Submissions by seascape
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
It's Friday
It’s Friday:
I can’t explain this feeling, am I empty, am I self-doubting, am I doubting me
Why not talk to me on Friday, every week it never fails, is he avoiding me
The truth, is there something I need to know, about you
Am I being naïve, is it my weakness and trust that he is playing
I just cannot explain this thing
Why does it matter, this is pathetic of me, I am not above wondering
But to not understand, this is bewildering to me
He has so much he does, so much he is doing, and he just really is very busy
If I was his love, and he loved me, then...
I can’t explain this feeling, am I empty, am I self-doubting, am I doubting me
Why not talk to me on Friday, every week it never fails, is he avoiding me
The truth, is there something I need to know, about you
Am I being naïve, is it my weakness and trust that he is playing
I just cannot explain this thing
Why does it matter, this is pathetic of me, I am not above wondering
But to not understand, this is bewildering to me
He has so much he does, so much he is doing, and he just really is very busy
If I was his love, and he loved me, then...
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I love this Feeling
I love this feeling:
I sit here and just watch you dancing
Swaying back and forth like a temptress
You’re enticing
Telling me that I am yours and I want to be
It’s warm out here with the sun shining and the gentle breeze mmmm
This is tantalizing
I have got to join you now and in this dance we sway
I cannot imagine anything better than this moment joined with you
You pick me up and carry me away
No more people and all the things they want to say
It’s just you and me
I am feeling I am feeling I am feeling I feel
Right now my breath is caught...
I sit here and just watch you dancing
Swaying back and forth like a temptress
You’re enticing
Telling me that I am yours and I want to be
It’s warm out here with the sun shining and the gentle breeze mmmm
This is tantalizing
I have got to join you now and in this dance we sway
I cannot imagine anything better than this moment joined with you
You pick me up and carry me away
No more people and all the things they want to say
It’s just you and me
I am feeling I am feeling I am feeling I feel
Right now my breath is caught...
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I will wait
I will wait:
People come in forms, some came from molds others are just who they are because that is what they are told, some suffer and stay week forever, some grow and realize they are their own now, and some wonder and never really know where they’re going, some are just materialistic and only think about the money, and some just want to live and allow themselves to be happy
I have an idea of who you are in only minutes of a discussion if your words are short you’re looking for a mother, if you go on and on about yourself you’re looking for power, If your honest and have some doubt...
People come in forms, some came from molds others are just who they are because that is what they are told, some suffer and stay week forever, some grow and realize they are their own now, and some wonder and never really know where they’re going, some are just materialistic and only think about the money, and some just want to live and allow themselves to be happy
I have an idea of who you are in only minutes of a discussion if your words are short you’re looking for a mother, if you go on and on about yourself you’re looking for power, If your honest and have some doubt...
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We are all liars

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In your Lap
In your lap:
I am thinking of you, and I am wanting you to, hold me, just hold me in my favorite place in my special place on your lap
You wrap your arms around me you squeeze me ,and hold me tight, and you hold me, just hold me and you look into my eyes and you let me see the deeper side of you
When you hold me in your lap
I admit I think about your size and it does intimidate me, but that’s alright I can make, it we can make it fit, I still want you in all the ways we said we are going to do
I can feel you pleasing me with pain when I need you to, when I ask you to,...
I am thinking of you, and I am wanting you to, hold me, just hold me in my favorite place in my special place on your lap
You wrap your arms around me you squeeze me ,and hold me tight, and you hold me, just hold me and you look into my eyes and you let me see the deeper side of you
When you hold me in your lap
I admit I think about your size and it does intimidate me, but that’s alright I can make, it we can make it fit, I still want you in all the ways we said we are going to do
I can feel you pleasing me with pain when I need you to, when I ask you to,...
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I'm a Woman- Child
I’m a Woman- Child:
A woman is supposed to be a certain way, a certain body type, she is supposed to be shy, and hidden she is supposed to be week, and submissive she is to obey her husband
I say hell no I don’t think so I tried it that way for way to long, I am happy with my 42-ddd’s I am not built like a tree, I have curves on my soft body my ass is not flat its round now slap that
My face is not bone its round and full like my lips my waste is smaller than my hips my thighs are strong and thick my hands and feet are small but they fit me
My eyes don’t smile I dominate my...
A woman is supposed to be a certain way, a certain body type, she is supposed to be shy, and hidden she is supposed to be week, and submissive she is to obey her husband
I say hell no I don’t think so I tried it that way for way to long, I am happy with my 42-ddd’s I am not built like a tree, I have curves on my soft body my ass is not flat its round now slap that
My face is not bone its round and full like my lips my waste is smaller than my hips my thighs are strong and thick my hands and feet are small but they fit me
My eyes don’t smile I dominate my...
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Part 2 - The truth I know / and Part 3- How to be happy
Part 2 – The truth I know:
What are you looking for, do you know
What are you fighting for, do you even know
They lead you and you fallow, I don’t blame you, but do you know, do you
The truth is that thing in you that you feel like is demons; it is not a demon at all
Its easy to mistake it, if you have not tried to understand it
It is the energy within you, have you noticed you have a stronger will power than most
Pay attention you will notice
I broke it down for you before like this:
An elect person is the intent, this person is a sensitive, and...
