Submissions by obsessed
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
13th Jan 2012 3:59pm
13th Jan 2012 3:59pm
farewell
My inspiration gone
Like the sun in the night sky.
For with you I was consumed
Your a Muse of some sorts
The thought of your touch
Releases my every emotion
But this obsession has got to end
Obsession is like stalking your prey
And I want to be a muse, a heroine
Like your hero and your drug.
I will always be crazed
This I must learn to tame
We'll both find what we need in a partner
So I bid you farewell
Take pride in your life
Be happy
Be strong
Break down those walls!
Like the sun in the night sky.
For with you I was consumed
Your a Muse of some sorts
The thought of your touch
Releases my every emotion
But this obsession has got to end
Obsession is like stalking your prey
And I want to be a muse, a heroine
Like your hero and your drug.
I will always be crazed
This I must learn to tame
We'll both find what we need in a partner
So I bid you farewell
Take pride in your life
Be happy
Be strong
Break down those walls!
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th Jan 2012 4:57am
11th Jan 2012 4:57am
failing yet again!
Where have I gone
Have I slipped through your mind
Like the days slip
Through the cracks of time
Am I a memory
A prize to have
Or an annoyance?
Was there ever a thought of me
Unless I was throwing myself at you?
This is where reality sets in
You are to far gone.
I'm not part of your world
I know its not a mutual feeling
I keep saying to myself
Maybe Im due time...
This is my one life
I can't make you love me
But days I wish I could.
You know there is not one thing
I would not do for you
Submissive to your...
Have I slipped through your mind
Like the days slip
Through the cracks of time
Am I a memory
A prize to have
Or an annoyance?
Was there ever a thought of me
Unless I was throwing myself at you?
This is where reality sets in
You are to far gone.
I'm not part of your world
I know its not a mutual feeling
I keep saying to myself
Maybe Im due time...
This is my one life
I can't make you love me
But days I wish I could.
You know there is not one thing
I would not do for you
Submissive to your...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Jan 2012 7:06am
9th Jan 2012 7:06am
choices
3am I wake up
To a kerchief red.
I struggle through my handbag
Confusing all my meds
On the floor I catch a glimpse
Auburn hair all in a mess
After realizing what is going on
I did what I think best.
With swollen hands I struggle
I'm feeling so much pain
I popped those fucking lids off
And dumped it down the drain..
I wash my face
then stare into the mirror
For the first time
Things can't be much clearer.
I'm am sick
But ill be fine
My days will end
When's its time....
Until that day...
To a kerchief red.
I struggle through my handbag
Confusing all my meds
On the floor I catch a glimpse
Auburn hair all in a mess
After realizing what is going on
I did what I think best.
With swollen hands I struggle
I'm feeling so much pain
I popped those fucking lids off
And dumped it down the drain..
I wash my face
then stare into the mirror
For the first time
Things can't be much clearer.
I'm am sick
But ill be fine
My days will end
When's its time....
Until that day...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Jan 2012 6:18am
9th Jan 2012 6:18am
savior
Constantly losing footing
I can feel the earth crumbling
As I draw closer to the edge
Looking around so frantically
Someone please save me,
Save me from myself!
Why can't anyone help me
My screams so wrenching
Yet silent.
Ignore the pain in my eyes
Look right through me
Pull me back
Or my hand while I leap.
I need someone by my side
I'm standing solo
Centered in all humanity.
My beauty inside out
Bypassed everyday.
I need a hero,
A drug of choice
To wipe these salted cheeks.
I'm dying everyday.
This...
I can feel the earth crumbling
As I draw closer to the edge
Looking around so frantically
Someone please save me,
Save me from myself!
Why can't anyone help me
My screams so wrenching
Yet silent.
Ignore the pain in my eyes
Look right through me
Pull me back
Or my hand while I leap.
I need someone by my side
I'm standing solo
Centered in all humanity.
My beauty inside out
Bypassed everyday.
I need a hero,
A drug of choice
To wipe these salted cheeks.
I'm dying everyday.
This...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Jan 2012 3:49am
6th Jan 2012 3:49am
for now
Finally...
Fire is burning out
Being smothered by insecurity
By self doubt
The question "why"
Is the last ember lingering
In this silent night
I can feel the pain
I've been burnt to the bone.
Once healed
A life of complacency
For now
Until he adds fuel
Smothering me
Leaving me burning with desire.
He's an arson on my heart.
A vicious cycle
That I live for
If not my heart
Would grow cold...
Fire is burning out
Being smothered by insecurity
By self doubt
The question "why"
Is the last ember lingering
In this silent night
I can feel the pain
I've been burnt to the bone.
Once healed
A life of complacency
For now
Until he adds fuel
Smothering me
Leaving me burning with desire.
He's an arson on my heart.
A vicious cycle
That I live for
If not my heart
Would grow cold...
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ANGER POEM
Published
4th Jan 2012 6:08pm
4th Jan 2012 6:08pm
scream
I scream inside
I want to tear
Your fucking wall down
How can you live
Your life alone
I'm here My god
For you
A friend
A lover whatever you need
Open up to me
Stop being a recluse
Just know
I love you....
