Submissions by kourtnissixxx
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
i hate running into you
I had a breakdown yesterday
After i saw you the tears i couldn't contain
You asked if i wanted to stay
Of course i did, but my composure wouldn't maintain
So i laughed it off as usual instead
Told you i was still a busy woman
Pretending i had anothers bed
confirming the denial I've proven
I miss you so fucking much
i still haven't moved on, cant tell you that
So my charade will continue as such
When i see you ill have to imagine you were the rat
Even though im the one who ended it
I was so close to you it scared me
It was wrong of...
After i saw you the tears i couldn't contain
You asked if i wanted to stay
Of course i did, but my composure wouldn't maintain
So i laughed it off as usual instead
Told you i was still a busy woman
Pretending i had anothers bed
confirming the denial I've proven
I miss you so fucking much
i still haven't moved on, cant tell you that
So my charade will continue as such
When i see you ill have to imagine you were the rat
Even though im the one who ended it
I was so close to you it scared me
It was wrong of...
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Speaking Porcelin
Inside the mind of porcelain
Hate is breeding deep within
Seeping through my room at night
Killing forcefully all my weakened light
Singing softly to my subconscious mind
Cooing the faults my thoughts once left behind
Enticing me to gift wrap my razors
Inside the sent of your crimson that savors
The idea of you resting eternally peaceful in a casket
Because you called her merely plastic
A long lived soul deep inside a materialistic object
Sharing ideas with me on a corpse filled project
Hate is breeding deep within
Seeping through my room at night
Killing forcefully all my weakened light
Singing softly to my subconscious mind
Cooing the faults my thoughts once left behind
Enticing me to gift wrap my razors
Inside the sent of your crimson that savors
The idea of you resting eternally peaceful in a casket
Because you called her merely plastic
A long lived soul deep inside a materialistic object
Sharing ideas with me on a corpse filled project
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Satans Little Helper
I carved my name inside the flesh of doom
And watched as demons danced around my room
Enticed by evils glorious acursed views
And vowing to make myself a usefull muse
I slit my wrist just the other day
To see if blood would add to his decay
The man I slaughtered just for him
So that my soul would surley be condimend
I tattoed my body with the mark of the beast
To prove who I'm loyal to when I'm deceased
And invite deaths macbre embrace
To free me from my wretched disgrace
I fucked a childs lost virginity
And found...
And watched as demons danced around my room
Enticed by evils glorious acursed views
And vowing to make myself a usefull muse
I slit my wrist just the other day
To see if blood would add to his decay
The man I slaughtered just for him
So that my soul would surley be condimend
I tattoed my body with the mark of the beast
To prove who I'm loyal to when I'm deceased
And invite deaths macbre embrace
To free me from my wretched disgrace
I fucked a childs lost virginity
And found...
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Chaos found me (for the un said comp)
Such passonite words with every intention
So much incommon with you I feel this connection
The way you hate with glorious reason
My shadowed mind is considering treason
Such mystery behind your past
Slowly revealing to me atlast
Becoming my favorite brand of art
Inspireing me from the very start
Tortured souls of our own abyss
Intertwineing together starting this
All the beautiful men aee swine inside
A thought once mine you've helped subside
And showed me lust I've never know
The way you talk I know it shows
A...
So much incommon with you I feel this connection
The way you hate with glorious reason
My shadowed mind is considering treason
Such mystery behind your past
Slowly revealing to me atlast
Becoming my favorite brand of art
Inspireing me from the very start
Tortured souls of our own abyss
Intertwineing together starting this
All the beautiful men aee swine inside
A thought once mine you've helped subside
And showed me lust I've never know
The way you talk I know it shows
A...
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Blah Blah f**k Blah Blah Blah
Im so sick of hearing mindless chatter
From idiots that think they can flatter
Me into going home with them
Its like they can't take a fucking hint
That I'm here to party and mabey vent
"So blah blah fuck blah blah blah; you've been condemned"
All I really needed was iced cold beer
Untill someone came over and called me dear
So I got up to simply walk away
But got followed and lost my nerv
When he grabbed my ass, I called him a perv
"Blah blah fuck blah blah blah; I'm sick of your delay"
I needed to party to just...
From idiots that think they can flatter
Me into going home with them
Its like they can't take a fucking hint
That I'm here to party and mabey vent
"So blah blah fuck blah blah blah; you've been condemned"
All I really needed was iced cold beer
Untill someone came over and called me dear
So I got up to simply walk away
But got followed and lost my nerv
When he grabbed my ass, I called him a perv
"Blah blah fuck blah blah blah; I'm sick of your delay"
I needed to party to just...
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Batheing in Blood
To many clothes so I take off less
Enjoying the face of a total mess
I payed for this so you are mine
Allowed to do as I feel and cross that line
Naked and exposed, I do as I please
Chaining you up until I have seised
Your will to fight back
And begin my sensual attack
Thinking this could only be reached in my dreams
Listening to your hallowed screams
With a sharpened silver sithe
I contort you till your lithe
And find just the right position
To inject you with my incision
And slice inside your precious skin
To hear...
Enjoying the face of a total mess
I payed for this so you are mine
Allowed to do as I feel and cross that line
Naked and exposed, I do as I please
Chaining you up until I have seised
Your will to fight back
And begin my sensual attack
Thinking this could only be reached in my dreams
Listening to your hallowed screams
With a sharpened silver sithe
I contort you till your lithe
And find just the right position
To inject you with my incision
And slice inside your precious skin
To hear...
