Submissions by emogirl21
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Aug 2014 6:46am
25th Aug 2014 6:46am
Untitled
I confess
My heads a mess
I tried my best
But now it's time to give it a rest
I admit
I should know when to quit
I'm sorry I have failed
But now I know that the good times have sailed
It's all now very clear
That you don't want me hear
I have so more I want to say
But chances are it won't matter anyway
Lesson learned
I'm done getting burned
Maybe in another life
There won't be the pain and strife
My heads a mess
I tried my best
But now it's time to give it a rest
I admit
I should know when to quit
I'm sorry I have failed
But now I know that the good times have sailed
It's all now very clear
That you don't want me hear
I have so more I want to say
But chances are it won't matter anyway
Lesson learned
I'm done getting burned
Maybe in another life
There won't be the pain and strife
922 reads
7 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
14th Jun 2014 1:06am
14th Jun 2014 1:06am
Goodbye mom and dad
My parents say I'm blowing it all out of proportion
But how else should I take it when I find I was nothing but a failed abortion?
Despite all of the things and my sad pathetic life
And all of the pain, heartache and strife
I find out that I was never even wanted at all
No wonder my family was never there to catch me when I fall
All my years of flirting with suicide
I don't think so hard I've ever cried
So I'll just give them what they wanted for the past 19 years
And all this time I thought maybe it was one of their fears
To lose...
But how else should I take it when I find I was nothing but a failed abortion?
Despite all of the things and my sad pathetic life
And all of the pain, heartache and strife
I find out that I was never even wanted at all
No wonder my family was never there to catch me when I fall
All my years of flirting with suicide
I don't think so hard I've ever cried
So I'll just give them what they wanted for the past 19 years
And all this time I thought maybe it was one of their fears
To lose...
883 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
29th May 2014 5:52am
29th May 2014 5:52am
Death
Death....
Such a beautiful word
So powerful
So truthful
The only thing that life has ever promised us
So many people fear it
But why?
Do they not know that life is far more terrible?
With all the suffering
The evil
The pain
The sorrow
I guess I just don't understand what's so great about it
Life will only let you down...
But death...
Death will always be there
Death can save me
It can take away all of what life has to offer
It can all end
With just one word
Death....
Such a beautiful word
So powerful
So truthful
The only thing that life has ever promised us
So many people fear it
But why?
Do they not know that life is far more terrible?
With all the suffering
The evil
The pain
The sorrow
I guess I just don't understand what's so great about it
Life will only let you down...
But death...
Death will always be there
Death can save me
It can take away all of what life has to offer
It can all end
With just one word
Death....
848 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th May 2014 8:06am
9th May 2014 8:06am
The horrible truth
Warning: what you are about to read with your eyes may be very disturbing to young children and is advised to not be read alone.
I can't hold it in any longer.. I remember like it happened last night. Every painful detail. I think about every night of what I have done. I am such an awful person! Oh god why? He always had the cutest smile and always looking like he was ready to give me a hug. He didn't really say much though. He was rather quiet. His friends and family were exactly the same. Always so friendly looking and very colorful appearances... But you see I didn't mean for...
I can't hold it in any longer.. I remember like it happened last night. Every painful detail. I think about every night of what I have done. I am such an awful person! Oh god why? He always had the cutest smile and always looking like he was ready to give me a hug. He didn't really say much though. He was rather quiet. His friends and family were exactly the same. Always so friendly looking and very colorful appearances... But you see I didn't mean for...
823 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
14th Apr 2014 7:56am
14th Apr 2014 7:56am
Definition of a fallen angel
What is a fallen angel?
A fallen angel are those who paint pictures on their wrists
A fallen angel are those who forgot how to fly back home
A fallen angel are those who are trapped in the dark abyss
A fallen angel are those who feel so hopeless and alone
A fallen angel are those who can never break free
A fallen angel are those who feel nothing but sorrow
A fallen angel are those who can't be who they want to be
A fallen angel are those who have no hope or faith for tomorrow
A fallen angel are those who have to put on a fake smile
A fallen...
A fallen angel are those who paint pictures on their wrists
A fallen angel are those who forgot how to fly back home
A fallen angel are those who are trapped in the dark abyss
A fallen angel are those who feel so hopeless and alone
A fallen angel are those who can never break free
A fallen angel are those who feel nothing but sorrow
A fallen angel are those who can't be who they want to be
A fallen angel are those who have no hope or faith for tomorrow
A fallen angel are those who have to put on a fake smile
A fallen...
1049 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
26th Jan 2014 10:54pm
26th Jan 2014 10:54pm
Count to five
Breathe
In
Out
Close your eyes
Open
Close
Count to five
1
2
3
4
5
It’s still not okay
You grab your old friend from his hiding spot
You’re shaking
Not from fear;
But from the excitement
Excitement of the blade
You touch it to the tips of your fingers
Knowing how sharp it is
You smile
Slowly bringing the blade to your wrist
Anticipating the release it will give you
You push down
Slowly guiding it across your skin
The cold teeth of the blade pushing deeper and deeper
Begging
Screaming...