I want to tear
Your fucking wall down
How can you live
Your life alone
I'm here My god
For you
A friend
A lover whatever you need
Open up to me
Stop being a recluse
Just know
I love you....
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jan 2012 3:55am
3rd Jan 2012 3:55am
for him
He says she is out there somewhere
For his sake I must agree
So if your out there somewhere
I hope your just like me.
I hope you hold him tight
Give him all your love
Treat him so kindly
To me he's a blessing from above
I love him more than life itself
Please touch his heart dearly
He's my kindred spirit
Not meant to be so clearly
He is so amazing
A different kind of man
You are more than lucky to
Be part of his plan!
So when you find him
I hope you enjoy the bliss
While I am happy for him...
For his sake I must agree
So if your out there somewhere
I hope your just like me.
I hope you hold him tight
Give him all your love
Treat him so kindly
To me he's a blessing from above
I love him more than life itself
Please touch his heart dearly
He's my kindred spirit
Not meant to be so clearly
He is so amazing
A different kind of man
You are more than lucky to
Be part of his plan!
So when you find him
I hope you enjoy the bliss
While I am happy for him...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2012 6:29pm
2nd Jan 2012 6:29pm
messy venting
How could I expect you to feel for me
I am a shadow from afar
You've made it clear I'm meaningless
You can't even love yourself
So strong willed and broken
I'm living in denial
I did nothing to deserve this life
I hate being alone
I don't need a knight in shining armor
Just someone to save my life
I feel like I'm drowning
There feet are on my head
Where are you when I need you?
Always nowhere to be found!
I can't put one thought together
My mind is gone forever
I am a shadow from afar
You've made it clear I'm meaningless
You can't even love yourself
So strong willed and broken
I'm living in denial
I did nothing to deserve this life
I hate being alone
I don't need a knight in shining armor
Just someone to save my life
I feel like I'm drowning
There feet are on my head
Where are you when I need you?
Always nowhere to be found!
I can't put one thought together
My mind is gone forever
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2012 5:13am
2nd Jan 2012 5:13am
no sleep
Night after night
I do not slumber.
Television
Toddlers thirsty
Baby crying,
My mind conspiring
How did I get here
Is this right
Husband snoring
This is not my life
Dishes are dirty
Lunches need packed
When's it my turn
To get cut some slack?
I laid here another hour
Time flew by
Now its time to shower......
I do not slumber.
Television
Toddlers thirsty
Baby crying,
My mind conspiring
How did I get here
Is this right
Husband snoring
This is not my life
Dishes are dirty
Lunches need packed
When's it my turn
To get cut some slack?
I laid here another hour
Time flew by
Now its time to shower......
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2012 4:17am
2nd Jan 2012 4:17am
me?
Who am I?
A girl with an uncommon name
A doormat, slave, and a maid.
Who am I ?
Someone confused by normalcy
A fake smile for the world to see.
Who am I?
A mother of 3 and loving wife
Struggling, fighting, for her own life.
Diseased. Disturbed. Misunderstood. Liar. Lover. Up to no good.
Hateful. Spiteful. Crazy. Beautiful yet ugly. Miserable. Defected.
Vulgar. Vain. Giving in to all my pain.
ALONE....
A girl with an uncommon name
A doormat, slave, and a maid.
Who am I ?
Someone confused by normalcy
A fake smile for the world to see.
Who am I?
A mother of 3 and loving wife
Struggling, fighting, for her own life.
Diseased. Disturbed. Misunderstood. Liar. Lover. Up to no good.
Hateful. Spiteful. Crazy. Beautiful yet ugly. Miserable. Defected.
Vulgar. Vain. Giving in to all my pain.
ALONE....
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Dec 2011 7:13pm
30th Dec 2011 7:13pm
mushroomh
Oct. 31 at the agora
First sign of devigne intervention
In the pit so violent and rugged
Is what first grabbed my attention
Fists of fury
Elbows of rage
Blew my evil
Out of its cage
My obsession for you
Got out of hand
All the dreams and thoughts
Yet betrothed to another man
Self satisfaction Set on fire
No longer my other Did I desire
I can't have a man so nice and polite
I just want man to fuck and to fight
First sign of devigne intervention
In the pit so violent and rugged
Is what first grabbed my attention
Fists of fury
Elbows of rage
Blew my evil
Out of its cage
My obsession for you
Got out of hand
All the dreams and thoughts
Yet betrothed to another man
Self satisfaction Set on fire
No longer my other Did I desire
I can't have a man so nice and polite
I just want man to fuck and to fight
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Dec 2011 5:09pm
30th Dec 2011 5:09pm
early obsession
Heart beat
Palpitating...
Skin crawling
There is a serpent in my veins
My body quivering
With a phantom affection..
To hear the word "suffer"
Rings visions of your rigged
Painted body, matching
The look in your eyes
Your a disease leeching
In my bones
In my brain
An unnatural obsession
Palpitating...
Skin crawling
There is a serpent in my veins
My body quivering
With a phantom affection..
To hear the word "suffer"
Rings visions of your rigged
Painted body, matching
The look in your eyes
Your a disease leeching
In my bones
In my brain
An unnatural obsession
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