Submissions by rose_lepinski
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If I gave you my life story you wouldn't know how to react or what to say Some people can relate others will have no clue what this never ending pain is like Ive been writing poems since i was 12 and I'm 18 now
DARK POEM
Published
15th Oct 2014 1:15am
15th Oct 2014 1:15am
Put My Life In Words?
Put my life in words?
Where to start?
Most of my life is in the dark
The emotion you see is only a small fraction of how I really feel
The words "Im fine"
Doesnt mean i am really fine
They are just words to keep my feelings to myself
I dont open up easily
Everyone that said I could "trust" them
Were just out to hurt me
So if I open up to you
You better not do anything to ruin that
Because one wrong word and you lose all trust
My heart has many cuts and bruises
Just cause its inside me
Doesnt mean it...
Where to start?
Most of my life is in the dark
The emotion you see is only a small fraction of how I really feel
The words "Im fine"
Doesnt mean i am really fine
They are just words to keep my feelings to myself
I dont open up easily
Everyone that said I could "trust" them
Were just out to hurt me
So if I open up to you
You better not do anything to ruin that
Because one wrong word and you lose all trust
My heart has many cuts and bruises
Just cause its inside me
Doesnt mean it...
679 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Sep 2014 6:04pm
28th Sep 2014 6:04pm
Questions
Will the sun ever shine?
Or will I live in wonder
What it would be like
To see through the dark?
Does happiness exist?
Or is that just a myth?Is there a rainbow
After every storm?
Or is that a lie?
Can someone tell me these answers?
Or is it a mystery?
So many questions
But NO ONE
To answer
Or will I live in wonder
What it would be like
To see through the dark?
Does happiness exist?
Or is that just a myth?Is there a rainbow
After every storm?
Or is that a lie?
Can someone tell me these answers?
Or is it a mystery?
So many questions
But NO ONE
To answer
786 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Sep 2014 5:54pm
28th Sep 2014 5:54pm
School
Watching the clock slowly move
Waiting for 3 pm so i can leave
And go to bed
The day is going by so slow
And I'm tired
I fell asleep in 3rd period
I hate school
I just want to go home
The only thing good about school is my few friends
And i met beautiful the other day
And she likes me
School is hard
Everyone expects so much from me
They say nothing is impossible
But have they ever tried to slam a revolving door?
Waiting for 3 pm so i can leave
And go to bed
The day is going by so slow
And I'm tired
I fell asleep in 3rd period
I hate school
I just want to go home
The only thing good about school is my few friends
And i met beautiful the other day
And she likes me
School is hard
Everyone expects so much from me
They say nothing is impossible
But have they ever tried to slam a revolving door?
589 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
28th Sep 2014 2:10am
28th Sep 2014 2:10am
Pain
My life is full of pain
I act like its not real
But the more an more its clear to me
This pain is real
And it cant be ignore
I cry myself to sleep
Hoping
One day
This pain will go away
You see sunshine and rainbows
I see dark clouds and rain
My life is in the dark
And I'm lost and afraid
What will I see
If the light shines through
I don't know
But I'm scared I'll see
A murderer
Standing in front of me
Maybe I'll stay in the dark
This way
If I'm Murdered
I won't know
I act like its not real
But the more an more its clear to me
This pain is real
And it cant be ignore
I cry myself to sleep
Hoping
One day
This pain will go away
You see sunshine and rainbows
I see dark clouds and rain
My life is in the dark
And I'm lost and afraid
What will I see
If the light shines through
I don't know
But I'm scared I'll see
A murderer
Standing in front of me
Maybe I'll stay in the dark
This way
If I'm Murdered
I won't know
731 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
26th Sep 2014 9:48pm
26th Sep 2014 9:48pm
The Horror Inside
Waking up in the middle of the night
Feeling as if you are being watched
Walking down the stairs
Feeling like you're being followed
Home alone and cabnit doors open and close by themselves
Footsteps follow behind you
You try to hide
But they know your every move
creek creek
Down the stairs
You think you're safe in a hidden closet
You're holding your breath
Trying not to make a sound
The door opens
You're found
Feeling as if you are being watched
Walking down the stairs
Feeling like you're being followed
Home alone and cabnit doors open and close by themselves
Footsteps follow behind you
You try to hide
But they know your every move
creek creek
Down the stairs
You think you're safe in a hidden closet
You're holding your breath
Trying not to make a sound
The door opens
You're found
623 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
26th Sep 2014 9:37pm
26th Sep 2014 9:37pm
Heart Breaker
You act like you love me
And you'll never let me go
You make open promises
knowing i have trust problems
You said i can trust you
But trusting you would be as smart as
Using a Ouija board and taking my hands off n leaving the room before saying good-bye
I slit my wrist but no matter how deep i cut the blood is not coming out
You broke promises
You broke my heart
How do you expect me to be fine?
