Submissions by sabrina-monroe (Sabrina Monroe)

I couldn’t help but notice
the tears
that threaten to pour from your
downcast eyes.
Or the way you walk:
hands in your pockets and
back hunched, as if
some immense weight was
pushing down on you.

I wanted to tell you that I know how you feel.
I am no stranger to
despair.
To the overwhelming sense that nobody cares,
that you are completely
alone.

I can’t fix all your problems for you.
I can’t step into your life and
magically make all your pain
disappear.

But what I can do, is ...

My souls is empty,
A bottomless pit.
I feel nothing,
Not even fear.

My heart weeps,
My anger rages,
The tears in your eyes,
I can smell your fear.

I want to rip you apart,
Tear you to pieces,
I hate you!
And your ungrateful mind too.

Your fear encases your brain,
Your heart stops,
My hand steals your heart,
I rip it from your chest.

You fall to the ground,
Your eyes grow cold,
Your fingers twitch,
I feel glory.

My life is at peace,
You lie at my feet,
Staring...

gorgeous eyes cry so many times.
crying yourself to sleep whispering "i want to die" "i want to die" over and over again.
lies is all i hear.
lies.
lies.
lies.
trust is what i fear.
hope is never here.
red like roses flows down your wrist you promised never ever  again.
you hit the vain now your in pain.
but your saved.
please listen for once.
im screaming silently i want to die. i want to die
the river is flowing. flowing. flowing.
but the river is red.surrounded by death.
your cold dead body lays...

I don't know how much longer I can take this, The feeling that I'm slowly loosing everyone around me and its all crashing down, I can't loose anyone else, especially not him