Submissions by jmerrick73
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Poetry is my outlet for expressing my depression, my anger, my love, my hate, my dark hellish life.
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
21st Apr 2022 1:43am
21st Apr 2022 1:43am
WHEN THE NUKES FALL
When the button is pressed and the nukes fall. What will be your reaction? What would you do for a last performance on this so called rock called earth?
-Will you cry like a little girl with a skinned up knee?
-Will you go out and get some dick or pussy?
-will you run and try to find a place to hide?
-will you try to make amends for all your sins?
-will you take a shit load of drugs?
-will you take the cowards route and commit suicide?
-After all is said and done, What The Fuck are you gonna do?
-Exactly what the fuck is there to really do?
-One...
-Will you cry like a little girl with a skinned up knee?
-Will you go out and get some dick or pussy?
-will you run and try to find a place to hide?
-will you try to make amends for all your sins?
-will you take a shit load of drugs?
-will you take the cowards route and commit suicide?
-After all is said and done, What The Fuck are you gonna do?
-Exactly what the fuck is there to really do?
-One...
#dark
#bittersweet
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Apr 2022 8:53am
4th Apr 2022 8:53am
DESIRES
Desires
I meet her for lunch 3 times a month
Even though we're not dating.
Being around her is so very intoxicating.
Has my mind in a daze.
Always taking her out to eat at her i gaze
Fuck my life.
She will never be mine mine.
No love for me.
Not now.
Not tomorrow.
Not next week.
Not next month.
Not next year.
Never.
I'm fucked for all eternity when it comes to having true love in my life.
I meet her for lunch 3 times a month
Even though we're not dating.
Being around her is so very intoxicating.
Has my mind in a daze.
Always taking her out to eat at her i gaze
Fuck my life.
She will never be mine mine.
No love for me.
Not now.
Not tomorrow.
Not next week.
Not next month.
Not next year.
Never.
I'm fucked for all eternity when it comes to having true love in my life.
#love
#hurt
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2022 1:26am
2nd Feb 2022 1:26am
WORDZ of WIZDOM part 1
Never trust a spouse that says they'll always love you.
Never trust a spouse that says they'll always take care of you.
Never trust a spouse that says they'll never leave you.
Just never trust a spouse with anything.
Never trust a spouse that says they'll always take care of you.
Never trust a spouse that says they'll never leave you.
Just never trust a spouse with anything.
#love
#hurt
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2022 7:53am
22nd Jan 2022 7:53am
Good always f**king die
Why does everyone I love get to fucking die before me?
This isn't fucking fair.
I deserve to fucking die now dammit.
I hate this fucking shit.
Soon I'll be the only one left dealing with all this pain of continuing on with this fucking life.
I despise fucking life.
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
The good do fucking die young.
The good always fucking die young.
Always die fucking young.
Mom 27
Walter 28
David 24
Chris 23
Frankie 25
Unk frank...
This isn't fucking fair.
I deserve to fucking die now dammit.
I hate this fucking shit.
Soon I'll be the only one left dealing with all this pain of continuing on with this fucking life.
I despise fucking life.
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
The good do fucking die young.
The good always fucking die young.
Always die fucking young.
Mom 27
Walter 28
David 24
Chris 23
Frankie 25
Unk frank...
#anger
#death
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
31st Dec 2021 4:35pm
31st Dec 2021 4:35pm
So Much f**king Death
12/19/21 is a date that will live within my mind for as long as i continue to draw breath.
That was the day i received a text from my grandfathers widow.
It wasn't a pleasant text.
It was a heart breaking text.
The kind of text that i have received many times before in my life.
My dearest 22 year old cousin was dead.
She had overdosed early that morning.
It was her scumbag bf that supplied her the lethal dosage.
She met the same fate as her dad did some 15 years earlier.
I have dealt with more death than i had ever dreamed of.
Not just family....
That was the day i received a text from my grandfathers widow.
It wasn't a pleasant text.
It was a heart breaking text.
The kind of text that i have received many times before in my life.
My dearest 22 year old cousin was dead.
She had overdosed early that morning.
It was her scumbag bf that supplied her the lethal dosage.
She met the same fate as her dad did some 15 years earlier.
I have dealt with more death than i had ever dreamed of.
Not just family....
#grief
#heartbroken
#death
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EROTIC POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2021 10:25am
3rd Oct 2021 10:25am
All good things must come to an end
#erotic
#dreams
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
27th Jul 2021 9:53am
27th Jul 2021 9:53am
.......Speaking my Mind........
Expendable i am.
Blacksheep of my fam.
Everyone distancing themselves from thee.
Contemplating the extinction of thee.
So utterly alone i feel.
Is this life real?
I see it is a real nightmare.
Ask me if i truly care.
Many reminiscent tales of my personal hell.
Many loved ones taken from this world.
All but me.
I be left behind dispersing many tears.
Nothing more do i fear.
No man living or dead do i fear.
No longer can one voice their opinion, unless it's in line with what the democratic liberals believe.
Freedom of...
