Submissions by fightorflight (Disa)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
31st Aug 2024 7:53pm
31st Aug 2024 7:53pm
Unnamed*
Follow you through the gaps in blinds
They dislike me for being too little alike
I'd like to see you dangle, limbs mangle
From the ropes I created more easy to handle
Wrap you in silk like porcelain
Bugs will come no need to force them in
They dislike me for being too little alike
I'd like to see you dangle, limbs mangle
From the ropes I created more easy to handle
Wrap you in silk like porcelain
Bugs will come no need to force them in
#admiration
#obsession
#silence
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Aug 2024 4:41pm
12th Aug 2024 4:41pm
Rat poison
Learn what makes me look down
Watch how my smile dies
Who are these men with alien eyes
Snaps like a crocodile I don't know their triggers
Hate me as you see in me three of hers
Facade to your friends, talk about girls like restaurants
Familiar guts, poison on your meat, rest you rats
I see for who you are, I feel the hell's heat
Grin to some, but for me to show your teeth
Watch how my smile dies
Who are these men with alien eyes
Snaps like a crocodile I don't know their triggers
Hate me as you see in me three of hers
Facade to your friends, talk about girls like restaurants
Familiar guts, poison on your meat, rest you rats
I see for who you are, I feel the hell's heat
Grin to some, but for me to show your teeth
#inequality
#manipulation
#masculinity
#oppression
#power
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DARK POEM
Published
4th Aug 2024 3:04pm
4th Aug 2024 3:04pm
Carcinogenic
Accuse me of an arson
Guilty's the one the tar is on
All is burned
Where's the proof
Flames cover the waily roof
Smoke grabs my throat. "Burn!"
"Your skin to the color of ash will turn"
Fire is for the stars, not the sea
You laugh as you reek of gasoline
Guilty's the one the tar is on
All is burned
Where's the proof
Flames cover the waily roof
Smoke grabs my throat. "Burn!"
"Your skin to the color of ash will turn"
Fire is for the stars, not the sea
You laugh as you reek of gasoline
#abuse
#deception
#jealousy
#manipulation
#obsession
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Jul 2024 8:41pm
15th Jul 2024 8:41pm
Apple basket
Blame me when it's not up to me
No power, I'm just as helpless as all we
I never wished the world, just home and family
They say guilt doesn't help them, my second gravity
I deserve a castle as little as they do casket
I can't fix things, I only exist
Spent my last as my next wish
I'm sorry my life brings you grief, I thank the universe and know life's brief
I'm not the problems nor the solutions face
Give me mercy for what I got or it matters all the same
No power, I'm just as helpless as all we
I never wished the world, just home and family
They say guilt doesn't help them, my second gravity
I deserve a castle as little as they do casket
I can't fix things, I only exist
Spent my last as my next wish
I'm sorry my life brings you grief, I thank the universe and know life's brief
I'm not the problems nor the solutions face
Give me mercy for what I got or it matters all the same
#conflict
#grief
#inequality
#luck
#shame
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Jul 2024 11:22pm
7th Jul 2024 11:22pm
Hair on the back of my neck
Bite for my lips to peel
Bruises mostly teal
Reactions unable to heal
Periphreal vision clear
It's not true just because I feel
Can't trust what I hear
Always sure someone's near
Lay on the bed nerves on third gear
Never too long without watching rear
Free of terror but live in sheer
Trust my gut even when it's not real
Bruises mostly teal
Reactions unable to heal
Periphreal vision clear
It's not true just because I feel
Can't trust what I hear
Always sure someone's near
Lay on the bed nerves on third gear
Never too long without watching rear
Free of terror but live in sheer
Trust my gut even when it's not real
#escape
#fear
#nightmares
#PTSD
#revenge
84 reads
3 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
8th Jun 2024 6:14pm
8th Jun 2024 6:14pm
Spit on mercy seat
Spit covers the street
I try to stay descreet
When people lay next to my feet
Not show my downbeat
Urge to deplete elite
I spit on mercy seat
Covered to decollete
I won't be your forcemeat
Pick bleat over maltreat
Till they drop me to concrete
I try to stay descreet
When people lay next to my feet
Not show my downbeat
Urge to deplete elite
