Submissions by ravibabygirl (babygirlprincess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i been writting poetry since i was fifteen trying to get my poetry in diffrent forums and get feedback
DARK POEM
Published
4th Apr 2021 2:31am
4th Apr 2021 2:31am
no justice
i think this topic should be talked about
im still haunted even if im awake or in my dreams
where you wish you can scream to get out
so please hear me out by all means
any type of sexual abuse is bad
you cant just one day forget it never happened
just because it was only molestation should i be glad
i am saddened
there is something that was token for me over and over again
indifferent situations its like they get their realse
they dont see this wrong that their committing a sin
its like im a cake and they just want a piece...
im still haunted even if im awake or in my dreams
where you wish you can scream to get out
so please hear me out by all means
any type of sexual abuse is bad
you cant just one day forget it never happened
just because it was only molestation should i be glad
i am saddened
there is something that was token for me over and over again
indifferent situations its like they get their realse
they dont see this wrong that their committing a sin
its like im a cake and they just want a piece...
#childhood
#abuse
589 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
29th Mar 2021 1:22am
29th Mar 2021 1:22am
hypersexual
#secrets
#abuse
#suffering
594 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
28th Mar 2021 6:53pm
28th Mar 2021 6:53pm
toxic /made me
the truth always comes out
all along you have used me
now i know what you are all about
the blinders off i can see
now you tell you made me
that you bulit me up
and anger fills me up what did you just say
had enough
i have been used and abused
you caught me when i needed someone
where my world was torn apart this wear you lose
i got up on my own with no help from anyone
what did you help me on
all you did was make me feel pain
if that was your help i dont want it
does that make you feel like...
all along you have used me
now i know what you are all about
the blinders off i can see
now you tell you made me
that you bulit me up
and anger fills me up what did you just say
had enough
i have been used and abused
you caught me when i needed someone
where my world was torn apart this wear you lose
i got up on my own with no help from anyone
what did you help me on
all you did was make me feel pain
if that was your help i dont want it
does that make you feel like...
#betrayal
#manipulation
#deception
317 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Mar 2021 5:44pm
26th Mar 2021 5:44pm
what is perfect
Sometimes i feel like i need to fit in
To be like everyone else to be normal
Sometimes i feel like i am a sin
I believe in the paranormal
When i go into trances i hope they dont notice
I cant control myself well
I am broken
Mentally i feel like im in hell
Sometimes i embrass being strange
I like that im different till i dont
Why would i need to change
I wont
To be like everyone else to be normal
Sometimes i feel like i am a sin
I believe in the paranormal
When i go into trances i hope they dont notice
I cant control myself well
I am broken
Mentally i feel like im in hell
Sometimes i embrass being strange
I like that im different till i dont
Why would i need to change
I wont
#MentalHealth
#misunderstood
#suffering
325 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2021 7:20pm
23rd Mar 2021 7:20pm
medication my ads
My medications are like my kryptonite
When im on them i feel like i need them
The light when i wake up feels so bright
I feel numb
I want to feel numb
I don't want to feel any pain at all
And deal with whatever chaos that will come
Let's see how far i can go till i hit a wall
These are my experiences not everyone gets like this
Medications can help but its not for me
Its really a hit or miss
This is what no one sees
I hold on to my depression but also want to let it go
At times i hate to sleep alone ...
When im on them i feel like i need them
The light when i wake up feels so bright
I feel numb
I want to feel numb
I don't want to feel any pain at all
And deal with whatever chaos that will come
Let's see how far i can go till i hit a wall
These are my experiences not everyone gets like this
Medications can help but its not for me
Its really a hit or miss
This is what no one sees
I hold on to my depression but also want to let it go
At times i hate to sleep alone ...
#anxiety
#depression
#addiction #MentalHealth
#addiction #MentalHealth
338 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
17th Mar 2021 6:15pm
17th Mar 2021 6:15pm
respect my boundaries
boundaries i have never had
i ways always violated in so way
they wait till im vurnable till im sad
i just let it happen its a secret i wont ever say
poetry is my safe place
if it is invaded there will be nowhere that is safe
i just need to go back to my own bubble i need space
you made me feel unsafe
guys look at me and just see my body
they think they could take what they want
i am not your buddy
like they are on a hunt
i am not invation
for you to come abuse me
this is notthing but fustration
just...
i ways always violated in so way
they wait till im vurnable till im sad
i just let it happen its a secret i wont ever say
poetry is my safe place
if it is invaded there will be nowhere that is safe
i just need to go back to my own bubble i need space
you made me feel unsafe
guys look at me and just see my body
they think they could take what they want
i am not your buddy
like they are on a hunt
i am not invation
for you to come abuse me
this is notthing but fustration
just...
#men
#respect
304 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
10th Mar 2021 6:21pm
10th Mar 2021 6:21pm
swollen lip
when my mental health is down
makes me want to drown
no motivation just feel empty
this is not something trendy
i know i have to get things done
i just dont want to today
from my monster inside there is nowhere to run
i tell them i dont want to play
days and day goes by
i put things off and isolate myself
i say im fine but i lie
i tell myself save yourself
i knew i need to throw away my makeup for months
but i kept saying ill do it tomorrow
i knew better
as i stare at my own shadow
i was...
makes me want to drown
no motivation just feel empty
this is not something trendy
i know i have to get things done
i just dont want to today
from my monster inside there is nowhere to run
i tell them i dont want to play
days and day goes by
i put things off and isolate myself
i say im fine but i lie
i tell myself save yourself
i knew i need to throw away my makeup for months
but i kept saying ill do it tomorrow
i knew better
as i stare at my own shadow
i was...