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Yuki-Onna
Inside these white forsaken lands
A temptrest phantom claims demands
A ghastly seductress lureing young men
Into a fates most grusome end
Deep inside the snowstorms wrath
She's waits and watches her victims path
Schemeing and lusting for untimely demise
Painting her image with a goddest's disguise
Just at the momment when he looses his mind
A beautiful white maiden shows him of divine
Heavenly features only seen in his dreams
Not realizing she's only there for his screams
She motions up - far into the storm
Where her devilish...
A temptrest phantom claims demands
A ghastly seductress lureing young men
Into a fates most grusome end
Deep inside the snowstorms wrath
She's waits and watches her victims path
Schemeing and lusting for untimely demise
Painting her image with a goddest's disguise
Just at the momment when he looses his mind
A beautiful white maiden shows him of divine
Heavenly features only seen in his dreams
Not realizing she's only there for his screams
She motions up - far into the storm
Where her devilish...
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Night Terrors
Am I falling?
A pain stricken sensation of overused abdomenal clenching
Rising crimson tears
Oxygen invisible to my lungs
Holes expanding, disregarding first-aid
Blind peripheral vision
Limp organs predicting a crash
Mind altered awareness
Am I drowning?
Searing fleshes punctured body
Sight spots fadeing in the darkness of abyss
Icicles crystalizing my insides
Inspiration clashing of the push and pull
Death by the bringer of life
CPR will be eluded
Am I suffocating?
Toxic fumes impairing my...
A pain stricken sensation of overused abdomenal clenching
Rising crimson tears
Oxygen invisible to my lungs
Holes expanding, disregarding first-aid
Blind peripheral vision
Limp organs predicting a crash
Mind altered awareness
Am I drowning?
Searing fleshes punctured body
Sight spots fadeing in the darkness of abyss
Icicles crystalizing my insides
Inspiration clashing of the push and pull
Death by the bringer of life
CPR will be eluded
Am I suffocating?
Toxic fumes impairing my...
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A Pack Of Reds
I woke up today with pains in my back
Finding a bed is something I lack
So I twisted around on the couch
To find no cigarettes and became the groutch
I spent my only dollar last night of some papers
But the dude I was with did me no favors
And took off with them when I passed out
So I know he took off with my weed no doubt
Now here I am counting change
Getting silver and copper aranged
Hoping to find a dollar atleast
A quarter would be fucking beast
But of course the are none
So I'm basically counting penies, fun
Its rediculous to...
Finding a bed is something I lack
So I twisted around on the couch
To find no cigarettes and became the groutch
I spent my only dollar last night of some papers
But the dude I was with did me no favors
And took off with them when I passed out
So I know he took off with my weed no doubt
Now here I am counting change
Getting silver and copper aranged
Hoping to find a dollar atleast
A quarter would be fucking beast
But of course the are none
So I'm basically counting penies, fun
Its rediculous to...
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Stiching with Love
I'm alone in this world
A shadow of the night
The only thing keeping me company is a cigarette
And the screaming in my head
They think I'm insane
But that's fine with me
I have plans for these fools
There all going to pay
Their filthy inside
A walking desease
Infecting the air that I breathe
Ignoring me like I'm the parasite
Disgusting to me the uglyness shown
With the personalitys of a cockroach
But don't get me wrong, there's beautity in there
Skin deep is all that matters in their end
I'm making a friend that's just...
A shadow of the night
The only thing keeping me company is a cigarette
And the screaming in my head
They think I'm insane
But that's fine with me
I have plans for these fools
There all going to pay
Their filthy inside
A walking desease
Infecting the air that I breathe
Ignoring me like I'm the parasite
Disgusting to me the uglyness shown
With the personalitys of a cockroach
But don't get me wrong, there's beautity in there
Skin deep is all that matters in their end
I'm making a friend that's just...
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Starved ( for the im starving for comp)
Aching inside my darkness consuming
Rotting away my will is receding
Its when you ignored me this was created
Transforming me inside and now I hate it
Emotionshave gone haywire
And I can't stop this desire
My organs are begining to implode
To the point where my mind will explode
There's a tape worm in my gut
Feasting on me alive and nesting but
The pain fills me with temptation
Stealing and claiming my favorite sensation
Draining my sanity to give in
To stay with you and live in sin
To fill my head...
Rotting away my will is receding
Its when you ignored me this was created
Transforming me inside and now I hate it
Emotionshave gone haywire
And I can't stop this desire
My organs are begining to implode
To the point where my mind will explode
There's a tape worm in my gut
Feasting on me alive and nesting but
The pain fills me with temptation
Stealing and claiming my favorite sensation
Draining my sanity to give in
To stay with you and live in sin
To fill my head...
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Just Run It Off
I decided I wanted to experience life
But I wanted to do it while involed in a strife
I beat the shit out of that poor girl
I pummuled her body untill she began to hurl
They had to rip me away to give her first aid
So I ran it off so I wouldn't have stayed
I decided to suprise my boyfriend
But when I got there he had to defend
Cause a bitch was in his bed
And I got my heart broken instead
So I just turned away and left them behind
I ran it off because there was to much to find
I decided to show up at my moms
And was introduced to a...
But I wanted to do it while involed in a strife
I beat the shit out of that poor girl
I pummuled her body untill she began to hurl
They had to rip me away to give her first aid
So I ran it off so I wouldn't have stayed
I decided to suprise my boyfriend
But when I got there he had to defend
Cause a bitch was in his bed
And I got my heart broken instead
So I just turned away and left them behind
I ran it off because there was to much to find
I decided to show up at my moms
And was introduced to a...
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5 Comments
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