else...
Everyone is boring
They don't burn like fire in my eyes the way
You do.
I don't desire anyone else...
Everyone is boring
They don't burn like fire in my eyes the way
You do.
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After.
It hurts every. Single. Day.
Every. Other. Second....
Every. Other. Second....
#love
#MentalHealth
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Weakness beyond us
I cried in my car today
in broad day light
I cried so hard my ribs hurt
So set
So ready
Mind made up
I drove home
sped actually
Breathing hard
Crying
Blurry driving
I unlocked the door to silence.
angry sniffling
A thud to the ground went my stuff
I rushed upstairs
my nails dragging against the walls
held me up
I rummaged
and pillaged
through cabinets
under beds
in corners
up above
...
in broad day light
I cried so hard my ribs hurt
So set
So ready
Mind made up
I drove home
sped actually
Breathing hard
Crying
Blurry driving
I unlocked the door to silence.
angry sniffling
A thud to the ground went my stuff
I rushed upstairs
my nails dragging against the walls
held me up
I rummaged
and pillaged
through cabinets
under beds
in corners
up above
...
#suffering
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Times Passing
Sign this
Date that
Go here
Apply now
Pay that
Die now
yes...
You better sign that application with tears
know it all
before it's to late
know your escape
You won't be anything if you don't
How am I supposed to know...
It's all happening so fast
at an alarmingly crushing rate
If I don't do anything
I'll be everything they said Id be...
-Now move. ...
Date that
Go here
Apply now
Pay that
Die now
yes...
You better sign that application with tears
know it all
before it's to late
know your escape
You won't be anything if you don't
How am I supposed to know...
It's all happening so fast
at an alarmingly crushing rate
If I don't do anything
I'll be everything they said Id be...
-Now move. ...
#TimeHeals
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It Hits the Skin
When I remember it all rushes back all at once
Hits like a train
Crushed on impact
Truth
Lies
Actions
Memories
Things said
Things I should not have said
In the moments like today
I remember what happened so clear
I feel the weight of a murdered someone
The floors smell like chemicals
And I'm on the clock
But it begins to creep in
Please don't..not now
From the...
Hits like a train
Crushed on impact
Truth
Lies
Actions
Memories
Things said
Things I should not have said
In the moments like today
I remember what happened so clear
I feel the weight of a murdered someone
The floors smell like chemicals
And I'm on the clock
But it begins to creep in
Please don't..not now
From the...
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Breathe in
Last year
Was forever ago
Yet the memory is crisp
I was a broken and worthless item
And yet it was all I had to give
With every energy I had
I gave my all to feel your skin, see your smile, hear your laugh, taste your love, and sleep to your scent
This gifts a destructive one
For I devour the things I love
And the light that flew into your eyes as we enjoyed the days together
Could never be as bright as these 18 candles
The ribon I was wrapped in is worn
Broken
Fits like a noose ...
Was forever ago
Yet the memory is crisp
I was a broken and worthless item
And yet it was all I had to give
With every energy I had
I gave my all to feel your skin, see your smile, hear your laugh, taste your love, and sleep to your scent
This gifts a destructive one
For I devour the things I love
And the light that flew into your eyes as we enjoyed the days together
Could never be as bright as these 18 candles
The ribon I was wrapped in is worn
Broken
Fits like a noose ...
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Diagnosis to No One

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