Submissions by jmerrick73
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Poetry is my outlet for expressing my depression, my anger, my love, my hate, my dark hellish life.
SELF POEM
Published
11th Aug 2022 11:40pm
11th Aug 2022 11:40pm
My other personality
Please Don't let whatever this feeling is turn to another heartbreak.
Please Don't for the sake of my mental state.
Please Don't.
Please let me just feel the 24/7 euphoria of a possible new future love in my life.
I think of you constantly.
(My other personality jmerrick)
Fuck this nonsense.
You know fucking better than that.
Loves not in the fucking cards for you in this lifetime.
Love doesn't exist for you.
Love is a fucking illusion.
Love shouldn't even be in your fucking vocabulary.
Your a dumb fat p.o.s that...
Please Don't for the sake of my mental state.
Please Don't.
Please let me just feel the 24/7 euphoria of a possible new future love in my life.
I think of you constantly.
(My other personality jmerrick)
Fuck this nonsense.
You know fucking better than that.
Loves not in the fucking cards for you in this lifetime.
Love doesn't exist for you.
Love is a fucking illusion.
Love shouldn't even be in your fucking vocabulary.
Your a dumb fat p.o.s that...
#love
#depression
#dark
#MentalHealth
#emptiness
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Jul 2022 1:21am
29th Jul 2022 1:21am
THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND
My life is a carousel of nightmares.
This world is the devil's playground.
And he is the God of this world.
He sometimes has control over my thoughts
Bringing in depression and thoughts of suicide.
Ready to take my final ride to the afterlife.
Not serving much of an earthly purpose.
I've always had a self destructive attitude in life.
For years everything seems to be going as foreseen.
Then, Bamm.
In an instant It's turned into shit.
Yes, i have fucked up.
Possibly lost 2 jobs within minutes of each other.
I fucked up...
This world is the devil's playground.
And he is the God of this world.
He sometimes has control over my thoughts
Bringing in depression and thoughts of suicide.
Ready to take my final ride to the afterlife.
Not serving much of an earthly purpose.
I've always had a self destructive attitude in life.
For years everything seems to be going as foreseen.
Then, Bamm.
In an instant It's turned into shit.
Yes, i have fucked up.
Possibly lost 2 jobs within minutes of each other.
I fucked up...
#love
#dark
#tragedy
#suffering
#hurt
423 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Jul 2022 11:19pm
9th Jul 2022 11:19pm
They call me............
They call me...........
FAT
LAZY
STUPID
WORTHLESS
SHIT
BASTARD
NO GOOD
KUNIVING
SICK
CRAZY
MENTAL
DISTURBED
FUCK UP
PERVERTED
NASTY
DESPICABLE
RETARDED
MENTALLY STUNTED
DEAF
DUMB
PATHETIC
BRAIN DEAD
EASY TO MANIPULATE
EASY TO GHOST.
EASY TO REJECT.
FAT
LAZY
STUPID
WORTHLESS
SHIT
BASTARD
NO GOOD
KUNIVING
SICK
CRAZY
MENTAL
DISTURBED
FUCK UP
PERVERTED
NASTY
DESPICABLE
RETARDED
MENTALLY STUNTED
DEAF
DUMB
PATHETIC
BRAIN DEAD
EASY TO MANIPULATE
EASY TO GHOST.
EASY TO REJECT.
#rejection
#frustration
#confusion
#despair
#bittersweet
377 reads
1 Comment
EROTIC POEM
Published
9th Jun 2022 10:49am
9th Jun 2022 10:49am
SECRET SEXUAL FANTASIES Part 2
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#temptation
#passion
570 reads
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EROTIC POEM
Published
26th May 2022 4:24am
26th May 2022 4:24am
Lustful deeds
#lust
#death
#bipolar #MentalHealth
#bipolar #MentalHealth
509 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
22nd May 2022 4:38am
22nd May 2022 4:38am
Love is f**king hell
#hate
#loneliness
#rejection
#heartbroken
#frustration
358 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
16th May 2022 11:09am
16th May 2022 11:09am
USED
I feel so fucking used.
She told me she loved me.
She said she'd never let me go.
She loved everything about me.
She especially loved the way i made love to her.
She says our 20 yr age difference is a big deal.
I tell her age is just a number.
Besides your a grown young woman at age 28.
It shouldn't matter if I'm 48 or 88.
If you love me and i love you, that's all that should matter.
