Submissions by schizodude (a voice from the void)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
a shadow of what once was, preserved by caffeine and spite, i turmoil the days in order to give shape to words
untitled
disappointed at who i turned out to be
a false image, it isn't who i want to see
each time looking at the mirror
shows a ghost of dreams i couldn't believe
still lay dormant of what i tried to decide
no longer had worth, but it lay buried inside
so
i whispered your name, hoping you'd hear
didn't really believe you would be here
i mean why wouldn't you stay clear
pain and suffering is what i always bring near
Love, perhaps isn't meant for me
a punishment for when i wouldn't disappear
...
a false image, it isn't who i want to see
each time looking at the mirror
shows a ghost of dreams i couldn't believe
still lay dormant of what i tried to decide
no longer had worth, but it lay buried inside
so
i whispered your name, hoping you'd hear
didn't really believe you would be here
i mean why wouldn't you stay clear
pain and suffering is what i always bring near
Love, perhaps isn't meant for me
a punishment for when i wouldn't disappear
...
#myself
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sick in the head for you
there's an ache when I find,
my self staring at you
your exquisite features,
fire dancing on your lips
can words really speak
your beauty shining on through
behind your beautiful smile
lies a strength, shaped by trial
chocolate brown eyes
strawberry pink lips
all well endowed
for a Love like you
a fiery supernova burning true
a glimpse into something new
for i ache to fill you with Love
that's inspired by none other than you
my self staring at you
your exquisite features,
fire dancing on your lips
can words really speak
your beauty shining on through
behind your beautiful smile
lies a strength, shaped by trial
chocolate brown eyes
strawberry pink lips
all well endowed
for a Love like you
a fiery supernova burning true
a glimpse into something new
for i ache to fill you with Love
that's inspired by none other than you
#love
#relationships
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i want you too
#sex
#erotic
#lover #orgasm
#lover #orgasm
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i want to be yours
is there a way to put into words what i want to say
that you've been the one that's stayed in my head
this entire time, I've thought of you
how maybe there might be a chance to make things right
to show that these demons no longer hold a sway
on the thought i have thinking of you
your chocolate brown eyes
your auburn filled hair
i could never forget, what it felt like to feel
when your text would come up, and all i could almost kneel
in happiness at the thought
to have you in my arms
kiss...
that you've been the one that's stayed in my head
this entire time, I've thought of you
how maybe there might be a chance to make things right
to show that these demons no longer hold a sway
on the thought i have thinking of you
your chocolate brown eyes
your auburn filled hair
i could never forget, what it felt like to feel
when your text would come up, and all i could almost kneel
in happiness at the thought
to have you in my arms
kiss...
#love
#relationships
#redemption
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untitled
what can chance provided that it already hasn't
what more can i read and not see what's lacking
through the sorrows we had
i never saw the end
but that doesn't take away the pain
that doesn't take away the blame
though these words are a paltry excuse
know that I'm sorry for how i treated you
terror crowded where Love remained
depression struck and came to stay
demons rose and i fought back
yet i couldn't do what you wanted
so with words i frame a world
in which there might be a new ...
what more can i read and not see what's lacking
through the sorrows we had
i never saw the end
but that doesn't take away the pain
that doesn't take away the blame
though these words are a paltry excuse
know that I'm sorry for how i treated you
terror crowded where Love remained
depression struck and came to stay
demons rose and i fought back
yet i couldn't do what you wanted
so with words i frame a world
in which there might be a new ...
#fate
#redemption
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untitled
we scoured our Love across
several feet buried in self sabotage
you crave sweet release
blinded by sorrow, slowly slipped by fate
watched as dreams contoured beyond fashion
embued creation where several crash in
did we fall down a rabbit hole?
placed our bets down different ends?
lied about our troubles another way
bled out the pain to written ends
cavorted with anxieties
danced with all its irony
dined with depression
talked of our cages
what more worries can...
several feet buried in self sabotage
you crave sweet release
blinded by sorrow, slowly slipped by fate
watched as dreams contoured beyond fashion
embued creation where several crash in
did we fall down a rabbit hole?
placed our bets down different ends?
lied about our troubles another way
bled out the pain to written ends
cavorted with anxieties
danced with all its irony
dined with depression
talked of our cages
what more worries can...