Blacksheep of my fam.
Everyone distancing themselves from thee.
Contemplating the extinction of thee.
So utterly alone i feel.
Is this life real?
I see it is a real nightmare.
Ask me if i truly care.
Many reminiscent tales of my personal hell.
Many loved ones taken from this world.
All but me.
I be left behind dispersing many tears.
Nothing more do i fear.
No man living or dead do i fear.
No longer can one voice their opinion, unless it's in line with what the democratic liberals believe.
Freedom of...
#sadness
#depression
#hate
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SELF POEM
Published
29th May 2021 9:56am
29th May 2021 9:56am
Ranting 'N' Raving
All I've known since I've been alive.
My world started turning to shit after January 14, 1985.
Mama got hit walking on the side of the highway.
Don't know why this had to happen, why on that day?
It was foretold by God Almighty.
We all gotta die.
I'm ready.
Ready to exit.
Just don't wanna die sitting on the toilet dropping a shit.
Life isn't grand, it isn't joyful.
Not for me.
It once was.
Not anymore.
I hate life, i really hate it.
Life isn't what you make it.
Life is what it is.
Your either dealt a good...
My world started turning to shit after January 14, 1985.
Mama got hit walking on the side of the highway.
Don't know why this had to happen, why on that day?
It was foretold by God Almighty.
We all gotta die.
I'm ready.
Ready to exit.
Just don't wanna die sitting on the toilet dropping a shit.
Life isn't grand, it isn't joyful.
Not for me.
It once was.
Not anymore.
I hate life, i really hate it.
Life isn't what you make it.
Life is what it is.
Your either dealt a good...
#sadness
#LifeStruggles
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STORY POEM
Published
10th May 2021 9:45am
10th May 2021 9:45am
Suicidal Dream
I'm having a daydream.
Of a suicidal dream.
So tired of living.
This shell of a man,
This disgusting thing.
Still hating life ah fucking hell, fucking damn.
Everyday i awaken to face this cursed life.
No blessings sent my way, i just wanna die.
What is there worth waking up to?
All i see is disease and death, fuck you.
All the joy has been emptied from within.
Replaced with sorrow and the darkest sin.
The demon that lives within me is, Asmodeus.
The Demon of lust.
Twisting my mind, filling it full of wicked deeds. ...
Of a suicidal dream.
So tired of living.
This shell of a man,
This disgusting thing.
Still hating life ah fucking hell, fucking damn.
Everyday i awaken to face this cursed life.
No blessings sent my way, i just wanna die.
What is there worth waking up to?
All i see is disease and death, fuck you.
All the joy has been emptied from within.
Replaced with sorrow and the darkest sin.
The demon that lives within me is, Asmodeus.
The Demon of lust.
Twisting my mind, filling it full of wicked deeds. ...
#sadness
#depression
#dark
#dreams
#suicide
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Apr 2021 9:45am
20th Apr 2021 9:45am
The Sinning won't end until life ends
The gun is loaded and cocked.
A squeeze of the trigger and my brain gets rocked.
In a split second my life is stopped.
No more worries no more pain.
No more stress no more disdain.
Feelings of Hopelessness plague my existence.
Driving from work, heading home.
I Dread going home.
Especially when my so called home doesn't even feel like a home.
I feel like I'm a guest there.
I cannot think of anything else to compare.
I have grown to despise my life.
I have accepted the fact that happiness has ended for me.
Nothing or no one...
A squeeze of the trigger and my brain gets rocked.
In a split second my life is stopped.
No more worries no more pain.
No more stress no more disdain.
Feelings of Hopelessness plague my existence.
Driving from work, heading home.
I Dread going home.
Especially when my so called home doesn't even feel like a home.
I feel like I'm a guest there.
I cannot think of anything else to compare.
I have grown to despise my life.
I have accepted the fact that happiness has ended for me.
Nothing or no one...
#depression
#abuse
#suicide
#spiritual
#sleep
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2021 11:40am
2nd Apr 2021 11:40am
$HIT LIKE THIS
It’s shit like this that has me on edge.
Shit like this that makes me wish I were dead.
Shit like this that makes me feel sick.
Shit like this is why I have a limp dick.
Shit like this.
I gotta take a piss.
Attitude says fuck this shit.
Shit like this lowers my self esteem.
Shit like this has me acting like a fiend.
Feeling sorry for myself is all I have left.
Shit like this I feel like there isn’t anything left.
What is this shit I speak of?
If you feel as I do, you already know what I’m speaking of.
It’s this discombobulated...
Shit like this that makes me wish I were dead.
Shit like this that makes me feel sick.
Shit like this is why I have a limp dick.
Shit like this.
I gotta take a piss.
Attitude says fuck this shit.
Shit like this lowers my self esteem.
Shit like this has me acting like a fiend.
Feeling sorry for myself is all I have left.
Shit like this I feel like there isn’t anything left.
What is this shit I speak of?
If you feel as I do, you already know what I’m speaking of.
It’s this discombobulated...
#LifeStruggles
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