Submissions by kourtnissixxx
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
19th Feb 2012 5:04am
19th Feb 2012 5:04am
Im Scared, Im Angry, but Mostly Im Sick
I fucking hate it
Its not fair..
I was finally starting to succede
Getting all my shit together
I told her I didn't want to go..
I was feeling better after all
Its not like she ever cared before
He said something
He should have kept his filthy mouth shut
But she can't ignore him... but me..
I hope she's fucking satisfied
I already don't have a home
And now I'm fucked
Its over
Kill me
...
Its not fair..
I was finally starting to succede
Getting all my shit together
I told her I didn't want to go..
I was feeling better after all
Its not like she ever cared before
He said something
He should have kept his filthy mouth shut
But she can't ignore him... but me..
I hope she's fucking satisfied
I already don't have a home
And now I'm fucked
Its over
Kill me
...
889 reads
7 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
19th Feb 2012 3:32am
19th Feb 2012 3:32am
Sealing Fate (Blair Witch comp)
I've heard legened of a witch stealing souls
With magic as black as unburned coals
And hair as long as virgin mary
Living death as a tainted fairy
I've traveled deep inside her forest
Where no one enters- not even tourest
To find a truth finally revealed
And have this fear become instiled
I've dabbeled in the dark arts myself
The horrors I found- it went back on the shelf
So this mistress of evil- I must understand
If the rumurs are true that she rules upon this land
Darkness has fallen on this unforgetable night ...
With magic as black as unburned coals
And hair as long as virgin mary
Living death as a tainted fairy
I've traveled deep inside her forest
Where no one enters- not even tourest
To find a truth finally revealed
And have this fear become instiled
I've dabbeled in the dark arts myself
The horrors I found- it went back on the shelf
So this mistress of evil- I must understand
If the rumurs are true that she rules upon this land
Darkness has fallen on this unforgetable night ...
743 reads
5 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
18th Feb 2012 1:30pm
18th Feb 2012 1:30pm
demon voices
A simple shadows devilish grin
The walts of deaths inviting sin
Enfusing me with tainted eyes
Tortured chaos shows me needs
With demon hearts that always feed
Convincing me of all the lies
Spitting acid blasphomy
Guiding peasents just for me
I feast on morbid crys
Vibrant showers of crimson tears
I still hate myself after all these years
The sacrifice isent all that dies
Tempting me as ecstasy
Blinding me so I cannot see
All the hatred that we buy
Thrusting maddness reason hides
Encouraging me to simply...
The walts of deaths inviting sin
Enfusing me with tainted eyes
Tortured chaos shows me needs
With demon hearts that always feed
Convincing me of all the lies
Spitting acid blasphomy
Guiding peasents just for me
I feast on morbid crys
Vibrant showers of crimson tears
I still hate myself after all these years
The sacrifice isent all that dies
Tempting me as ecstasy
Blinding me so I cannot see
All the hatred that we buy
Thrusting maddness reason hides
Encouraging me to simply...
1034 reads
11 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Feb 2012 12:11pm
18th Feb 2012 12:11pm
curiosity (erotic poem comp)
1574 reads
8 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
18th Feb 2012 00:34am
18th Feb 2012 00:34am
wearing black in texas
Judging minds and obvious stares
Pretending that I do not care
Just because I'm wearing black
Doesent make me bad in fact
It just means I have more to say
Beyond the standards of what's popular today
I don't give a shit about the trends
If you have a problem your not really my friend
Why does there always have to be sommething wrong
Just because we listen to different songs
Stop labeling me with emo or gothic
You wouldn't want to be catagorized so stop it
Just because you don't understand
Doesent mean I need your hand
I'm...
Pretending that I do not care
Just because I'm wearing black
Doesent make me bad in fact
It just means I have more to say
Beyond the standards of what's popular today
I don't give a shit about the trends
If you have a problem your not really my friend
Why does there always have to be sommething wrong
Just because we listen to different songs
Stop labeling me with emo or gothic
You wouldn't want to be catagorized so stop it
Just because you don't understand
Doesent mean I need your hand
I'm...
870 reads
11 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
18th Feb 2012 00:20am
18th Feb 2012 00:20am
a flys doom (in collabration with starstruck 13)
Spiders scuttle hidden within their silver web.
The spider's touch, how exquisitely fine.
Feels at thread, and lives along the line.
Inviting a flying fly to come in her circle,
A silver loom for his doom.
Only the spider will hear his screams of dying.
As the fly draws his last breath, within the silverloom.
Desperate crys of ignored grace,
To feast upon ones agony,
Too pluck your wings out one by one,
And thrive among your strife's.
Thine spider web is made of blood,
Woven by fear of prey.
So the spiders dance of crimson...
The spider's touch, how exquisitely fine.
Feels at thread, and lives along the line.
Inviting a flying fly to come in her circle,
A silver loom for his doom.
Only the spider will hear his screams of dying.
As the fly draws his last breath, within the silverloom.
Desperate crys of ignored grace,
To feast upon ones agony,
Too pluck your wings out one by one,
And thrive among your strife's.
Thine spider web is made of blood,
Woven by fear of prey.
So the spiders dance of crimson...
793 reads
6 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
14th Feb 2012 9:21pm
14th Feb 2012 9:21pm
suicidal dosage
She sits on the floor of the shower
And watches as it all washes away
She's to sick to take off her clothes
What would be the point of that anyway?
She shattered the bathroom mirror
To aviod the whore, the filthy bitch
Lathering soap all over
Scrubbing herself raw to hide the stench
Wanting to burn her slimy dress
Remebering it took to long
She needs to take off yesterdays make-up
And throw out all her bongs
Hateing that she's addicted
But loving it when she's high
So she takes it all at once
And lies in the water...
