Submissions by kourtnissixxx
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Begone My Unfaithful Maiden
bring me my bloody bride
so i can feast upon her suicide
when pain and fear keep me alive
her crimson wine shall make me thrive
beauty and lust have sealed her fate
gruesome showers made her my mate
until she refuses to annihilate
her pity eyes have fueled my hate
a fucking maggot nothing more
crawling through my veins
drenching red all over the floor
always draining from my core
a parasitic love, a reflective fate
alas my dear your death is near
into your eyes i see no fear
shadows slither...
so i can feast upon her suicide
when pain and fear keep me alive
her crimson wine shall make me thrive
beauty and lust have sealed her fate
gruesome showers made her my mate
until she refuses to annihilate
her pity eyes have fueled my hate
a fucking maggot nothing more
crawling through my veins
drenching red all over the floor
always draining from my core
a parasitic love, a reflective fate
alas my dear your death is near
into your eyes i see no fear
shadows slither...
913 reads
5 Comments
Reminders
I've lost my way in a life of untold letdowns.
Spite,
Love,
Lust ,
Loathe
Feelings that mean absolutely nothing now,
but then, what does anymore?
Suicide,
Fear,
Destruction,
Self mutilation,
All words of freedom from the normality's of life.
All the adrenaline junkies favorite hobbies.
Time,
Existence,
Humanity,
It all means absolutely nothing now.
Companionship,
a best friend,
a lover
Nothing but slicing blades of past pain, regret.
You stray away from happy moments...
Spite,
Love,
Lust ,
Loathe
Feelings that mean absolutely nothing now,
but then, what does anymore?
Suicide,
Fear,
Destruction,
Self mutilation,
All words of freedom from the normality's of life.
All the adrenaline junkies favorite hobbies.
Time,
Existence,
Humanity,
It all means absolutely nothing now.
Companionship,
a best friend,
a lover
Nothing but slicing blades of past pain, regret.
You stray away from happy moments...
907 reads
5 Comments
Lonesome no-more
Lonely darkness sinking in
cause all i do is live in sin
Smothered chaos sent to unfold
i see white right there in bold
Embracing lightly, seeing blindly
i seem to know this presence fondly
I thought i'd save me from myself
but it seems i needed help
Destroy yourself, a life unneeded
Always seeming defeated
Love me, like me for who i am
please don't wish on eternal damn
Laugh and cuddle hold me tight
shield me from this endless night
No more webs of deceit
kiss me, hold me like under the sheet
I've...
cause all i do is live in sin
Smothered chaos sent to unfold
i see white right there in bold
Embracing lightly, seeing blindly
i seem to know this presence fondly
I thought i'd save me from myself
but it seems i needed help
Destroy yourself, a life unneeded
Always seeming defeated
Love me, like me for who i am
please don't wish on eternal damn
Laugh and cuddle hold me tight
shield me from this endless night
No more webs of deceit
kiss me, hold me like under the sheet
I've...
802 reads
3 Comments
Silent
You no the people who sit in silence?
They tend to be the ones who turn to violence
I myself am one of those the temper-minded, who knows
Maybe one day i'll inflict some pain
find some dictator to inconsequentially frame
I mean, why should i take all the blame?
Staggeringly aggressive thoughts
i tend to stay in my minds own plots
At least i know i'll never be caught
Sometimes i daydream of your slaughter
The beauty of it would be the martyr
That should satisfy some of the pain that is my desire
Some might say i'm sightly...
They tend to be the ones who turn to violence
I myself am one of those the temper-minded, who knows
Maybe one day i'll inflict some pain
find some dictator to inconsequentially frame
I mean, why should i take all the blame?
Staggeringly aggressive thoughts
i tend to stay in my minds own plots
At least i know i'll never be caught
Sometimes i daydream of your slaughter
The beauty of it would be the martyr
That should satisfy some of the pain that is my desire
Some might say i'm sightly...
928 reads
6 Comments
Black
you know they say my heart is black.
it twists, and turns, and burns in fact.
but how i got this way i shall not tell,
the things i've done will always point its way to hell.
they call me goth, they call me freak.
its always a pleasure to hear them shriek.
alone and isolated i hear the crys,
for the burning of my lies.
they point, and laugh, and fill with hate,
until my desire makes me faint.
incarcerated maggots burn and i shall never mourn.
tis why they call me a soulless wench,
though they've been known to call...
it twists, and turns, and burns in fact.
but how i got this way i shall not tell,
the things i've done will always point its way to hell.
they call me goth, they call me freak.
its always a pleasure to hear them shriek.
alone and isolated i hear the crys,
for the burning of my lies.
they point, and laugh, and fill with hate,
until my desire makes me faint.
incarcerated maggots burn and i shall never mourn.
tis why they call me a soulless wench,
though they've been known to call...
967 reads
7 Comments
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