I've done so much for her.
I have done for her and her children that aren't even mine.
In the one month we've known each other, I've spent over $1500...
She told me she loved me.
She said she'd never let me go.
She loved everything about me.
She especially loved the way i made love to her.
She says our 20 yr age difference is a big deal.
I tell her age is just a number.
Besides your a grown young woman at age 28.
It shouldn't matter if I'm 48 or 88.
If you love me and i love you, that's all that should matter.
I've done so much for her.
I have done for her and her children that aren't even mine.
In the one month we've known each other, I've spent over $1500...
#sadness
#loneliness
#rejection
#heartbroken
#disappointment
403 reads
7 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
8th May 2022 10:56am
8th May 2022 10:56am
UNHAPPY MOTHERS DAY
37 yrs of a motherless mothers day.
37 yrs of sadness.
37 yrs of watching others celebrate Mother's day with happiness on their faces.
Whereas on each mothers day there's nothing but sadness on my face.
37 yrs and some odd months since mom was taken from her earthly existence.
37 yrs of her chillin in God's presence.
37 yrs of 2 sons without a mother.
37 yrs of 2 depressed lonely brothers.
Some say you should be happy for them that they are no longer suffering and in pain.
They are with the lord in heaven.
If you lost your mother at a...
37 yrs of sadness.
37 yrs of watching others celebrate Mother's day with happiness on their faces.
Whereas on each mothers day there's nothing but sadness on my face.
37 yrs and some odd months since mom was taken from her earthly existence.
37 yrs of her chillin in God's presence.
37 yrs of 2 sons without a mother.
37 yrs of 2 depressed lonely brothers.
Some say you should be happy for them that they are no longer suffering and in pain.
They are with the lord in heaven.
If you lost your mother at a...
#sadness
#mother
#brother
#separation
#son
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EROTIC POEM
Published
7th May 2022 10:46pm
7th May 2022 10:46pm
Lust in Hell
#depression
#lust
#dark
#death
#weakness
278 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st May 2022 11:35pm
1st May 2022 11:35pm
Am i too old?
Am i too fucking old for a woman to love me?
I feel not so old.
Over 10+ dating app profiles.
And not one fucking bite.
I'm beginning to sink into total true blue depression.
I am doubting myself.
I am feeling pretty much mind fucked.
No ones ever gonna want me again.
I'm so lonely and lost in the total darkness pit that is within my mind.
God, is there anyone else that will love me?
I have a heart full of love to give.
It's not going to do me any fucking good if i don't have someone special to share it with.
I feel not so old.
Over 10+ dating app profiles.
And not one fucking bite.
I'm beginning to sink into total true blue depression.
I am doubting myself.
I am feeling pretty much mind fucked.
No ones ever gonna want me again.
I'm so lonely and lost in the total darkness pit that is within my mind.
God, is there anyone else that will love me?
I have a heart full of love to give.
It's not going to do me any fucking good if i don't have someone special to share it with.
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#despair
#disappointment
426 reads
1 Comment
EROTIC POEM
Published
1st May 2022 4:32am
1st May 2022 4:32am
SECRET SEXUAL FANTASIES Part 1
She says to me "Tell me what u wanna do to me.
So i says.........
I can't wait to taste your pussy. I bet you taste delicious
And I'll tongue your ass good too.
How about while your watching the porno. I'll be licking your pussy. Would u like that?
I'm gonna eat your pussy like it's the last supper.
I want you to cream all on my face. Your in need of multiple orgasms.
My mouth is watering thinking about eating your pussy.
Would you let me tit fuck you for a minute?
I love looking at your beautiful big tits.
I want to suck on your tits....
So i says.........
I can't wait to taste your pussy. I bet you taste delicious
And I'll tongue your ass good too.
How about while your watching the porno. I'll be licking your pussy. Would u like that?
I'm gonna eat your pussy like it's the last supper.
I want you to cream all on my face. Your in need of multiple orgasms.
My mouth is watering thinking about eating your pussy.
Would you let me tit fuck you for a minute?
I love looking at your beautiful big tits.
I want to suck on your tits....
#lust
#erotic
#porn
#dirty
#seductive
3746 reads
1 Comment
EROTIC POEM
Published
21st Apr 2022 5:13pm
21st Apr 2022 5:13pm
ANGEL OF DEATH
#lust
#sex
#erotic
#temptation
#seductive
282 reads
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