I spit on mercy seat
Covered to decollete
I won't be your forcemeat
Pick bleat over maltreat
Till they drop me to concrete
#corruption
#HumanRights
#murder
#politics
#power
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Jan 2024 9:54pm
1st Jan 2024 9:54pm
I wish to own nothing
Flash
What I have
I could lose all I hold in my hands
The ones that for I stand
The earth crumble under me to sand
I see meaning behind all I shouldn't have
Eternal internal no man's land
Nothing I own the way the flashes can
What I have
I could lose all I hold in my hands
The ones that for I stand
The earth crumble under me to sand
I see meaning behind all I shouldn't have
Eternal internal no man's land
Nothing I own the way the flashes can
#shame
#memories
#PTSD #nightmares
#PTSD #nightmares
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ANGER POEM
Published
14th Dec 2023 6:54pm
14th Dec 2023 6:54pm
I dream of souls
I try not to oversexualize myself
Even though my body buys men
Currency heaven sent
Permission for a kiss they give me ten
Cheapest attention
Any girl can redemption
Men see my apprehension
Sense my tension
Know I know their intentions
Hope for dissension
But I can't pay contention
Enter a room in where only I
Am in detention
This is the most love guys can
He told me he liked me and I ran
In a muffled room with his pal
Under my shirt put their hand
Just men who adore
''Horse kicks for...
Even though my body buys men
Currency heaven sent
Permission for a kiss they give me ten
Cheapest attention
Any girl can redemption
Men see my apprehension
Sense my tension
Know I know their intentions
Hope for dissension
But I can't pay contention
Enter a room in where only I
Am in detention
This is the most love guys can
He told me he liked me and I ran
In a muffled room with his pal
Under my shirt put their hand
Just men who adore
''Horse kicks for...
#violence
#oppression
#power
#deception
#vulnerability
191 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2023 8:43pm
3rd Dec 2023 8:43pm
Associate of Disa
My step so unsteady
Ripping out bedding
Skin fall off heavy
I lose my time I'm getting
Who's the one who's never ready
I could see but they're not letting
The door is open, why not put your head in
Lead it
I feel different, changed the setting
I see years have gone by but
I don't remember any
Ripping out bedding
Skin fall off heavy
I lose my time I'm getting
Who's the one who's never ready
I could see but they're not letting
The door is open, why not put your head in
Lead it
I feel different, changed the setting
I see years have gone by but
I don't remember any
#memories
#MentalHealth
#aging
#emptiness
#apathy
144 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Aug 2023 7:46pm
22nd Aug 2023 7:46pm
Esurio
As my blood is red
Should it taint your bread
From stomach up to your heart hunger let
Fill you with nothing but regret
Famine to your spirit and bed
Devouring parts of yourself you dread
Should it taint your bread
From stomach up to your heart hunger let
Fill you with nothing but regret
Famine to your spirit and bed
Devouring parts of yourself you dread
#anger
#regret
#revenge
181 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
29th Aug 2021 10:24pm
29th Aug 2021 10:24pm
Till we meet again
Your desires worked as my night clothes
No light is bright enough to hide your shadows
I can never feel warm because you always stand close
You used me the same way as those who boiled your blood
My first was a demon, I bet you thought
But you're just like him in the eyes of a God
Your power is slipping and dropping to your feet
Look it's like you, lacking a heartbeat
It didn't take long to notice your defeat
You're a martyr who always gets mistreat
Keep...
No light is bright enough to hide your shadows
I can never feel warm because you always stand close
You used me the same way as those who boiled your blood
My first was a demon, I bet you thought
But you're just like him in the eyes of a God
Your power is slipping and dropping to your feet
Look it's like you, lacking a heartbeat
It didn't take long to notice your defeat
You're a martyr who always gets mistreat
Keep...
#abuse
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
#DomesticViolence
#fear
1017 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th Jun 2021 5:34pm
9th Jun 2021 5:34pm
Eye contact
#violence
#abuse
#MeToo
#suffering
#DomesticViolence
524 reads
8 Comments
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