Submissions by lostsoul9712
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
18th Oct 2016 4:38pm
18th Oct 2016 4:38pm
No Love
When born we all look for a mother to look up to
When growing up we look for a mother or father to love us..
When alive we just want to feel like we matter to the world
She seen the light of day change to night
She seen more blood that you can count on a knife
She wanted to be loved maybe accepted
But each time she walked out the house or stayed to herself.. Family looked better
Just a smile to disguise the pain
They pushed all her hurt down a drain
She searched for a mothers love, couldnt wait to say the words mom
...
When growing up we look for a mother or father to love us..
When alive we just want to feel like we matter to the world
She seen the light of day change to night
She seen more blood that you can count on a knife
She wanted to be loved maybe accepted
But each time she walked out the house or stayed to herself.. Family looked better
Just a smile to disguise the pain
They pushed all her hurt down a drain
She searched for a mothers love, couldnt wait to say the words mom
...
692 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th Mar 2016 10:59pm
5th Mar 2016 10:59pm
Another Loss
Inner pain...
It wont go away
Fallen Angel
Devils cry
It wont let go..
yanno?
This sadness within stays with a price
Either live with it or.. eventually die
You begin to wonder how much more you can take
Whether its goofing around, or smiling to ignore the pain
It never fully leaves.. only lingers
Whether its today, tomorrow, next week. someone points the finger
Lost soul...
No control
Lost soul
Heart of cold
They say It hurts less if you pretend you don't have a heart
Its all...
It wont go away
Fallen Angel
Devils cry
It wont let go..
yanno?
This sadness within stays with a price
Either live with it or.. eventually die
You begin to wonder how much more you can take
Whether its goofing around, or smiling to ignore the pain
It never fully leaves.. only lingers
Whether its today, tomorrow, next week. someone points the finger
Lost soul...
No control
Lost soul
Heart of cold
They say It hurts less if you pretend you don't have a heart
Its all...
646 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Nov 2015 6:36pm
25th Nov 2015 6:36pm
Lost of words
Its this brutal pain.. Each breath you take feels as if someone's stabbing knives into your chest..
A smile to disguise the pain and a laugh to cover up the seeping blood.. They'll never figure it out.
A thousand needles, a million lies but a girl who continues to smile
A helpless scream that won't escape, another night to pray for that date.
Why does it hurt so much to feel.. She just wishes this is a nightmare and isn't real.
Someone wake her up.. Please it hurts way to much, but then again no one gives a fuck.
As long as she wears a...
A smile to disguise the pain and a laugh to cover up the seeping blood.. They'll never figure it out.
A thousand needles, a million lies but a girl who continues to smile
A helpless scream that won't escape, another night to pray for that date.
Why does it hurt so much to feel.. She just wishes this is a nightmare and isn't real.
Someone wake her up.. Please it hurts way to much, but then again no one gives a fuck.
As long as she wears a...
683 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
27th Sep 2015 7:49am
27th Sep 2015 7:49am
Can you imagine?
Imagine a dark cave, nothing in sight
Its so empty.. there's not even a light..
Now imagine a girl who's broken on the floor
There's blood splattered everywhere... even on the door
Imagine a type of darkness deep within
Where the monsters, demons and razors are your only friends
Its a world where the depress people know
But a smile that continues to show
Imagine a shattered girl with a razor in her hand
She's cut so many times she could barely stand
Arms, thighs and legs shooting out blood
She threw her head...
Its so empty.. there's not even a light..
Now imagine a girl who's broken on the floor
There's blood splattered everywhere... even on the door
Imagine a type of darkness deep within
Where the monsters, demons and razors are your only friends
Its a world where the depress people know
But a smile that continues to show
Imagine a shattered girl with a razor in her hand
She's cut so many times she could barely stand
Arms, thighs and legs shooting out blood
She threw her head...
766 reads
6 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
12th Sep 2015 2:05am
12th Sep 2015 2:05am
Another letter to you..
Daddy..?
I'm sorry..
I don't know what I did for you to leave.. but please forgive me, ill change. I promise but.. just turn around!! Please...
*6 years old
I woke up without you there dad... I was looking all over wondering.. hoping that you would be home soon. My favorite part of the night was to sit on your lap and be close to you.. Did I say something for you to storm out like that? Oh well.. ill wait until later when you return home.
*9 years old
I had a dream about you daddy.. it was that you came to me and said that you loved me.. you apologized...
I'm sorry..
I don't know what I did for you to leave.. but please forgive me, ill change. I promise but.. just turn around!! Please...
*6 years old
I woke up without you there dad... I was looking all over wondering.. hoping that you would be home soon. My favorite part of the night was to sit on your lap and be close to you.. Did I say something for you to storm out like that? Oh well.. ill wait until later when you return home.
*9 years old
I had a dream about you daddy.. it was that you came to me and said that you loved me.. you apologized...