#depression
#MentalHealth
478 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2021 6:06pm
22nd Feb 2021 6:06pm
breathe
when the pressure gets so bad when i feel overwhelmed
i cant even see the road that is up ahead
when i say i just want to be friends but you push to get something more
i feel anxiety coming straight to my core
it starts to feel like i can't breathe there no way left to turn
these are the emotional triggers that i have learned
I'm back in the corner trying to hide like I'm a little girl
this feeling is making me hurl
i need to take my control back that was taken for me
i can't let them pull me to my knees
i need to feel free ...
i cant even see the road that is up ahead
when i say i just want to be friends but you push to get something more
i feel anxiety coming straight to my core
it starts to feel like i can't breathe there no way left to turn
these are the emotional triggers that i have learned
I'm back in the corner trying to hide like I'm a little girl
this feeling is making me hurl
i need to take my control back that was taken for me
i can't let them pull me to my knees
i need to feel free ...
#anxiety
#MentalHealth
#FeelingTrapped #fear
#FeelingTrapped #fear
431 reads
2 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2021 5:45am
22nd Feb 2021 5:45am
where i feel alive
i feel this is my destiny
i had some time to gain some clarity
i want this dream to come alive
i dont want to hide
i want to be the best there ever was
even in our lives now there is a pause
i want to be close to like edgar allen poe
writting makes me feel alive when i feel so low
nothing has never made sense
when i write i dont feel tense
its always been my poetry that sets me free
i never want to leave
maybe one day ill have my dreams turn to reality
i will not give up and flee
i had some time to gain some clarity
i want this dream to come alive
i dont want to hide
i want to be the best there ever was
even in our lives now there is a pause
i want to be close to like edgar allen poe
writting makes me feel alive when i feel so low
nothing has never made sense
when i write i dont feel tense
its always been my poetry that sets me free
i never want to leave
maybe one day ill have my dreams turn to reality
i will not give up and flee
#happiness
#hope
#inspirational
274 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
17th Feb 2021 8:46pm
17th Feb 2021 8:46pm
dominated
i think some people get scared of me
when i want to dominated
i ask myself why im just trying to be free
your just not going to go for it so long you waited
its always the same were gonna make noise
what noise i usually dont make loud sounds
then i hear ill lose control i know your scared i hear the tone in your voice
you want me to do all the work you dont want to go for more rounds
you knew this was a let down
now you dont know how to respond to me
you saw me frown
so i guess i let you be free
maybe you...
when i want to dominated
i ask myself why im just trying to be free
your just not going to go for it so long you waited
its always the same were gonna make noise
what noise i usually dont make loud sounds
then i hear ill lose control i know your scared i hear the tone in your voice
you want me to do all the work you dont want to go for more rounds
you knew this was a let down
now you dont know how to respond to me
you saw me frown
so i guess i let you be free
maybe you...
#lust
#sex
#erotic #temptation
#erotic #temptation
535 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Feb 2021 10:20pm
15th Feb 2021 10:20pm
dont want your fix
i dont want the pills
i dont want therapy
im headed for the hills
i dont want your charity
i dont want to be fixed
it doesnt work for me
i rather suffer on my own
were i am safe at home
i dont care about the questions on your survey
i dont care that you think im insane
i go through this everday
there a chemical inbalance in my brain
so what if im a little crazy
so what if i get lost in my thoughts
these pill has me feeling hazy
i cant be bought
i have other ways to cope
so what if im...
i dont want therapy
im headed for the hills
i dont want your charity
i dont want to be fixed
it doesnt work for me
i rather suffer on my own
were i am safe at home
i dont care about the questions on your survey
i dont care that you think im insane
i go through this everday
there a chemical inbalance in my brain
so what if im a little crazy
so what if i get lost in my thoughts
these pill has me feeling hazy
i cant be bought
i have other ways to cope
so what if im...
#anxiety
#depression
#MentalHealth #misunderstood
#MentalHealth #misunderstood
345 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Feb 2021 2:50am
15th Feb 2021 2:50am
the bad parts
the parts of my disorder
make me question how am i still alive
i need order
why should i continue and strive
i feel off today not in my own my mind
i feel in a trace
the resolution is hard to find
like im lost in space
i cant wait till the coverstations ends
its hard to focus on what they are saying
dont have many friends
i feel like im decaying
this is something i can not control
i cant pick when this happens
it feels like im in a black hole
i need to find the balance
these doctors dont...
make me question how am i still alive
i need order
why should i continue and strive
i feel off today not in my own my mind
i feel in a trace
the resolution is hard to find
like im lost in space
i cant wait till the coverstations ends
its hard to focus on what they are saying
dont have many friends
i feel like im decaying
this is something i can not control
i cant pick when this happens
it feels like im in a black hole
i need to find the balance
these doctors dont...
#anxiety
#depression
#MentalHealth
#misunderstood
#emptiness
285 reads
3 Comments
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