#WritingPoetry
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untitled
why does the sunshine never reach through
buried under the rubble, trynna find a way true
but every piece feels like a broken record
telling me it's not too late to give in so soon
then there's another voice creeping in
casually mentioning that all the torrent monsoons
craving my imminent fall
reaching for the bottle to give me another it's forgotten call
almost giving in, but pushing for the sake of you
perhaps reading the verse or lost it too
gotta keep on writing
breathing Life to these dead bones...
buried under the rubble, trynna find a way true
but every piece feels like a broken record
telling me it's not too late to give in so soon
then there's another voice creeping in
casually mentioning that all the torrent monsoons
craving my imminent fall
reaching for the bottle to give me another it's forgotten call
almost giving in, but pushing for the sake of you
perhaps reading the verse or lost it too
gotta keep on writing
breathing Life to these dead bones...
#conflict
#support
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untitled
can destiny shackle you for more
did you fight to be reborn
or
is this another one of those sorry attempts
designed to capture that final scent
poetic flurries caving in
no more insecure failed attempts
no more anxious fantasies to weigh me down
no more anger to unleash on the crowd
no more pressure from my own designs
no more self sabotage for my demise
no more hiding
no more running
-its time i rise
did you fight to be reborn
or
is this another one of those sorry attempts
designed to capture that final scent
poetic flurries caving in
no more insecure failed attempts
no more anxious fantasies to weigh me down
no more anger to unleash on the crowd
no more pressure from my own designs
no more self sabotage for my demise
no more hiding
no more running
-its time i rise
#evolution
#freedom
#art
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untitled
in another time perhaps
but all I have left are broken bones
Broken home
Broken spirit
nevermore to be found
nevermore to be clowned
what more can this sweet poison be
but my self-pitying disease
-another round of messes and broken promises
but all I have left are broken bones
Broken home
Broken spirit
nevermore to be found
nevermore to be clowned
what more can this sweet poison be
but my self-pitying disease
-another round of messes and broken promises
#disappointment
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untitled
when I chose you all I could really think
how I ended up with such a beautiful lover
magnificence spiraling to connect beyond points of rational
playing tunes unheard in a cold heart thought out of sound
now echoing your name with every beat
clanging up empty halls to entreat
"you are not worthless"
"you are the man that i want"
"i'll always be here for you"
alleviating dusty corners from their prism
challenging and defeating these schisms
what more can I ask from you, the love I found
whose words reach places I...
how I ended up with such a beautiful lover
magnificence spiraling to connect beyond points of rational
playing tunes unheard in a cold heart thought out of sound
now echoing your name with every beat
clanging up empty halls to entreat
"you are not worthless"
"you are the man that i want"
"i'll always be here for you"
alleviating dusty corners from their prism
challenging and defeating these schisms
what more can I ask from you, the love I found
whose words reach places I...
#love
#relationships
#ILoveYou
#inspirational
#LifeChangingMoment
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untitled
beyond the beauty that i see
lies a story i do seek,
a story that has traversed farther than words
ever have a notion of finding in this world
one that has been carefully construed along cords
fashioned
constructed
how do i find the exact phrasing
how do i find the correct saying
how do i go about telling you what words fall short of
ravage me deep within and cast me out
out of the normal parameters i have set
outside the realms i have kept
now where do i tell you what i find in you
without...
lies a story i do seek,
a story that has traversed farther than words
ever have a notion of finding in this world
one that has been carefully construed along cords
fashioned
constructed
how do i find the exact phrasing
how do i find the correct saying
how do i go about telling you what words fall short of
ravage me deep within and cast me out
out of the normal parameters i have set
outside the realms i have kept
now where do i tell you what i find in you
without...
#happiness
#romantic
#beauty #honesty
#beauty #honesty
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untitled
i wish there was enough words to explain
sketch in a verse to adequately portray
how deep these waters go for you
still, though they may be, it isn't enough for you
how would i explain cataclysmic explosions of self
rushing to capture your stardust i see
painting your eyes no matter how futile
i endeavor to grace page with your song
a song that touches each recess of mind
synapses firing to explain through time
what it means to be with you
how happy it is you make me too
no matter how i quite see it ...
sketch in a verse to adequately portray
how deep these waters go for you
still, though they may be, it isn't enough for you
how would i explain cataclysmic explosions of self
rushing to capture your stardust i see
painting your eyes no matter how futile
i endeavor to grace page with your song
a song that touches each recess of mind
synapses firing to explain through time
what it means to be with you
how happy it is you make me too
no matter how i quite see it ...
#girlfriend
#relationships
#romantic
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