Sleepless Nights

Sleep is the last place I want to go.
My body screams yes as my mind insists no.
Paranoid feelings I sometimes get.
Sitting in the rain but not even getting wet.
Walking awake or do I sleep walk?
Are the all my thoughts or do I sleep talk?
Numb not feeling anything.
Confusion is all that my mind can bring.
I need to lay down and shut my eyes,
before another night again passes me by.
Everything now is all black space.
Am I asleep finally or have I reached my final resting place?