you are a heart breaker
And that's all you'll ever be
And you'll never let me go
You make open promises
knowing i have trust problems
You said i can trust you
But trusting you would be as smart as
Using a Ouija board and taking my hands off n leaving the room before saying good-bye
I slit my wrist but no matter how deep i cut the blood is not coming out
You broke promises
You broke my heart
How do you expect me to be fine?
you are a heart breaker
And that's all you'll ever be
680 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
25th Sep 2014 8:26pm
25th Sep 2014 8:26pm
Emo
With this pain
It breaks my heart
With this blade
I slit my wrist
With my sleeves
I cover up
I struggle threw my days
Just trying to find happiness
I fake a smile
Hoping
One day it will be real
With this heat
I burn my skin
With these tears
I cry an cry
With great acting
I cover my pain
Is there a way out
Out from the darkness?
Does the light
Ever make its way through?
It breaks my heart
With this blade
I slit my wrist
With my sleeves
I cover up
I struggle threw my days
Just trying to find happiness
I fake a smile
Hoping
One day it will be real
With this heat
I burn my skin
With these tears
I cry an cry
With great acting
I cover my pain
Is there a way out
Out from the darkness?
Does the light
Ever make its way through?
767 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
25th Sep 2014 8:21pm
25th Sep 2014 8:21pm
Story of My Life
My heart lives in pain and fear
My Mind lives in mental abuse
My body lives in physical abuse
My heart is torn
My head and body ache
My eyes and ears sees and hears it all happening
I just stay there and let it all happen
Because NO ONE cares enough to do anything to help me
My Mind lives in mental abuse
My body lives in physical abuse
My heart is torn
My head and body ache
My eyes and ears sees and hears it all happening
I just stay there and let it all happen
Because NO ONE cares enough to do anything to help me
841 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th Sep 2014 6:35pm
24th Sep 2014 6:35pm
Like A Road
I feel like a road
Im being waked all over
As they walk over i cry inside
Not letting anyone see
The worst part is
When they try to tear me apart trying to fix me
But the more and more they try to fix me
The more and more bumps there will be
And the more pain I'll be in
Theres plenty of cross walks
But no one listens
Theres a speed limit on this road
And Its kindness
But thats just another thing No one listens too
They go up to emotional and physical abuse
Not thinking how that would hurt me
Im being waked all over
As they walk over i cry inside
Not letting anyone see
The worst part is
When they try to tear me apart trying to fix me
But the more and more they try to fix me
The more and more bumps there will be
And the more pain I'll be in
Theres plenty of cross walks
But no one listens
Theres a speed limit on this road
And Its kindness
But thats just another thing No one listens too
They go up to emotional and physical abuse
Not thinking how that would hurt me
801 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th Sep 2014 6:32pm
24th Sep 2014 6:32pm
Deep Dark Secrets
Theres some things i hide
Some things i keep locked up
They try to escape
But they cant
Some things can not be revealed
My stories
Most people cant handle
They are deep and dark
I dont want people to feel bad for me
So i keep things hidden away
What people see is an act
Im just a shy depressed emo girl
Not a girl you see
My stories may be deep and dark
But i am deeper and darker then my stories
Ive been through alot more then people think
I dont like talking
i feel weird when i talk
I dont know why
Ive been...
Some things i keep locked up
They try to escape
But they cant
Some things can not be revealed
My stories
Most people cant handle
They are deep and dark
I dont want people to feel bad for me
So i keep things hidden away
What people see is an act
Im just a shy depressed emo girl
Not a girl you see
My stories may be deep and dark
But i am deeper and darker then my stories
Ive been through alot more then people think
I dont like talking
i feel weird when i talk
I dont know why
Ive been...
973 reads
8 Comments
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