Submissions by poetik_simplicity

Im tired of feeling like this..cant rember the last time i was truly happy..seems as if shit keeps goin sideways no matter how hard i try...i feel like im about to explode...this depression keeps building...the only time i smile is when im too fucking high and drunk to think bout my sad life

This is not how i pictured my life...high outta mind mosta the time, stressing bout  how evrything keeps falling apart...my blood flows thick with pain...my soul empty and cold...mind bursting at the seams with all these thoughts and questions
As i sit here alone in my own space....i ask...

My mind is like a vast deep ocean filled with nothing but a past too complicated to comprehend...each day i get lost in this black darkness tryna find answers nd understanding...i am a troubled soul with no path or light for redirection...my blood flows thick with pain from a heart filled with regret and hate as wel questions of why...eyes dark nd cold nd unable to see any beauty in this black fucking curse called life...heatbeat slow nd close to non existent...i walk on...drowning in my own thots i walk on...leaving everyone and everything else behind for such is life...its the only way to...