Submissions by ravibabygirl (babygirlprincess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i been writting poetry since i was fifteen trying to get my poetry in diffrent forums and get feedback
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2020 11:58pm
3rd Oct 2020 11:58pm
venting
I'm going to vent a little about another person
maybe once when I was young and naive their was love
this journey with you has taught me an important lesson
yes I did call you the devil that's just how I see you
in the sense that a person can't give you certain things you were missing
however, soon enough you see their lies
I wanted you to be better to change I was wishing
so many times I said my goodbyes
i never took our daughter away from you
you did that yourself by not being there
I get it you wanted to look cool
did you...
maybe once when I was young and naive their was love
this journey with you has taught me an important lesson
yes I did call you the devil that's just how I see you
in the sense that a person can't give you certain things you were missing
however, soon enough you see their lies
I wanted you to be better to change I was wishing
so many times I said my goodbyes
i never took our daughter away from you
you did that yourself by not being there
I get it you wanted to look cool
did you...
#MovingOn
#ForbiddenLove
#manipulation
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1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2020 3:29am
3rd Oct 2020 3:29am
bigger than us
you were once my best friend you meant everything to me
I'm not going to lie you still do
the little girl in me ask why did you leave
we had something so strong so cool
I wanted to help you put us back together
I couldn't close my heart like you wanted me to
we once made a promise of always and forever
to be honest, how could you be so cruel
now you don't talk to me
we have a bond that holds us together
how can this be
we are parents you can't ignore me forever
despite what I found you that hurt me to my core ...
I'm not going to lie you still do
the little girl in me ask why did you leave
we had something so strong so cool
I wanted to help you put us back together
I couldn't close my heart like you wanted me to
we once made a promise of always and forever
to be honest, how could you be so cruel
now you don't talk to me
we have a bond that holds us together
how can this be
we are parents you can't ignore me forever
despite what I found you that hurt me to my core ...
#BestFriend
#secrets
#friendship
#TimeHeals
#separation
278 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
27th Sep 2020 7:12pm
27th Sep 2020 7:12pm
trouble focusing
this medication I'm taking has some pro and cons
I like that I can get some sleep finally at night
the con is i space out more than normal is that wrong
the pro is i feel calmer
i was trying to make a point in an argument then i went blank
i just couldn't remember what i was saying
its good that i can't fight or get real angry
at night when i take the medicines i see images
i see the dark shadow monsters
i see like spiders webs there black in front of me
at the same time when i go through them they disappear
then i fall fast...
I like that I can get some sleep finally at night
the con is i space out more than normal is that wrong
the pro is i feel calmer
i was trying to make a point in an argument then i went blank
i just couldn't remember what i was saying
its good that i can't fight or get real angry
at night when i take the medicines i see images
i see the dark shadow monsters
i see like spiders webs there black in front of me
at the same time when i go through them they disappear
then i fall fast...
#anxiety
#depression
#LifeStruggles #MentalHealth
#LifeStruggles #MentalHealth
277 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
25th Sep 2020 7:32pm
25th Sep 2020 7:32pm
single life
So I think there are certain things that need to be said
Since I have stopped drinking things have become clear
I know your heart is in the right place
There are things in my past I wish I can erase
When it comes to my love life I'm doing fine
I have no complaints I'm not going to sit here and whine
I know you don't want me to be alone
I don't need a guy to be happy
You might that my kids need a dad
My kids do have a dad
Even though one kid is not his he's known her through her whole life
I know you're in a good place
...
Since I have stopped drinking things have become clear
I know your heart is in the right place
There are things in my past I wish I can erase
When it comes to my love life I'm doing fine
I have no complaints I'm not going to sit here and whine
I know you don't want me to be alone
I don't need a guy to be happy
You might that my kids need a dad
My kids do have a dad
Even though one kid is not his he's known her through her whole life
I know you're in a good place
...
#BestFriend
#relationships
#friendship
313 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Sep 2020 11:22pm
24th Sep 2020 11:22pm
psychosis
i have these images that i see in my mind
wish I could be with my own kind
I search for a fix
something to take the edge off
I see symbols sometimes the head of the devil
I see these deformed heads of different people
I see shadows sometimes I see a blue light
I also space out something I can't control
you can be talking to me
then I go to this space for a bit
it's bad that people can notice it now
as I try to fight these monsters
it feels no one really get it
no one wants to hear about it
they don't...
wish I could be with my own kind
I search for a fix
something to take the edge off
I see symbols sometimes the head of the devil
I see these deformed heads of different people
I see shadows sometimes I see a blue light
I also space out something I can't control
you can be talking to me
then I go to this space for a bit
it's bad that people can notice it now
as I try to fight these monsters
it feels no one really get it
no one wants to hear about it
they don't...
