Submissions by rose_lepinski
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If I gave you my life story you wouldn't know how to react or what to say Some people can relate others will have no clue what this never ending pain is like Ive been writing poems since i was 12 and I'm 18 now
DARK POEM
Published
2nd May 2015 6:44pm
2nd May 2015 6:44pm
deep dark thoughts
My thoughts are getting darker
And because of budget cuts the light at the end of the tunnel was shut off
The light will never make it way through
I'm just trapped in the dark
These thoughts are getting scary
I feel as if
If I were to die tomorrow no one would care or miss or anything
They would just come to my funeral to laugh n say I'm a worthless piece of shit
Like I was told all the time in high school
If I were to die would I see Jesus?
Or is it just white light then we just don't exist anymore?
How do I get the dark...
And because of budget cuts the light at the end of the tunnel was shut off
The light will never make it way through
I'm just trapped in the dark
These thoughts are getting scary
I feel as if
If I were to die tomorrow no one would care or miss or anything
They would just come to my funeral to laugh n say I'm a worthless piece of shit
Like I was told all the time in high school
If I were to die would I see Jesus?
Or is it just white light then we just don't exist anymore?
How do I get the dark...
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Apr 2015 1:04am
26th Apr 2015 1:04am
echoing voices
Why are the voices getting louder and louder
I just want them to stop
Im done cutting
Well atleast I want to be
But these thoughts are getting louder n louder
Theyre echoing now
I just want them to stop
I want it all to stop
The pain
The flash backs
The thoughts
When will it end
Im done with these echoing voices
Im trying to be strong but I dont think I can
I just want them to stop
Im done cutting
Well atleast I want to be
But these thoughts are getting louder n louder
Theyre echoing now
I just want them to stop
I want it all to stop
The pain
The flash backs
The thoughts
When will it end
Im done with these echoing voices
Im trying to be strong but I dont think I can
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Apr 2015 6:32am
6th Apr 2015 6:32am
Easter Bunny
Oh no
the Easter bunny is coming my way
Hurry hide me
why does a bunny break into my house and leave a basket of candy
And leaves eggs with candy and money
I just dont understand
But these thoughts are scary
Someone help me
Please
His fangs are coming out
I think hes also part vampire
Hes hopping closer and closer to me
Why is everyone standing around for
Save me
Hes gonna attack me and eat me
Why else does he break into my house
He just wants a taste
I'm told
But no I'm gonna die ...
the Easter bunny is coming my way
Hurry hide me
why does a bunny break into my house and leave a basket of candy
And leaves eggs with candy and money
I just dont understand
But these thoughts are scary
Someone help me
Please
His fangs are coming out
I think hes also part vampire
Hes hopping closer and closer to me
Why is everyone standing around for
Save me
Hes gonna attack me and eat me
Why else does he break into my house
He just wants a taste
I'm told
But no I'm gonna die ...
773 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Apr 2015 11:53pm
1st Apr 2015 11:53pm
Hidden Under My Sleeve
Hidden under my sleeve is a place where my pain is taken out on
A place that has scars
A place that has blood
My sleeves cover my pain
Most of my scars are going away
But that doesn't mean my pain is going away too
Pain and fear are all i know
The other emotions don't exist
I just act like I'm happy and all the fun stuff
But really all i know is pain and fear
A place that has scars
A place that has blood
My sleeves cover my pain
Most of my scars are going away
But that doesn't mean my pain is going away too
Pain and fear are all i know
The other emotions don't exist
I just act like I'm happy and all the fun stuff
But really all i know is pain and fear
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Apr 2015 11:02pm
1st Apr 2015 11:02pm
Hidden Pain
I hide my pain oh so well
Just by looking at me
Can you tell I'm hiding tears behind my smile
These green eyes may be beautiful
But do you know how much pain is hidden behind them
My heart may be caring and loving
But do you know how much damage is done
My shoulders holds alot of weight
So don't say I'm weak
I have hidden pain inside of me
That you will never see
This pain is hidden for a reason
No one will ever see
You'll have to cut my chest open to see all the pain
Just by looking at me
Can you tell I'm hiding tears behind my smile
These green eyes may be beautiful
But do you know how much pain is hidden behind them
My heart may be caring and loving
But do you know how much damage is done
My shoulders holds alot of weight
So don't say I'm weak
I have hidden pain inside of me
That you will never see
This pain is hidden for a reason
No one will ever see
You'll have to cut my chest open to see all the pain
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Apr 2015 1:17am
1st Apr 2015 1:17am
inside my heart
theres so much i hide
so much that people dont know
when you see me you cant tell all the pain im hiding
but if you saw inside my heart
you will see all the damage
all the pain thats held in
if you look in my eyes you can see part of the pain
you can only see a little of the pain from the outside
but if you look in
you will see so much pain
ive been through so much
im scared of relationships
im scared getting close with someone
ive been hurt by so many people
i just dont understand why
the pain lays inside my heart ...
so much that people dont know
when you see me you cant tell all the pain im hiding
but if you saw inside my heart
you will see all the damage
all the pain thats held in
if you look in my eyes you can see part of the pain
you can only see a little of the pain from the outside
but if you look in
you will see so much pain
ive been through so much
im scared of relationships
im scared getting close with someone
ive been hurt by so many people
i just dont understand why
the pain lays inside my heart ...
