Thought's...Now Disturb

Hahaha...I hope your happy...I hope your satisfied...I...I wish you well...I...I can't hate you for any longer...you officially broke me...shattered me...I'm wounded...there's no point in cleaning up the blood...just let me be...leave me here to bleed and trying to "save" me you can't because your like poision to my veins...tell me...what did i do?...just why hurt a soul that was already weak? I let my guard down, told you my thoughts and secrets and for once I thought I could be safe, to show you my vulnerability...but hehe...you trapped me...you cornered me...you just destroyed me...haha...yes i feel humiliated...but lesson learned...learning its just better to be closed off...learning that trusting in another, it just become harder for me...right now my flames that were once lowered are now arisen but darkness that had a calm is now stirred and my love that i proved, strived and showed to you it's no more...it's dangerous, veil and now disturbed. But I can't blame you. I blame myself...but for now i leave with silence and stay hidden until I can finally find the strength to calm all my demons.