#sadness
#anxiety
#dark
#frustration
#fear
301 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
24th Sep 2020 11:19pm
24th Sep 2020 11:19pm
medication
so i have decided to go back to take medications
my mental health is very important
this is not something I'm ashamed of
now my doctors don't drug me up with pills
I wish we could break the stigma
we are not killers or monsters
we don't need to be restrained
we are caple of doing things like you
we can't just act normal like there is a switch
if there was i wish it could be off
we are not that different
we are just misunderstood
I'm trying to get better
to find some type of peace
to escape this darkness...
my mental health is very important
this is not something I'm ashamed of
now my doctors don't drug me up with pills
I wish we could break the stigma
we are not killers or monsters
we don't need to be restrained
we are caple of doing things like you
we can't just act normal like there is a switch
if there was i wish it could be off
we are not that different
we are just misunderstood
I'm trying to get better
to find some type of peace
to escape this darkness...
#sadness
#anxiety
255 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Sep 2020 3:34am
22nd Sep 2020 3:34am
im not the villian
i guess i was never the villain of your story
for a long time, everyone believed that I was the bad guy
there were people that protected you
without knowing the truth
I think now some people are now seeing you for who you are
I'm just sitting back and watching
I was always looked at as the crazy girl
you played victim
you came up with the sob story
but no one knew the real truth
I had reasons for you not seeing our baby
also you didn't want to see her only when you felt like it
I don't live by your terms or...
for a long time, everyone believed that I was the bad guy
there were people that protected you
without knowing the truth
I think now some people are now seeing you for who you are
I'm just sitting back and watching
I was always looked at as the crazy girl
you played victim
you came up with the sob story
but no one knew the real truth
I had reasons for you not seeing our baby
also you didn't want to see her only when you felt like it
I don't live by your terms or...
#bittersweet
273 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
21st Sep 2020 2:27am
21st Sep 2020 2:27am
my sanity
i have begun to discover that my sanity is more important
my mental health is more important
feeling drained out and overwhelmed
is killing at a slow rate
I am a nice person
but also don't push me
I'm the quiet one they warned you about
I will go off
its just exhausting dealing with everything
I hear I'm sorry but they still do the same thing
now I will say that I am reacting better
I am calmer
I take a deep breath
before I decide to snap
to think about a different approach
while you sit there...
my mental health is more important
feeling drained out and overwhelmed
is killing at a slow rate
I am a nice person
but also don't push me
I'm the quiet one they warned you about
I will go off
its just exhausting dealing with everything
I hear I'm sorry but they still do the same thing
now I will say that I am reacting better
I am calmer
I take a deep breath
before I decide to snap
to think about a different approach
while you sit there...
#anxiety
#frustration
291 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
20th Sep 2020 3:24am
20th Sep 2020 3:24am
i need to step back
i need some time to breathe
i just want to fly away and leave
all that has happened today is overwhelming
it drained me
getting messages after messages
to say this say that to another person
I'm sorry I can't continue this
you two need to talk this out I'm exhausted
I think certain times I can pick on different energy
sometimes it's so draining
i feel anxiety elevated
i don't want to blame my friend
they don't know how I have these triggers
i just need to just take a break
I need some balance ...
i just want to fly away and leave
all that has happened today is overwhelming
it drained me
getting messages after messages
to say this say that to another person
I'm sorry I can't continue this
you two need to talk this out I'm exhausted
I think certain times I can pick on different energy
sometimes it's so draining
i feel anxiety elevated
i don't want to blame my friend
they don't know how I have these triggers
i just need to just take a break
I need some balance ...
#anxiety
#frustration
368 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
19th Sep 2020 11:27pm
19th Sep 2020 11:27pm
overwhelmed
i have discovered certain triggers
i feel so overwhelmed
she's my friend so I just feel this way but I do
I'm going to break soon
I have discovered I could just say no
I have a tendency to not want people upset with me
I know your hurt by this guy but I just want to go
I been a messenger for you two back and forth
I know the raven is a messenger
but this raven is exhausted
I am not mad at you
more mad at the guy for basically hurting you
the thing about ill do what you ask
the thing I hate is getting...
i feel so overwhelmed
she's my friend so I just feel this way but I do
I'm going to break soon
I have discovered I could just say no
I have a tendency to not want people upset with me
I know your hurt by this guy but I just want to go
I been a messenger for you two back and forth
I know the raven is a messenger
but this raven is exhausted
I am not mad at you
more mad at the guy for basically hurting you
the thing about ill do what you ask
the thing I hate is getting...
#anxiety
#frustration
287 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Sep 2020 2:21am
15th Sep 2020 2:21am
are they fake or real
i been trying to get my poetry in different platforms
most of the people that ask me about my poetry are guys
which I don't mind
some people are not so kind
after they hear one poem they want more and more
I have poetry books I wrote through amazon
they don't want to buy the books
they want the poems for free
I don't mind sharing my writings
I think one or two is enough for them to decide what they want
I don't know if the use poetry to get with me
do they actually support me believe in me
I understand not...
most of the people that ask me about my poetry are guys
which I don't mind
some people are not so kind
after they hear one poem they want more and more
I have poetry books I wrote through amazon
they don't want to buy the books
they want the poems for free
I don't mind sharing my writings
I think one or two is enough for them to decide what they want
I don't know if the use poetry to get with me
do they actually support me believe in me
I understand not...
#relationships
#friendship
274 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Sep 2020 6:08pm
14th Sep 2020 6:08pm
abandonment issues
#loneliness
#rejection
#disappointment
#emptiness
#fear
460 reads
3 Comments
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