Submissions by gigilove

Shots to numb the mind, Razors to break skin.
Pills to keep us high, We may never come down again
We say just one more time, But they know what we mean
One turns to many more, Its hard to be a phene
Were filling up on hopelessness, and giving into pain
We say were not addicted, But we just dont want to change
Maybe we could make it right, But we chose to give in
We say we will start next time, But temptation always wins.

Hide the pain beneath your smile, but your eyes still show whats true. Your living in denial, your giving up on you. They tell you it gets better, but do they really see, this isnt just a nightmare, this is hell, breaking free. Controlling every thought you have, making you insane. Convincing you your crazy, while inside your losing faith. You want to be okay again, you want to end it all. but giving in is not the way, its not what you were taught. Even when they break you down, even if you fall, even when your losing hope, remember who you are. Push away those demons, your better than this...

Im haunted by my past
Im haunted by my dreams
These unforgiving nightmares
Were at once, reality.
Standing on my own
Hearing what they say
Im falling as the world
Only pushes me away.
The pain inside of me
Has now become my fire.
My broken shattered life
Is now hanging from a wire.
Please dont cry for me,
You never did before
Dont wish you changed your ways
Or loved me a little more.
Move on because im gone
Dont try to see why now
I gave you all i could
And yet you drug me down.