Submissions by ibst8tup (Tonya Lynn)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
20th Aug 2018 7:22am
20th Aug 2018 7:22am
To Whom It May Concern
To whom it may or may not concern,
When will one ever learn?
There or here,
far or near,
above or below,
fast or slow,
do or don't,
will or won't,
yes or no,
stay or go,
stay quiet or tell,
heaven or hell,
crawl or walk,
keep your mouth shut or talk,
sinner or saint,
can or can't,
touch or feel,
buy or steal,
good or bad,
happy or sad,
love or hate,
to be early or late,
truth or dare,
look or stare,
truth or lie,
live or die?
When will one ever learn?
There or here,
far or near,
above or below,
fast or slow,
do or don't,
will or won't,
yes or no,
stay or go,
stay quiet or tell,
heaven or hell,
crawl or walk,
keep your mouth shut or talk,
sinner or saint,
can or can't,
touch or feel,
buy or steal,
good or bad,
happy or sad,
love or hate,
to be early or late,
truth or dare,
look or stare,
truth or lie,
live or die?
#learning
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DRUGS POEM
Published
12th Aug 2018 4:06pm
12th Aug 2018 4:06pm
The Controller That I Call "Function"
In a world of corrupting minds
A dark destroying shadow follows behind.
Behind the lies,
behind the eyes.
Behind the weakness of ones soul.
Behind you very own mind in which you have no more control.
Crashing into a world of destruction.
Captured by the controller that I call Function.
A dark destroying shadow follows behind.
Behind the lies,
behind the eyes.
Behind the weakness of ones soul.
Behind you very own mind in which you have no more control.
Crashing into a world of destruction.
Captured by the controller that I call Function.
#corruption
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Aug 2018 3:57pm
12th Aug 2018 3:57pm
Hell Bound
Ever lasting flames is all you see.
This isn't the place you wanted to be.
Fire through the night, fire all day.
You started this fire so now you must pay.
Burning Flames is now your new name.
Only yourself can you blame.
These flames you will never tame.
Burning so bad you don't even feel no shame.
Life wasn't just a silly game,
you had to have your moment of fame.
Your life or now no life will ever be the same.
Aren't you sorry that you came?
This isn't the place you wanted to be.
Fire through the night, fire all day.
You started this fire so now you must pay.
Burning Flames is now your new name.
Only yourself can you blame.
These flames you will never tame.
Burning so bad you don't even feel no shame.
Life wasn't just a silly game,
you had to have your moment of fame.
Your life or now no life will ever be the same.
Aren't you sorry that you came?
#hell
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Aug 2018 6:31pm
11th Aug 2018 6:31pm
My Life I've Grown To Hate
Sitting in this world that I myself created,
a world for sometime now that I have hated.
No one to blame but myself for my mistakes.
Mistakes that control me now just to hard to break.
Staying so nervous or getting so upset,
not wanting to remember just trying to forget.
Trying not to drown in my very own tears,
as I try not to break down from my very own fears.
Trying to walk in the footprints that I laid.
Trying so hard to sleep in the bed that I mad.
a world for sometime now that I have hated.
No one to blame but myself for my mistakes.
Mistakes that control me now just to hard to break.
Staying so nervous or getting so upset,
not wanting to remember just trying to forget.
Trying not to drown in my very own tears,
as I try not to break down from my very own fears.
Trying to walk in the footprints that I laid.
Trying so hard to sleep in the bed that I mad.
#anxiety
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th Aug 2018 6:20pm
11th Aug 2018 6:20pm
Til The Bleeding Is Through
Walk away until you feel the need.
The need of knowing how it feels to see someone's heart bleed.
Bleeding from the knife you left in my chest.
The place you left it just cause you thought it would be for the best.
Afraid of pulling the knife out for may heart may break into.
I just go on bleeding I guess until the bleeding is through.
The need of knowing how it feels to see someone's heart bleed.
Bleeding from the knife you left in my chest.
The place you left it just cause you thought it would be for the best.
Afraid of pulling the knife out for may heart may break into.
I just go on bleeding I guess until the bleeding is through.
#heartbroken
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DRUGS POEM
Published
11th Aug 2018 1:06am
11th Aug 2018 1:06am
Sleepless Nights
Sleep is the last place I want to go.
My body screams yes as my mind insists no.
Paranoid feelings I sometimes get.
Sitting in the rain but not even getting wet.
Walking awake or do I sleep walk?
Are the all my thoughts or do I sleep talk?
Numb not feeling anything.
Confusion is all that my mind can bring.
I need to lay down and shut my eyes,
before another night again passes me by.
Everything now is all black space.
Am I asleep finally or have I reached my final resting place?
My body screams yes as my mind insists no.
Paranoid feelings I sometimes get.
Sitting in the rain but not even getting wet.
Walking awake or do I sleep walk?
Are the all my thoughts or do I sleep talk?
Numb not feeling anything.
Confusion is all that my mind can bring.
I need to lay down and shut my eyes,
before another night again passes me by.
Everything now is all black space.
Am I asleep finally or have I reached my final resting place?
#addiction
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Aug 2018 00:54am
11th Aug 2018 00:54am
Not Caring
Not caring if it's day or night.
Not caring if it's wrong or right.
Not caring if I do or don't.
Not caring if I will or won't.
Not caring if I hurt or feel good.
Not caring if I could or should.
Not caring if it's cold or hot.
Not caring if I care or not.
Not caring if it's wrong or right.
Not caring if I do or don't.
Not caring if I will or won't.
Not caring if I hurt or feel good.
Not caring if I could or should.
Not caring if it's cold or hot.
Not caring if I care or not.
#LifeStruggles
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Aug 2018 7:59am
10th Aug 2018 7:59am
Forever and Always
Tomorrow only a day away.
Today arrives but never stays.
Yesterday came but then it went.
Forever and always just isn't meant.
Today arrives but never stays.
Yesterday came but then it went.
Forever and always just isn't meant.
#TruthOfLife
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DRUGS POEM
Published
10th Aug 2018 7:46am
10th Aug 2018 7:46am
The Void In My Life
I don't think that I can function without you.
You give me the strength to do the things I do.
I know having you in my life is wrong.
My will power of letting things go just isn't that strong.
I can''t nor don't want to let you go,
but having you in my life has got me so low.
Low at my cash and low at my weight.
But you in my life sometimes seems great.
At times you make me feel so high.
Other times you make me just sit and cry.
You drive me crazy but at the same time keep me sane.
I know I should break free from all of your pain. ...
You give me the strength to do the things I do.
I know having you in my life is wrong.
My will power of letting things go just isn't that strong.
I can''t nor don't want to let you go,
but having you in my life has got me so low.
Low at my cash and low at my weight.
But you in my life sometimes seems great.
At times you make me feel so high.
Other times you make me just sit and cry.
You drive me crazy but at the same time keep me sane.
I know I should break free from all of your pain. ...
#drugs
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