Submissions by mkelly
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi...poetry it's my heart and soul...it only the place where people can really hear me... And it's also where i can finally hear myself...
Rain Dance, Memories and Wine
I guess you could say tonight was one of those nights...
Thinking positivity, smiles, laughter...everything that has ever made me happy...
Until I finally let it all slowly cave in...I let it all cave in soo deep that i think my own despair swallowed me...
Today I heard my favorite tune the rain dance...I sat in the middle of the room, layed looking at the ceiling while the rain took advantage of my feelings...
I laughed because I thought of the good times with friends and family being young , wild and free laughing about when we all become adults, life was going to be a...
Thinking positivity, smiles, laughter...everything that has ever made me happy...
Until I finally let it all slowly cave in...I let it all cave in soo deep that i think my own despair swallowed me...
Today I heard my favorite tune the rain dance...I sat in the middle of the room, layed looking at the ceiling while the rain took advantage of my feelings...
I laughed because I thought of the good times with friends and family being young , wild and free laughing about when we all become adults, life was going to be a...
#happiness
#regret
#grief
#heartbroken
#despair
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He/She said " Tell me you love me, show me your feelings"
I don't want to say im running from what haunts me into being afraid to be in love with you...
I want to say..."I'm sorry"
I want to say, "opening up my heart to you...it restaints me to do so. Never really knew how to tell anyone how i felt or how i am feeling".
"It's always been within, show your feelings...they laugh, show your feelings... your too emotional, show your feeling he/she is not going to care".
"I always remained silent, sit back listen, be for other people, then reamin back to being invisible".
I say" it's ok". My friends say "it wierd, I look, shrug...
I want to say..."I'm sorry"
I want to say, "opening up my heart to you...it restaints me to do so. Never really knew how to tell anyone how i felt or how i am feeling".
"It's always been within, show your feelings...they laugh, show your feelings... your too emotional, show your feeling he/she is not going to care".
"I always remained silent, sit back listen, be for other people, then reamin back to being invisible".
I say" it's ok". My friends say "it wierd, I look, shrug...
#hope
#forgiveness
#shame
#confusion
#disappointment
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His twist of love for me
I stood there, vulnerable, stupid, naive, yelling I HATE YOU!!!, I HATE YOU!!!!...WHY DO THIS!!!!, as im screaming at you i can just feel the pain of my heartbreak, the pain is soo realistic that I'm running out of breathe to even yell at you anymore cry tears of anger, blurring my sight of something i hope to be unrealistic but as hardly known as the truth of what his love for me had finally came to its truth...
WHY!?,... Why did you waste my time, why lie to a heart so fragile and easily broken, gave you my whole heart and you stomped on it, and threw it in the fire where you took...
WHY!?,... Why did you waste my time, why lie to a heart so fragile and easily broken, gave you my whole heart and you stomped on it, and threw it in the fire where you took...
#sadness
#anger
#regret #heartbroken
#regret #heartbroken
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Thought's...Now Disturb
Hahaha...I hope your happy...I hope your satisfied...I...I wish you well...I...I can't hate you for any longer...you officially broke me...shattered me...I'm wounded...there's no point in cleaning up the blood...just let me be...leave me here to bleed and trying to "save" me you can't because your like poision to my veins...tell me...what did i do?...just why hurt a soul that was already weak? I let my guard down, told you my thoughts and secrets and for once I thought I could be safe, to show you my vulnerability...but hehe...you trapped me...you cornered me...you just destroyed...
#anger
#hate
#dark #heartbroken
#dark #heartbroken
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Reality of You in my Dream
I see you...standing right in front of me...looking at me so sweetly with those sparkling brown eyes and that handsome smile...your hands feel soo soft and strong as you place my face in them...i look at you with emotion...nervousness...excitement and other feelings that i cant describe. Then i start to cry...mainly cry like the baby you know i am. I cry because i never dreamt of us finally being together...finally getting to see us in real life instead of through electronics...the real is better than the computer screen. When you touched me i thought i was still dreaming...but then i felt...
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Emotion v. Dominating Passion
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distance of love
Love creates a stronger bond to be far away from the person you love...
When we talk...I feel calm, I feel as if I am right in front of you enjoying what you see and enjoying the blue waters of peace...I feel as if I am with you enjoying every exciting moment of your life... No matter how far...across the seas or how high in the sky, I still feel as if I am there with you...
At nights when we talk I wish your body was here with me in my bed and holding me close to your chest and making me feel safe in your arms...making all my pain of today and yesterday go away and making tomorrow...
When we talk...I feel calm, I feel as if I am right in front of you enjoying what you see and enjoying the blue waters of peace...I feel as if I am with you enjoying every exciting moment of your life... No matter how far...across the seas or how high in the sky, I still feel as if I am there with you...
At nights when we talk I wish your body was here with me in my bed and holding me close to your chest and making me feel safe in your arms...making all my pain of today and yesterday go away and making tomorrow...
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R.I.P
I stood before death...had to bury a human that was once living and now in the hands of death...she told me that she saw this coming once... People standing around grieving...even people that she didn't know grieving over her corpes...as she told me this I looked deep into her eyes and mainly thats all I saw was her not fear of death but her time of waiting for death to take her...she told me that oneday I'll have to go through the same thing but she said would I be ready to let go?, I stopped to think would I be ready to grab the cold hands of death or would I just jump back and try to doged...
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glass box trilogy
well here i am left in the corner...where i was left the last time, but then i had a choice and now...i guess all i can do is wait...but what am i waiting for, i know in the last i said freedom, but now...i feel that i am waiting for something more greater than the freedom i yearn for...could i be waiting to be taken to the higher place, could i be waiting for the time when the darkness will make a pathway for me out, or what is it? something has me blocked, something has me trapped, but right now all i can do is sit in the corner and wait,just maybe i'm waiting for someone to say the word,...
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6 am child
I wake up, and look at my wall, there it is just a blank space staring back at me and as I wonder what am I going to do at this time, so I get up, go to the bathroom and look at myself, I look weak as if I have been using my strength for something, I look tired for if I was waiting for someone to come and save me, I finally look into my eyes and I don't see anything...anymore, but I do see tears start to fall out of my eyes, as for if I was in morning at a funeral, then I wipe my eyes and went out to the living room, and I see something, a figure of a human peaking through the blinds, and it...
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glass box 2
here I am again trapped in my glass box, but this time when I was put back in it, there were pills on one side, and a blade on the other...I looked at both as the painful memories started to roll in, but what was sick was, how they both were a temptation...the first sleeping pills...hoping to feel them in my mouth as I swallow down my death of not waking up ever again...of hoping to be in another world where I wont be trapped anymore in this prison...that my masters make me call home, the home where people cant hear or see me, where they just treat me like I never even existed...next up the...
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dreams/reality?
a dream
I woke up and saw you there, it was like all of the pressures were lifted off of my shoulders, like I was floating on air, then you got me up and took me to the balcony and asked "what do you see"? and I said" I see the ocean, and something beyond in the distance, I took my hand to reach out for it, but you took my hand and put it in yours and said" this is how it always should be, I looked down and started to cry, but then I looked up and saw that you started to disappear, then I looked all around and saw everything disappearing, I reached out for you as you...
I woke up and saw you there, it was like all of the pressures were lifted off of my shoulders, like I was floating on air, then you got me up and took me to the balcony and asked "what do you see"? and I said" I see the ocean, and something beyond in the distance, I took my hand to reach out for it, but you took my hand and put it in yours and said" this is how it always should be, I looked down and started to cry, but then I looked up and saw that you started to disappear, then I looked all around and saw everything disappearing, I reached out for you as you...
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