Starved ( for the im starving for comp)

Aching inside my darkness consuming
Rotting away my will is receding
Its when you ignored me this was created
Transforming me inside and now I hate it

Emotionshave gone haywire
And I can't stop this desire
My organs are begining to implode
To the point where my mind will explode

There's a tape worm in my gut
Feasting on me alive and nesting but
The pain fills me with temptation
Stealing and claiming my favorite sensation

Draining my sanity to give in
To stay with you and live in sin
To fill my head and fantasise
That I love you and don't despise

We have nothing in common anymore
Its not the same as it was before
Needing to leave but requiring abuse
Not accepting you'll find a new muse

I'm starved for my own release
Sick of mindless forced desease
Diserting my dictaters oppressive rule
Filling with relief showing him the real fool