What are you looking for, do you know
What are you fighting for, do you even know
They lead you and you fallow, I don’t blame you, but do you know, do you
The truth is that thing in you that you feel like is demons; it is not a demon at all
Its easy to mistake it, if you have not tried to understand it
It is the energy within you, have you noticed you have a stronger will power than most
Pay attention you will notice
I broke it down for you before like this:
An elect person is the intent, this person is a sensitive, and...
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Part 1- Demons
Part 1 - Demons
What are you looking for, do you know
What are you fighting for, do you even know
They lead you and you fallow, I don’t blame you, but do you know, do you
Let’s talk about demons
I made really good friends with them; I got to know them a long time ago
Sometimes they lay dormant and wait to see how far they can push you, sometimes
Sometimes they are like me and just want to control you, or they may even think they love you
You can always be sure that they want you, did you ever ask why what is it that makes you stand out
From the next...
What are you looking for, do you know
What are you fighting for, do you even know
They lead you and you fallow, I don’t blame you, but do you know, do you
Let’s talk about demons
I made really good friends with them; I got to know them a long time ago
Sometimes they lay dormant and wait to see how far they can push you, sometimes
Sometimes they are like me and just want to control you, or they may even think they love you
You can always be sure that they want you, did you ever ask why what is it that makes you stand out
From the next...
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Body Soul and soul and mind
Body soul and soul and mind:
You have no idea what you do to me
You just have no clue about what this is doing
You’re making a fire that’s about to burn out of control
It will become the death of everyone
It will be the end of the world
You’re killing me, your killing me, and I like it, I like it, more and more and more
Destroy me, destroy every damn thing, destroy it all, everything,
Every high and low, every in and out, all the things I feel, and all the things I don’t
I am not always this way, you know me, you know me
In your love, with your...
You have no idea what you do to me
You just have no clue about what this is doing
You’re making a fire that’s about to burn out of control
It will become the death of everyone
It will be the end of the world
You’re killing me, your killing me, and I like it, I like it, more and more and more
Destroy me, destroy every damn thing, destroy it all, everything,
Every high and low, every in and out, all the things I feel, and all the things I don’t
I am not always this way, you know me, you know me
In your love, with your...
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I cant
I can’t :
I can’t concentrate........ I can’t……..I can’t……… I can’t……… Concentrate
My thoughts are so frayed……… Like a cut cable with live electricity
I been shocked and I am dazed………. I can’t think……….. I can’t think
I can’t concentrate……..My thoughts are just to frayed
You came into my life……..and it wasn’t supposed to be this way
You were only supposed to be my friend…….. Just a friend………..What the fuck is happening
I had built my walls of iron…. and steel…. and concrete……..meters thick and miles deep
You crashed into me like they were nothing………not...
I can’t concentrate........ I can’t……..I can’t……… I can’t……… Concentrate
My thoughts are so frayed……… Like a cut cable with live electricity
I been shocked and I am dazed………. I can’t think……….. I can’t think
I can’t concentrate……..My thoughts are just to frayed
You came into my life……..and it wasn’t supposed to be this way
You were only supposed to be my friend…….. Just a friend………..What the fuck is happening
I had built my walls of iron…. and steel…. and concrete……..meters thick and miles deep
You crashed into me like they were nothing………not...
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On my canvas tonight
On my canvas tonight:
If I painted a picture right now the canvas would be white with black spots
Inside each spot would be sections of me
There would be about 12 in total
The first would be a color green and it would be a simple oak tree leaf floating on a breeze
The second would be a blue mist blending into the black
The third would be an orange and red flame burning inside the black spot
The forth would be a set of brown eyes, the ones I see when I look at you
The fifth will be the moon and stars that I star up at every night thinking of you
The sixth...
If I painted a picture right now the canvas would be white with black spots
Inside each spot would be sections of me
There would be about 12 in total
The first would be a color green and it would be a simple oak tree leaf floating on a breeze
The second would be a blue mist blending into the black
The third would be an orange and red flame burning inside the black spot
The forth would be a set of brown eyes, the ones I see when I look at you
The fifth will be the moon and stars that I star up at every night thinking of you
The sixth...
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I cried
I cried:
Today I reached an all-time low, it was so much lower than I ever thought possible, it scared me
I cried, and I do not cry, never for me never for my pain
Yes I have felt the tears close, but I was taught never to let them go
I experienced something new today
I was so hurt I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried, I still can’t believe it as I say it, I cried
For all things, a man, but not just any man, the man the man I chose to love for the rest of my life
I felt like a woman, it’s honestly the first time
I have cried and tears roll down my eyes,...
Today I reached an all-time low, it was so much lower than I ever thought possible, it scared me
I cried, and I do not cry, never for me never for my pain
Yes I have felt the tears close, but I was taught never to let them go
I experienced something new today
I was so hurt I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried, I still can’t believe it as I say it, I cried
For all things, a man, but not just any man, the man the man I chose to love for the rest of my life
I felt like a woman, it’s honestly the first time
I have cried and tears roll down my eyes,...
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