In
Out
Close your eyes
Open
Close
Count to five
1
2
3
4
5
It’s still not okay
You grab your old friend from his hiding spot
You’re shaking
Not from fear;
But from the excitement
Excitement of the blade
You touch it to the tips of your fingers
Knowing how sharp it is
You smile
Slowly bringing the blade to your wrist
Anticipating the release it will give you
You push down
Slowly guiding it across your skin
The cold teeth of the blade pushing deeper and deeper
Begging
Screaming...
828 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
29th Dec 2013 6:36am
29th Dec 2013 6:36am
Ive turned into a heartless monster
I've just lost all feeling I can't feel anything anymore. I've ran out of tears to shed
I've run out of love to share
I've run out hugs to give
I've run out of smiles to force
I've run out of laughs to fake
I've run out of trust
I've run out of faith
I don't know how to care anymore because that's what has made me this heartless monster I am
I've run out of love to share
I've run out hugs to give
I've run out of smiles to force
I've run out of laughs to fake
I've run out of trust
I've run out of faith
I don't know how to care anymore because that's what has made me this heartless monster I am
871 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
25th Nov 2012 9:41pm
25th Nov 2012 9:41pm
The story of my life
People think that don't know me think that I have had a "perfect" life
Yeah whatever "perfect" is called these days"
people think I'm normal with nothing to worry about
yeah whatever people think "normal" would be
But what people dont know is what my life is really like
I think about it every night
What people think my life is like based on how people treat me
And how do people treat me?
Well it goes a little something like this
"There is no possible way you could now how "I" feel or what I go through
"I go through the same pain...
Yeah whatever "perfect" is called these days"
people think I'm normal with nothing to worry about
yeah whatever people think "normal" would be
But what people dont know is what my life is really like
I think about it every night
What people think my life is like based on how people treat me
And how do people treat me?
Well it goes a little something like this
"There is no possible way you could now how "I" feel or what I go through
"I go through the same pain...
892 reads
10 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
13th Nov 2012 6:24pm
13th Nov 2012 6:24pm
Trapped Inside
Trapped inside this body
Imprisoned here against my will
No choice my own
Every move decided by this angel who has taken possession of this body
On the surface you see a happy girl,
smiles, laughter, the whole package.
But beneath that..
in the core..
there's a Demon.
Just waiting to come out the moment that pretty little angel leaves.
Its only a matter of time before all hell breaks loose and that ugly demon rips free.
Taking full control of me.
Me? No, not me. My body.
I have been gone for a long time..
and chances are, I'm not coming...
Imprisoned here against my will
No choice my own
Every move decided by this angel who has taken possession of this body
On the surface you see a happy girl,
smiles, laughter, the whole package.
But beneath that..
in the core..
there's a Demon.
Just waiting to come out the moment that pretty little angel leaves.
Its only a matter of time before all hell breaks loose and that ugly demon rips free.
Taking full control of me.
Me? No, not me. My body.
I have been gone for a long time..
and chances are, I'm not coming...
785 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th Nov 2012 7:20pm
9th Nov 2012 7:20pm
The Broken Mirror
A shattered life
pain and strife
Reflects in a broken mirror
There is a girl
That I used to know
That only resides in there
Pain and sorrow
No hope for tomorrow
They say it's all in her head
But she knows
That if cutting she don't
She will end up dead
All from lack
Pain coming back
This is all to much
Grab the blade
Wash the pain away
Suddenly gushing blood
Not stopping
Pulse is dropping
She's losing all consciousness
Knew this would come
Floor covered in blood
Her...
pain and strife
Reflects in a broken mirror
There is a girl
That I used to know
That only resides in there
Pain and sorrow
No hope for tomorrow
They say it's all in her head
But she knows
That if cutting she don't
She will end up dead
All from lack
Pain coming back
This is all to much
Grab the blade
Wash the pain away
Suddenly gushing blood
Not stopping
Pulse is dropping
She's losing all consciousness
Knew this would come
Floor covered in blood
Her...
863 reads
5 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
27th Apr 2012 9:26pm
27th Apr 2012 9:26pm
Last words
Who the hell do you think you are?
You think it's ok to leave me with these scars?
How could you do such a inconsiderate thing?
I thought you commited when you bought me this ring
You don't care to see me hurt and to cry?
Would it be better to just watch me die?
You left me with this extremely painful wound
And I know the pain won't end anytime soon
It feels like a thousand times you've stabbed me in the heart
You have officially made my whole world crumble apart
I hope she was with the all of my pain
I'm just going to end it,...
You think it's ok to leave me with these scars?
How could you do such a inconsiderate thing?
I thought you commited when you bought me this ring
You don't care to see me hurt and to cry?
Would it be better to just watch me die?
You left me with this extremely painful wound
And I know the pain won't end anytime soon
It feels like a thousand times you've stabbed me in the heart
You have officially made my whole world crumble apart
I hope she was with the all of my pain
I'm just going to end it,...
950 reads
4 Comments
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