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Apr 2015 1:05am
1st Apr 2015 1:05am
Do You Know?
People say they understand
But do they really
Do you know what i mean when i say im okay
Do you know what i mean when when i say everything is fine
Do you know what mean when i say there's so much inside of me
Most people dont understand what i really mean
im okay doesnt i mean im really okay
when i say everything is fine its not
when i say there's so much inside of me i mean im hiding alot of pain
But do they really
Do you know what i mean when i say im okay
Do you know what i mean when when i say everything is fine
Do you know what mean when i say there's so much inside of me
Most people dont understand what i really mean
im okay doesnt i mean im really okay
when i say everything is fine its not
when i say there's so much inside of me i mean im hiding alot of pain
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SONG LYRICS
Published
20th Mar 2015 9:12pm
20th Mar 2015 9:12pm
Kinda Emo
People ask me where i see myself from here
To be honest i really dont know
I kinda see myself singing about my pain n a light i will never see
Do i wish i could be someone new
Oh yes i do
Been through so much that i want to go back in time and redo everything
Im kinda Emo cant you tell
I wear my scars inside and out
My body is barely scared
But my heart is dearly broken
Filled with more cuts and bruises then i can count
Coping skills arent enough
I really wish i had a true friend
Someone that sees through the dark
A steady hand is...
To be honest i really dont know
I kinda see myself singing about my pain n a light i will never see
Do i wish i could be someone new
Oh yes i do
Been through so much that i want to go back in time and redo everything
Im kinda Emo cant you tell
I wear my scars inside and out
My body is barely scared
But my heart is dearly broken
Filled with more cuts and bruises then i can count
Coping skills arent enough
I really wish i had a true friend
Someone that sees through the dark
A steady hand is...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Feb 2015 9:08pm
18th Feb 2015 9:08pm
The Innocent
You have innocent eyes
But you feed off fear
You have a gentle touch
But you live to kill
Have you ever thought to think
Of how other people feel
You trick people into trusting you
But you turn around
And stab them in the back
What did they do to you
That you have to commit murder
In-case you don't read a bible
Murder is a Sin
Where do you think you will go
When its time for death
But you feed off fear
You have a gentle touch
But you live to kill
Have you ever thought to think
Of how other people feel
You trick people into trusting you
But you turn around
And stab them in the back
What did they do to you
That you have to commit murder
In-case you don't read a bible
Murder is a Sin
Where do you think you will go
When its time for death
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SONG LYRICS
Published
6th Dec 2014 10:12pm
6th Dec 2014 10:12pm
Let There Be Peace On Earth (Remix)
Let there be peace on earth
and let it began with me
lets stand together
and take each others hands
let there be peace on earth
the peace that was meant to be
theres no need for fighting
No need for war
With God our Creator
Children all are we
Lets walk together
In perfect harmony
Let there be peace on earth
and let it began with me
let this be the moment now
with every step i take
Let it be my solemn vow
to live each moment in peace eternally
let there be peace on earth and let it began with me
let...
and let it began with me
lets stand together
and take each others hands
let there be peace on earth
the peace that was meant to be
theres no need for fighting
No need for war
With God our Creator
Children all are we
Lets walk together
In perfect harmony
Let there be peace on earth
and let it began with me
let this be the moment now
with every step i take
Let it be my solemn vow
to live each moment in peace eternally
let there be peace on earth and let it began with me
let...
707 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Dec 2014 7:16pm
6th Dec 2014 7:16pm
Christmas
I remember when i use to believe in Santa
and would go to the mall to sit on his lap and tell him what i want for Christmas
I remember when I thought the whole point of Christmas was the gifts
Not to celebrate Jesus's birth
Things have changed when i found out what Christmas was really about
I stopped writing forever long Christmas lists to just 5 or so things
I still get my picture taken with Santa because its fun
even though i dont believe in him
Christmas is Different now
But its not a bad thing like i thought it would be
and would go to the mall to sit on his lap and tell him what i want for Christmas
I remember when I thought the whole point of Christmas was the gifts
Not to celebrate Jesus's birth
Things have changed when i found out what Christmas was really about
I stopped writing forever long Christmas lists to just 5 or so things
I still get my picture taken with Santa because its fun
even though i dont believe in him
Christmas is Different now
But its not a bad thing like i thought it would be
788 reads
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SONG LYRICS
Published
5th Dec 2014 10:49pm
5th Dec 2014 10:49pm
Never gonna have a fairy tale
Have you ever had the time
to sit back and think about what you really have
you know
things aren't always as bad as it seems
you just have to think about
all the good things in life
put aside the bad
focus on what really matters
and that's happiness
our life isn't gonna be fairy tale
with a happy ever after
they are just stories to make kids focus on the better things in life
were never gonna have fairy tale
sometimes were gonna be sad
sometimes were gonna have some issues
but we have focus on what makes...
to sit back and think about what you really have
you know
things aren't always as bad as it seems
you just have to think about
all the good things in life
put aside the bad
focus on what really matters
and that's happiness
our life isn't gonna be fairy tale
with a happy ever after
they are just stories to make kids focus on the better things in life
were never gonna have fairy tale
sometimes were gonna be sad
sometimes were gonna have some issues
but we have focus on what makes...
687 reads
4 Comments
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