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I cried
I cried:
Today I reached an all-time low, it was so much lower than I ever thought possible, it scared me
I cried, and I do not cry, never for me never for my pain
Yes I have felt the tears close, but I was taught never to let them go
I experienced something new today
I was so hurt I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried, I still can’t believe it as I say it, I cried
For all things, a man, but not just any man, the man the man I chose to love for the rest of my life
I felt like a woman, it’s honestly the first time
I have cried and tears roll down my eyes, for another person who hurts or suffers, I feel them so
Deep inside me and want to stop there pain, and take their pain away
I have just never cried because my heart was scared, because I was scared of losing the one, the
One who makes me feel whole and alive and free, and I am able to be myself with him
Today was a new day for me
Once I realized what was happening, and yes I was pushing him away, I wanted so desperately to explain
That I am a needy grown bitch, who has turned into a puppy for him
But I don’t know that he would understand, how much I craved his attention, I pushed him away so I
Wouldn’t make a fool of myself, but I guess it’s too late, because I love him, God I soo badly want to
Scream his name, I love you and you know who you are,
Thank you, thank you, thank you
Today you made me feel like a woman, and you didn’t get mad at me, you didn’t get mad
It was raining today, I went out to do a few things, I hoped that you felt me say I am sorry, please, please
Understand! I love you; I got home and took my son and daughter on an adventure walk, so I could think
We walked across the street and went to the beach
The rain washed over us making everything ok, and I realized, its ok
If it worked if I pushed you too hard than it is what it is and I just need to deal with it
If I didn’t push you away and your still here, then I know, I know you got me, and all my crazy
Today I reached an all-time low, it was so much lower than I ever thought possible, it scared me
I cried, and I do not cry
Yes I felt tears close, but I was been taught to never to let them go
I experienced something new today
I was so hurt actually I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried, I still can’t believe it as I say it, I cried
For a man, but not just any man, he is the man the man I chose to love
I felt like a woman it’s the first time
I cried were tears roll down my eyes for another person
I want to stop there pain and take their pain away
I never cried because me
My heart became scared I was scared
I was afraid another woman would take his heart away from me
I never cared about sex but his heart his heart it keeps me alive
Blood flows through my veins with every beat of his beautiful heart
I cannot live
I do not want to try without his heart being mine
I was scared of losing the one
The most beautiful one I had ever found, the one that is beyond perfect, the one I chosen
The one who can see what I see the man I need in order to breathe the most beautiful man created
Created for just for me, he said he likes my crazy
Seascape
Today I reached an all-time low, it was so much lower than I ever thought possible, it scared me
I cried, and I do not cry, never for me never for my pain
Yes I have felt the tears close, but I was taught never to let them go
I experienced something new today
I was so hurt I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried, I still can’t believe it as I say it, I cried
For all things, a man, but not just any man, the man the man I chose to love for the rest of my life
I felt like a woman, it’s honestly the first time
I have cried and tears roll down my eyes, for another person who hurts or suffers, I feel them so
Deep inside me and want to stop there pain, and take their pain away
I have just never cried because my heart was scared, because I was scared of losing the one, the
One who makes me feel whole and alive and free, and I am able to be myself with him
Today was a new day for me
Once I realized what was happening, and yes I was pushing him away, I wanted so desperately to explain
That I am a needy grown bitch, who has turned into a puppy for him
But I don’t know that he would understand, how much I craved his attention, I pushed him away so I
Wouldn’t make a fool of myself, but I guess it’s too late, because I love him, God I soo badly want to
Scream his name, I love you and you know who you are,
Thank you, thank you, thank you
Today you made me feel like a woman, and you didn’t get mad at me, you didn’t get mad
It was raining today, I went out to do a few things, I hoped that you felt me say I am sorry, please, please
Understand! I love you; I got home and took my son and daughter on an adventure walk, so I could think
We walked across the street and went to the beach
The rain washed over us making everything ok, and I realized, its ok
If it worked if I pushed you too hard than it is what it is and I just need to deal with it
If I didn’t push you away and your still here, then I know, I know you got me, and all my crazy
Today I reached an all-time low, it was so much lower than I ever thought possible, it scared me
I cried, and I do not cry
Yes I felt tears close, but I was been taught to never to let them go
I experienced something new today
I was so hurt actually I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried, I still can’t believe it as I say it, I cried
For a man, but not just any man, he is the man the man I chose to love
I felt like a woman it’s the first time
I cried were tears roll down my eyes for another person
I want to stop there pain and take their pain away
I never cried because me
My heart became scared I was scared
I was afraid another woman would take his heart away from me
I never cared about sex but his heart his heart it keeps me alive
Blood flows through my veins with every beat of his beautiful heart
I cannot live
I do not want to try without his heart being mine
I was scared of losing the one
The most beautiful one I had ever found, the one that is beyond perfect, the one I chosen
The one who can see what I see the man I need in order to breathe the most beautiful man created
Created for just for me, he said he likes my crazy
Seascape
Published 23rd Jun 2014
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