834 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
12th Sep 2015 1:39am
12th Sep 2015 1:39am
Wild Emotions
Its a dark world..
No light
Not a sound, besides the screams
Empty room, empty chest
All that hard work has gone to waste
Just a shattered girl who's a waste of space.
Why was she ever born,
Her entire life all she's felt was pain, guilt, and was torn
Have you ever felt like there was nothing else you could do but crawl into a helpless ball?
Laid there all alone, realizing that truthfully.. you have no one to call
Do you know what its like to want to die so damn bad but have to wake up the next day?
You've done your all...
No light
Not a sound, besides the screams
Empty room, empty chest
All that hard work has gone to waste
Just a shattered girl who's a waste of space.
Why was she ever born,
Her entire life all she's felt was pain, guilt, and was torn
Have you ever felt like there was nothing else you could do but crawl into a helpless ball?
Laid there all alone, realizing that truthfully.. you have no one to call
Do you know what its like to want to die so damn bad but have to wake up the next day?
You've done your all...
792 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Sep 2015 7:13am
6th Sep 2015 7:13am
Survivor...
He has control
Its over now
Its never gonna end
Wait.. He's coming...
Help!
Another smack to the face
The words he shouted "Useless disgrace"
A hard punch to the gut
She wants it to end but her eyes won't shut..
Tired of being thrown to the ground
He doesn't care.. So he puts his hand over her mouth so she won't make a sound
Grabs her by the throat and throws her to the bed
Clenches his teeth with rage "it would be better off if you were dead!"
How could you...
Its over now
Its never gonna end
Wait.. He's coming...
Help!
Another smack to the face
The words he shouted "Useless disgrace"
A hard punch to the gut
She wants it to end but her eyes won't shut..
Tired of being thrown to the ground
He doesn't care.. So he puts his hand over her mouth so she won't make a sound
Grabs her by the throat and throws her to the bed
Clenches his teeth with rage "it would be better off if you were dead!"
How could you...
664 reads
2 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
20th Aug 2015 10:16pm
20th Aug 2015 10:16pm
Lost In Time
Another world turned to black
Another girl who can't go back
Another soul that was stolen so fast
Another girl who couldn't handle life, she's lost everything.. Even her dad
Another scream that was silent, but meant to be loud
Another stone planted into the ground
A different smile
But the same face
& a girl who can't stand this place
She stands above and watches as they bury the remains
Of a shattered 17 year old girl that was never be the same
Didn't take long to realize that her funeral was in her...
Another girl who can't go back
Another soul that was stolen so fast
Another girl who couldn't handle life, she's lost everything.. Even her dad
Another scream that was silent, but meant to be loud
Another stone planted into the ground
A different smile
But the same face
& a girl who can't stand this place
She stands above and watches as they bury the remains
Of a shattered 17 year old girl that was never be the same
Didn't take long to realize that her funeral was in her...
760 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
10th Aug 2015 10:45pm
10th Aug 2015 10:45pm
Darkness
There it is… that sharp pain…
Nothing will ever be the same
Legs weak, heart breaks
If you smile they will never know its fake
Chest empty, world burned to the ground
Lost girl who will never be found
Darkness consumes and loneliness follows
She grabs two bottles of pills and gets ready to swallow
Thoughts race the monsters scream
"Go ahead take it.. Its time to leave"
She slides against the wall and sits on the cold floor
She's not only broken but she's also torn
Hands on her face she begins to cry
She's...
Nothing will ever be the same
Legs weak, heart breaks
If you smile they will never know its fake
Chest empty, world burned to the ground
Lost girl who will never be found
Darkness consumes and loneliness follows
She grabs two bottles of pills and gets ready to swallow
Thoughts race the monsters scream
"Go ahead take it.. Its time to leave"
She slides against the wall and sits on the cold floor
She's not only broken but she's also torn
Hands on her face she begins to cry
She's...
710 reads
3 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
7th Aug 2015 2:02am
7th Aug 2015 2:02am
Dear Dad
Dear dad..
I cant find the right the right words to say
I cant explain how you slayed my heart many ways
How could you leave without looking back
You left me in a world with no light its all black
You know nothing bout me or what I've been through
You also don't know that your apart of my depression to
You once said smile so the pain will go away
You fucking bastard why didn't you stay?!
Was is that easy to walk away?!
Did I tell you I have a close friend? His names the blade
I've never talked about you to...
I cant find the right the right words to say
I cant explain how you slayed my heart many ways
How could you leave without looking back
You left me in a world with no light its all black
You know nothing bout me or what I've been through
You also don't know that your apart of my depression to
You once said smile so the pain will go away
You fucking bastard why didn't you stay?!
Was is that easy to walk away?!
Did I tell you I have a close friend? His names the blade
I've never talked about you to...
874 reads
2 Comments
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