i need to step back

i need some time to breathe
i just want to fly away and leave
all that has happened today is overwhelming
it drained me

getting messages after messages
to say this say that to another person
I'm sorry I can't continue this
you two need to talk this out I'm exhausted

I think certain times I can pick on different energy
sometimes it's so draining
i feel anxiety elevated
i don't want to blame my friend

they don't know how I have these triggers
i just need to just take a break
I need some balance
some control

I just started on my medications
they should help but it takes time
I'm struggling right now
I just see grey clouds

I have hope I will feel better soon