And watches as it all washes away
She's to sick to take off her clothes
What would be the point of that anyway?
She shattered the bathroom mirror
To aviod the whore, the filthy bitch
Lathering soap all over
Scrubbing herself raw to hide the stench
Wanting to burn her slimy dress
Remebering it took to long
She needs to take off yesterdays make-up
And throw out all her bongs
Hateing that she's addicted
But loving it when she's high
So she takes it all at once
And lies in the water...
991 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2012 5:33pm
23rd Jan 2012 5:33pm
O! Such Desire
O! such temptrest ways of memories
Rotting chains upon my love
For once thou brought me to my knees
But now im caged- A wingless dove
Whisper affection through these trees
Ah! shadowed ghost- Fill me with tormented lies
Hold me captive and never free
What art thou demanding?(Forgetting thou hast died)
O! such lust radiates from thoust grave
Pristine white skin peeks under thy dress
Alas my soul i will not save
My love, my lady i must confess
That i seek passion unto dreamy dead
A vault once mine- Now severed lock
This death, this...
Rotting chains upon my love
For once thou brought me to my knees
But now im caged- A wingless dove
Whisper affection through these trees
Ah! shadowed ghost- Fill me with tormented lies
Hold me captive and never free
What art thou demanding?(Forgetting thou hast died)
O! such lust radiates from thoust grave
Pristine white skin peeks under thy dress
Alas my soul i will not save
My love, my lady i must confess
That i seek passion unto dreamy dead
A vault once mine- Now severed lock
This death, this...
982 reads
8 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2012 5:15pm
23rd Jan 2012 5:15pm
Autopsy
With bloody holes
And souls of coal
Ill beat you till your sick
You trust in me
But your debree
This illness i have picked
My horror show
Is run by blow
And maddness sinking in
Agony is all i see
Inside a well known enemy
Loving all my sin
Feast on you
And all you do
Invade your simple mind
Shredding through all regret
I need you now to forget
And let me lead you blind
This fucking whore
Is born of gore
A filthy little girl
Tormenting
But listening
Im makeing her blood curl ...
And souls of coal
Ill beat you till your sick
You trust in me
But your debree
This illness i have picked
My horror show
Is run by blow
And maddness sinking in
Agony is all i see
Inside a well known enemy
Loving all my sin
Feast on you
And all you do
Invade your simple mind
Shredding through all regret
I need you now to forget
And let me lead you blind
This fucking whore
Is born of gore
A filthy little girl
Tormenting
But listening
Im makeing her blood curl ...
875 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
6th Jan 2012 00:24am
6th Jan 2012 00:24am
Ms. Arachne
O great goddess Athena
Whose ways have shaped our own drear worlds
Your grace that danced of lust and need
Have your choices done us wrong?
Or shown us death through beauty?
Was she wrong to boast of skill?
To threaten you of mortal will
Did she best you of your craft?
Get to far from human ways
And deserve the wrath
Of a goddess known best from war
Her weaving was undeniable
Beauty enough to draw her hate
Envy followed her every wake
She found her gift and thought of fate
Alas it was her downfalll
...
Whose ways have shaped our own drear worlds
Your grace that danced of lust and need
Have your choices done us wrong?
Or shown us death through beauty?
Was she wrong to boast of skill?
To threaten you of mortal will
Did she best you of your craft?
Get to far from human ways
And deserve the wrath
Of a goddess known best from war
Her weaving was undeniable
Beauty enough to draw her hate
Envy followed her every wake
She found her gift and thought of fate
Alas it was her downfalll
...
913 reads
5 Comments
UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
5th Jan 2012 10:20pm
5th Jan 2012 10:20pm
My Shit-Hole
Free me from this prison
A place of chains and lies
This is my decision
So sick of endless crys
In this house my heart is dead
Drugs is what means family
Our souls have all been bled
To leave a poisonous apophony
For me it seems
Its time to leave
To find my dreams
And learn to breathe
Time to discover who I am
Instead of seeing who I'm not
To uncover what's behind the sham
No longer waiting just to rot
For now, I am fake girl
A living disaster
Never revealing a glimpse nor
Stoping my laughter
...
A place of chains and lies
This is my decision
So sick of endless crys
In this house my heart is dead
Drugs is what means family
Our souls have all been bled
To leave a poisonous apophony
For me it seems
Its time to leave
To find my dreams
And learn to breathe
Time to discover who I am
Instead of seeing who I'm not
To uncover what's behind the sham
No longer waiting just to rot
For now, I am fake girl
A living disaster
Never revealing a glimpse nor
Stoping my laughter
...
857 reads
7 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2012 8:21pm
2nd Jan 2012 8:21pm
Outside Brandy's Bar
She's the girl that everyone knows
Just a freak and all alone
You always see her at that bar
She's underaged and not that hard
Buy her fix and shell go far
Nothing matters but her guitar
Who was there to tell her she's wrong?
Might be sick but she's still strong
No ones ever stayed for long
She's ok she still has her bong
Don't you ever sympathize
Her head might be full of lies
But you could never recognize
How much she truely does despise
And wants you to fucking die
Just die
Erase the pity from your eyes...
Just a freak and all alone
You always see her at that bar
She's underaged and not that hard
Buy her fix and shell go far
Nothing matters but her guitar
Who was there to tell her she's wrong?
Might be sick but she's still strong
No ones ever stayed for long
She's ok she still has her bong
Don't you ever sympathize
Her head might be full of lies
But you could never recognize
How much she truely does despise
And wants you to fucking die
Just die
Erase the pity from your eyes...
756 reads
4 Comments
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